test subject brainrot will have a girl saying normal things like "i should constantly be suffocated by the smells of sterile disinfectant and pvc/latex"

a friend was in my city for a couple days and we met up in the park,, found a secluded park bench and now i have bruises and bite marks all over my arms,,,, >///w///<

The subject goes slack as the drugs kick in

ohmmy god i thhink my heartrate doubled as ssoon as i got to the phrase "little green book"

Girl with a bomb collar bolted around its neck, with a timer placed well out of its vision. It isn't ticking down, but its owner has a remote to start and stop the timer. Whenever Her pet is disobedient— talks back, or refuses an order— She presses a button on a little remote, and the timer starts.

many of you would look cute kissing a captive bolt pistol like it was your date to junior prom.

"Disgraced scientist", what a bunch of nonsense. They tried to revoke the license on the grounds of "shameful conduct", but I need it to be known that there was not an ounce of shame in my body when she died on the operating table.

your first memories are of a girl you instinctively recognise as yourself writing around on the floor and bleeding. she locks eyes with you and calls out a name. reaches out an arm, fingers grasping. then a gunshot. silence. a woman in a labcoat towers over you. “now, let’s get started.”

experimentgirl wearing a portable chemosynthesis engine, startled when someone walks into the lab— it's her it's another her identical down the startled look and backpack

It just makes sense, doesn’t it? Filling up a space that takes your exact shape. A pet. An art piece. A possession. That is what you are, 119. Concepts such as responsibility and agency are lofty and exist above something so simple as you. Just let yourself go and let me take you as my own, forever.

i dont think i was ever meant to be my own person,,, everything feels so much easier, so much more natural, when im just following Her guidance,, giving up control to Her,,, Her words always make me feel so safe and comfortable,, like everything will be better if i just hand my life over to Her,,,,,

forgot to send a goodnight message to my Goddess before going to sleep last night, and She reminded me to be careful because "you never know what you will lose next"....... >//////<

my friends have been going on vacation one after the other this summer, which is nice for them but it means we havent gotten to play our lancer campaign in like a month.......... i miss being able to say "oh yeah btw i get to know this guy's entire stat block now" like three times in one turn

A sane woman would find contentment. Would be satiated. Would be able to say that's enough. But I'm not sane. I'm batshit fucking insane. Enough doesn't exist. The concept is fucking alien. I burned my old life and remade myself in the image of the sacred texts because I'm selfish and hungry.

"More" Is there truly a more beautiful word in the English language? Because there's no such thing as enough. Enough isn't enough I want more Not more *of* anything Just More More submission. More domination. More sadism. More masochism Falling More I want More I *need* More Always More

YYou owuldnt do that to Your own angel would You...? ttaking my divinity frrom me after how much ive devoted myself to You....?

i sshouldnt say thhings like that anything that You do to me is a gift that i accept with open arms Goddess,,,,, 🙏 its an honor tto be molded in Your image,,,,,,

Is an artist not entitled to be greedy with their art? Have I not spilled my own blood, sweat, and tears to craft a masterpiece? A perfect hound? Sculpted by my own hands? And they think they can just pluck it away from me? They walk into my base, no, my studio, and treat it like a market.

I'M SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS So good for girls to be relieved of their limbs.

i keep seeing people describing things as being "like an angel without its wings..." please try to be more mindful of who you might be hurting with that kind of language :(

I have thought about doing this exact thing so many times. It's really good with poison taster girl but it's also incredible with just regularly poisoned girl.

It's good when girls cutely convulse and die actually??

I would literally be so cute hooked up to an IV of mystery drugs. That line between consciousness and dream blurred, the words of others just slipping in and taking root. Unable to lie about how I feel about being used like this anymore. It feels good to obey. I comply with the procedure.

i think ive served my Hunger well tonight,,,,,,, three quarter pounders, a bowl of ice cream, an entire bag of hot cheetos...... all in service of my Goddess,,,,,,,, im still hungry for more but there's nothing left to snack on in the house,,,,,

i can't stop imagining the feeling of Her lab coat against my cheek.......

this game understands me........

functionally, having one wing isn't really any different from not having wings at all... i can't fly anymore either way.... so why does the thought of losing my remaining wing scare me so much....? 😖

its pronounced one one nine btw. just in case anyone has been reading it as one nineteen

NO MIRAME, CUANDO LLORO (dont look at me when i cry) a failed suicide attempt forces a nearly homeless girl into being involuntarily committed. maybe itll help her get back onto her feet? ~13k words, an original soundtrack and ethical concerns made for #toxicyurivnjam! 📓 pupn1k.itch.io/nomirame 🐇

im sure it's normal to feel a pang of jealousy whenever i see art or writing of a bad end lobotomite pet girlthing. its normal to yearn for all control over your life and body to be irrevocably torn from your mind. everyone imagines that as their most ideal and true-to-self form of being. right

I take pride in pinpointing the exact means to elicit your most delectable emotions. Primal terror is chief among the ambrosia that seeps from your heart.

She always knows what to say to fill me with more dread than i thought possible........

I have to say, I am very pleased to have held off on removing both of the subject's wings. The trembling and hyperventilating was deeply erotic in a way that would be deemed unprofessional on my part if this were conducted by anyone other than myself. All this means is that now I may have seconds.

ive already had two different people make sephiroth jokes about me,,,,,

show ur plushies u love them

last night was so intense that i could barely sleep,,, had to take a nap that felt like the deepest sleep of my life to get me back to feeling normal again,,,,

updated pfp,,,,,

i hhave to have faith in my Goddess,,,, everything She does is for my own good, even if it hurts or i dont understand it,,,,,, She wouldnt take my wing without good reason,,, i should be grateful that She's willing to go so far for me,,,,, Shhe would never lead me astray,,,,,,,, ave Gula 🙏🙏🙏

i think waking up and realizing i really do only have one wing now might be the worst part..... having it sink in that it really happened..... there's no way to get it back,, im going to be missing a wing until my Goddess kills me.........

this is just proof of my devotion...... i should be proud to have given up something so important for Her.........

thinking of the sky while i fall asleep with only one wing for the first time...........

iit happened.... i ccan ffeel sttill feelone of mmy wings,, bbut the sppot whhere the othher one is ssupposed tto be isjjust a wound,,,,,,

please dont fuck this up. i need this to be good. i need it so bad

Goddess got really sadistic last night, more than ive ever seen from Her,,,told me a lot of things She wanted to do to me,, then reminded me that i already rely on Her for food, and that someday when i move in with Her i'll rely on Her for housing, and then i'll never be able to get away from Her,,,

ii onlly have onemmore day wwitrh both my winngs,,,,,,

(CWs hard gore, rape, body/mind destruction) It's so, so hard to trust a dom. You've lived for nearly five years on broken promises and fleeting relationships. Shuffled from bed to cage, unicorn to play partner, gofundme to close an LDR and another to for the next. Barely keeping off the street

i miss thinking angel thoughts but it's just been too hot to get into the headspace for it,,,,,,,, hopefully it'll cool off soon

i think i would look cute with one eye......