i need to find more media with themes of "choose love and kindness above all else" please..... it sustains me.....

What is it about me that makes 50+ year old women want me as either their boy-toy, a purse dog, or both?? i was gonna say I didn't anticipate that transitioning would make me appeal to older women, but pre-T I was almost exclusively hit on my old men so like.. maybe I shoulda seen it

need everyone to see this pic of Chaandani with the most beautiful eyes in the world

FUCK YOU IT'S JANUARY!!!

Happy New Year from Australia!!

just finished latest mp100 rewatch

i know that cats are partially colour blind and shouldn't be able to see much of a difference between pink and orange, but given a bunch of multi-coloured pipe cleaners, chaand would go for pink the most and almost never go for the orange ones (the same colour as her sister.... 😭)

i lifted the toilet seat lid before shooing the cat away and the genius immediately jumped up on it 😭😭 I can't believe how close she was to slipping in before i grabbed her

She's essentially my yoga buddy at this point, got on the mat as soon as I put it down

I've been listening/looking at a bunch of stuff from other trans people lately, it sucks but also nice to know how many of us go through a type of "ok, how long can I keep this up before I go insane" kinda time before deciding to transition :')

Went to THREE different christmas events today and LIVED

we bought the cats a new wand toy for christmas and Chaandani is OBSESSED with the worm-on-a-string lookin attachment, she's been carrying it around and playing with it for the past hour 😭❤️

the president of the united states has raped countless children, people were killed routinely to cover this up, and absolutely fuck all will be done about it by anyone in power

Tumblr is great, someone I follow keeps posting photos of their kittens which continually get flagged for explicit content, yet every second ad is begging me to talk to naked and horny ai furries

i forgot to bring my headphones to finish my xmas shopping I'm gonna kms

we saw zootopia 2 last night and when we got to the after credits scene and saw the [SPOILER] i unfortunately got so excited my first reaction was to blurt out "IT'S MY TURN!" 😭

every time i start making a post about tadc i end up deleting bc it always just looks like this 😭

shame about firefox, i have literally over 100 tabs on my phone, pls dont make go through them all, I'm begging you

Welp, time to drop Firefox. What a bummer....

kind of obsessed with this this morning, you can see the quick time event in her mind

they banned kids from social media is aus so now i have to verify my age to look at my damn dms on here murder murder maim why do i have to give a random company my id bc they took every kid friendly website down until there was only tiktok and insta left

it makes me wanna cryyy seeing the cats birdwatching. before we only really had one window with a big bush nearby, that was cut back so much barely any birds visited. now we have HUGE WINDOWS with a fruit tree front and centre FULL of birds every day, they LOVE IT, it just makes me so happy we moved

thought I'd catch up on digital circus since i only watched the pilot forever ago and godddd if this show came out in 2022, i think i would've had a mild crisis over Gangle..... i can't believe how much we had in common before i got my shit together

i gotta stop thinking people at work dont like me... my team literally voted me MVP for this year like a few days ago... Goob behaviour.....

pals you gotta quit spotify

emails are sooooo cool, i love asking the same thing 3 times and the person I'm talking to expertly dodging it each reply like they're in the matrix

AUGHGHGH THEY LOVE EACH OTHER !!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

I'm too stupid, got the the epilogue of Dracula where it said two of the guys were happily married since the stories events and for a moment too long I was thinking "oh?? unexpected!! i wouldn't of gussed those two, but that's pretty progressive for it's time" DUMBASS 😭

i was so excited about the figs starting to ripen on our tree. i got the first one!! had a go at dehydrating it in the oven and it worked ok!! i wanted to try making jam next and maybe some fig newton's :) but the birds

apparently one of my biggest celebrity crushes lives in my city bc it's his girlfriend's hometown??? HUH ????

Christmas party last night... 3 and a half glasses of shiraz.... one of the few genuine hangovers of my life.... i only stayed out until like 11:30 😭 I love red wine so much i wish it wasn't so mean 2 me 💔

i know Van Helsing is a cool ass name, but how did he become the most pop culturally relevent character in Dracula second only to the books NAMESAKE, THIS MAN BORING AS HELL IT TAKES HIM 5 MINUTES TO SAY 1 THING. EVEN HARKER IS MAD ABOUT IT AT ONE POINT.

I'm watching the new Frankenstein and i know everything about this story has been talked about to hell and back, but it's just too funny that Victor grew up hating his abusive father and like THE MOMENT he got the chance, he became one himself. was kind for like a maximum few hours hours, c'mon man

oh lawd.... the sleepiness.... it's overtaking her......

In both theatrically released Grinch movies, the holiday decor subtly suggests that on the dandelion speck where the story takes place, Christmas is not in celebration of Christ, but rather Whoville's own savior, Horton The Elephant.

app timers aren't enough, i need a creature from courage the cowardly dog to appear on my phone and start screaming if I've been on it for longer than 30 minutes

anyway, my cats like to gather their toys together and it's so damn cute (first three pics are from this morning, but the last was from a while ago, but one of the most extreme examples 😭)

want to kill and maim and bite every customer that even looks wrong at my coworker at this point

my attempt to capture a biscuit crumb stuck to her lip left me with this incredble photo.... my silly girl.... god's perfect creature

my yard has SO many damn ants and my cirtus trees (ESPECIALLY my mandarin) were taking so long to develop and it turns out the ants were farming damn psyllids on them!!! first my chilli and cucumber seedlings get gobbled before i barely catch a glimpse and now this!

We get meal boxes every week and sometimes get a free sample, like a can of drink or a couple dishwasher pods and we got a drink this week too! AND ALSO A $20 BAR OF CHOCOLATE??? it didn't even come with an ad like they normally do, I'm so confused (also stoked!!)

i went to stand up and i got a sharp pain in my neck muscles, so i put my hand up to massage it and felt my uterus cramp super hard for all of 2 seconds before feeling totally fine it's like my body panicked and just starting hurting the first things it could think of :''')

i can't believe i had to be at work nearly the whole day and we weren't even OPENNNN

I'm like 90% sure one of my coworkers has AWFUL hygiene, but i have no proof! i know he showers regularly, his hair always looks clean, but WHY do you always smell like you haven't wiped your ass, WHY is there always a residue on the computer mouse after you use it for a while, I'm going INSANE

every time i see a new "superfood" getting talked about it's like c'mon guys... surely some of you already saw your parents getting tricked by grape fruit or goji berries, we should know better

doing my morning yoga while my cat with the zoomies is crashing into shit behind me, very relaxing

Ngl… with all the things that are happening in the world right now seeing everyone’s reactions to this is lowkey making me cry 🥹🥲🫶🏽 I’m sharing that happiness, that joy, that euphoria and celebration with all of yall 🫂✨

got a 1 kilo tub of greek yoghurt yesterday, used a couple spoons of it, then left it in the pantry over night UGHHGHHGHHHH

hard to ever know whether or not chaand is ever getting genuinely hurt when her and zuma are play fighting, bc she is the MOST little sibling ever. She will START the fight and egg zuma on to chase her, but as soon as she's pinned she'll scream and hiss and act like she's never done any wrong 😭