Okay, Mondelēz or Nabisco or whatever. Gonna need a chocolate and cayenne flavored Oreo. My only stipulation is that you make a sugar-free version too.

#3GoodThings 1. Got a tracking number for the divorce stuff 2. Ate 7 jellybeans and felt better about myself 3. Figured out a blood pressure thing and wrote a blog post all in the same day BONUS 4. Haven't had a brain zap in 3 hours

Update: I have tracking info for receiving the documents! 💃 Next up > Mailing back to divorce people > Filing with court > Judge signing off > Freedom & celebratOREOS (what I did there)

ICYMI

I'm taking up so much space right now.

Finally got a document scanner. It's amazing what I can afford and how much simpler life is when I'm not enabling someone else's smoking habit. Moment of silence for the years of sacrificing to appease someone that refused to be appeased.

I kind of have a love/hate relationship with the Golden Rule. I mean, what if I don't want to be treated like you want to be treated?

Sitting up again every two hours for 15 minutes. No fainting this time and my BP was 120/92. Not perfect. But I'll get that bottom number dialed in. Just you watch!

Me: This headline about Iraq reads like a celebrity was inpregnated by an alien. Also me, seeing the link goes to Daily Mail: Oh. 😂

These brain zaps are killing me. I had a little break but they're back! www.psychiatrist.com/news/what-ar...

New blog post about my fresh hells. emilysuess.com/2026/03/18/e...

AND that's an affirmative on the still hiccuping stomach acid front. But the brain zaps are fewer and less intense, so yay! Also I heard the sun was coming out.

Some of you haven't learned it's fine to be wrong and it shows.

Meh. Sleep is overrated anyway.

These brain zaps are killing me. I had a little break but they're back! www.psychiatrist.com/news/what-ar...

Did you know you can treat people with cancer like they're not dead yet?

I want chips and salsa.

#3GoodThings 1. Warmer, stabler weather is coming. 2. Brain zaps are usually the final withdrawal symptom, so I'm moving through this pretty quickly for me. 3. I haven't puked for 4 hours. BONUS 4. I'm still the same rockstar I was yesterday.

It has been my experience that people will tell you what they think you want to hear. Maybe that's why I have trust issues. I sure would like to fix that.

Brain zaps now. Great. I wasn't supposed to have been on the meds long enough for this shit. I want a fucking break. Jesus. This shit is so unfair.

Going off nortriptyline is unholy. That is all.

Is it tomorrow yet? How about now?

Liquid IV, Lexapro, Carnation instant breakfast. Sometimes I need to eat but am not really feeling it.

I am just a giant bruise. I'm just like, now how did I get *that* one? #NEISvoid

Not wearing green today. Fight me.

Costa’s hummingbird—this one is nesting in a bush nearby 🪶

I have therapy scheduled for 4/30! I'm a rockstar who never gives up.

Soak up the water with rice like I do when I draw my phone in the toilet.

New Episode of Noshing with Nashies is Up! Pot Pie Potatoes! Make sure to Like, Comment, Share, Subscribe, and Hype 🌠 to support a disabled creator 😺💜 youtu.be/yJKDRl_0nGQ

#3GoodThings 1. I was able to spend a large part of the day focusing on happy things 2. Storms were uneventful 3. Latte from Scooter's that was delicious

So Mom thinks I had a seizure on nortriptyline yesterday. I believe her. I though it was fainting but apparently there was rapid eye blinking, unresponsiveness, and rigidty. Umm. Not taking that anymore. Good news is I haven't been on it long, don't need to taper, and already feel more myself.

🤣 or make pie.

1) @weratedogs.com Top 10 dogs of the week. 2)Jackie & Shadow are still nesting 2 eggs. 3) It was 100% going to snow, then nope, and my migraine stopped.

This site needs a break. Post 3 good things, none of which is the cessation of a negative. 1. A cute little fox was in our yard this evening! 2. Flowers 3. Tomorrow is Pi(e) Day 🥧

This site needs a break. Post 3 good things, none of which are the cessation of a negative. #3GoodThings 1. Sleep with Me podcast 2. Smoothie King when my muscles are so tired I choke on real food 3. My Mom, who takes care of me like I'm 6, not 46

#3GoodThings 1. Got medical POA signed and feel relieved to have that taken care of. 2. Got all my exercises in even after a horrible evening yesterday. 3. I had a moment of actual relaxation while meditating.

I want to be in a better mood but I'm not sure how to get there from here.

Despite rain, clouds, and pain, I'm optimistic today. That's a good sign, and a welcome relief. Mom said I look less panicked when I sit up. Also a relief. I'm healing, yo!

Mocha Cappuccino Bolthouse, Blueberry Special K bars, Liquid IV, and Lexapro Now to decide what to do today.

ICYMI

Day Stripper I'm not convinced it ruins the song, but it definitely changes the meaning.

Post your favorite Lord of the Rings character. Wrong answers only.

There's a lot more swirling around in my head, but this what I could get out. Today on the blog: emilysuess.com/2026/03/10/s...

If you're planning to vote by mail this primary, we recommend mailing your ballot by 5PM TODAY! 📬

#3GoodThings 1. Had myself a moment of forgiveness for myself and others. 2. Paid down some debt. 3. My primary doc's staff seem to have found me virtual therapy that takes my insurance. Hallelujah!

Post your favorite Lord of the Rings character. Wrong answers only.

Post your favourite Lord of the Rings character. Wrong answers only.

Post your favorite Lord of the Rings character. Wrong answers only.