@jiecaoxiong.bsky.social Do you currently take commissions?

People say "Wear the clothes that make you happy," but, for me, those same clothes give me such an immense amount of self-consciousness, anxiety, body dysmorphia, and near-panic attacks that it feels like wearing -any- clothing, no matter what kind, is an exercise in futility.

The goblin:

First semester of grad school complete!

Subo: My demons are quiet here. Me, with Volloch writhing behind me: Mine aren't... -baps Volloch with a newspaper- Hush.

'Hemoth birthday~~

Pokemon fans reacting to anything Pokemon-related is just the absolute fucking worst and most accurate example of how fandoms make their IPs just utterly abysmal and insufferable to interact with or care about.

I had a dream that Brittany Broski and I were on a road trip with my dad and also Brittany was a cactuar and we needed to stop by the Arizona Diamondbacks stadium in Phoenix so Brittany could pick up a dime bag of weed.

This week: -Dog in the hospital and referred to internal medicine -I tested positive for flu, COVID, RSV, and strep.

Gweh, birthday in 16 days...

Yay.... Valentine's day... -hides in a dark room and sobs-

An Extreme race on the beach who is going to win the piggyback race!!! Will it be @probablyboku.bsky.social carrying @grimfloof.bsky.social on his back Or @pulsethebehemoth.bsky.social carrying Epsiloh on his back I know who im cheering for 🎨: @briarsthorne.bsky.social

Lemme be clear. If you see this and you support Trump or ICE or if you think the murder of Renee Good was justified or "self-defense," Remove yourself from my life.

I hope 2026 is kind to us all

Moving suuuucks. But I'm glad to be going somewhere more environmentally conducive to my survival. I'm really gonna fucking miss @albybutt.bsky.social @shenaniwhagons.bsky.social and @probablyboku.bsky.social though

Nature of my relationship with my dog in a nutshell: Dinah: -leans in, curious about something- Me: -kisses her on the top of her nose- GET SMOOCHED IDIOT! Dinah: -bites my nose-

@serophous.bsky.socia I just wanted to say, again, thank you so much for your generosity. It means the world.

Huge, huge thank you to everyone who has supported me and the Dinah doggo and who has shared and reposted to help me out. There's still a long way to go but every single bit helps! ko-fi.com/pulsebehemot...

Dinah update: She's home again after the hospital. She's doing much better and she's definitely on the upswing. There's been a complication with her antibiotics that have caused her booty to relax a little bit and give her a bit of incontinence. Otherwise things are going much better.

Hi all, I hate to do this but I need help. My dog, Dinah, has been incredibly sick and needed to be hospitalized due to complications with severe fever, pneumonia, and bronchitis. Any and all help with her hospital costs would be immensely appreciated. Thank you so much. ko-fi.com/pulsebehemot...

Hi all, I hate to do this but I need help. My dog, Dinah, has been incredibly sick and needed to be hospitalized due to complications with severe fever, pneumonia, and bronchitis. Any and all help with her hospital costs would be immensely appreciated. Thank you so much. ko-fi.com/pulsebehemot...

Hi all, I hate to do this but I need help. My dog, Dinah, has been incredibly sick and needed to be hospitalized due to complications with severe fever, pneumonia, and bronchitis. Any and all help with her hospital costs would be immensely appreciated. Thank you so much. ko-fi.com/pulsebehemot...

Having a sick kid is so hard. I wanna help her feel better so baaaaaad! (Dinah has super bad kennel cough)

Dinah got spayed today and she is having a no good very bad and hard day.

Definitely in a state of wanting to cry, feeling too tired to cry, wanting to hide, can't afford to hide, wanting to restart, it's too late to restart, wanting to not be me, and unfortunately waking up every day as me despite loathing it. I don't know what to do.

And I'm live!! Twitch.tv/PulseTheBehe... Stop on by!

Playing more Lies of P today in about an hour at Twitch.tv/PulseTheBehemo… Come join!

I'm live on Twitch!! Come join me for Lies of P! Twitch.Tv/PulseTheBehemoth

I'm live on Twitch!! Come join me for Lies of P! Twitch.Tv/PulseTheBehemoth

I have a new and updated Pulse ref sheet courtesy of @shenaniwhagons.bsky.social ! Meet the new and improved Pulse! Thank you so, so much, Kuro!!

Why is it so seemingly impossible to find a guy who's decently muscular and not into power play?

Aura was the best friend and truest partner a guy could ask for. She'd been dealing with seizures and brain cancer before the end, but she always had a smile on her face and was a constant source of joy and light.

My dog, Aura, has been having seizures and just got diagnosed with a brain tumor. I'm not okay.

It sucks that I'm the only one who likes my characters, haha. I think they're great! Dinah, Pulse, and Bass Art by the wonderful @dhanisani.bsky.social

I feel like there's a 1 to 1 correlation to the people who like the Delicious in Dungeon show and the people who think Monster Hunter food looks good. I am super, super, super not one of those people, and have a really hard time not physically recoiling at the sight of the food.

I made flowers and a swan ^_^

Proud of this one ~~ Also birthday on Monday!!

Arm wrestling match with @rexismagic.bsky.social he knows i can't resist a good tail... what a cheater 🎨: @briarsthorne.bsky.social