Oh I’m over these bangs. I’m going back to longer curtain bangs. I say that until I have a good hair day and remember why I love them 🤣

I still need to wash my hair and I can’t wait until tomorrow because I put oil in it😭

Almost done with Monday’s to do list. Low key bored out of my mind, but trying to stay busy without overwhelming myself with chores.

I’m part of the problem for sure, because why did I just buy one of those fuck ass Nello drinks? Always falling victim to consumerism😭

Part of me feels bad for not joining family activities but my anxiety was already high. I had a shit experience running errands earlier. Then going out in public? Again? In a bathing suit? Around a bunch of loud people? Yeah I’d be ruining everyones day with my attitude.😅

Fam wants to go swimming. I feel like a fat blob. I’d rather play in traffic than wear a damn bathing suit today.

Sometimes when I’m up late I feel like I’m going to be in trouble. Then I remember I’m a grown ass woman who can do whatever tf she wants🤪

Trying a paint by numbers.. I am not artistic so I’m hoping the structure will help me. My whole life I’ve kinda felt a piece of me is missing. Everyone around me knows how to express their creativity. I’ve always felt the need to suppress mine for some reason.

Gloomy day, dog snuggles, and lifetime movies🥰

Washed my hair and now I’m bed rotting for the rest of the day. I’m thankfully not anxious just exhausted.

Cancelled an appt and I’m calling it self care. My body has been going nonstop and I deserve rest.

Wow big changes happening in life. At least I’m not working for the summer so I can vibe through the stress of change without worrying about additional stressors.

My dad made a long comment because I posted something about all the things Mamdani is doing for NYC. My fave part was something along the lines of “I thought I raised you better than that, I guess I was wrong” .. okay? That’s crazy to say.

I’ve been on a strange journey with alcohol for several months now. I still don’t know where I stand. I do know I feel better only drinking once or twice a month and no liquor. This is coming from someone who was drinking 4-5 times a week and mainly liquor.

Having an Australian cattle dog mix is not for the weak😅

Living in a neurodivergent home means someone is always vocal stimming the most random things 😭

May the night bring you warmth & peace🧘🏻‍♀️& may you feel the closeness of those who love you, both here & in the beyond💫May the universe bring you rest & the desire to fight another day🤙🏻 May we all wake to something good in the morning✨

Spent 5 hours cleaning my house. I am exhausted but wide awake? Cool. I love this for me😅

I’m so nauseous tonight. I’m emotionally vulnerable. I’m on my period. The planets are doing wild shit (not bad just wild). I’m tired of this grandpa.🫠

I feel like I'm at the precipice, pls wish me luck friends 🧘🏼‍♀️

I don’t like being soberly disappointed in humanity

We are truly living in an episode of Black Mirror, and it’s scary how we are just going about our business as usual?🫠

Having family over this weekend, and I’m very tempted to wear all black to be dramatic lol. We are not here to celebrate the dystopian society we’re living in. We are gathering for the hot dogs, pasta salad, and shenanigans🫡

The power going out during a heatwave wasn’t on my bingo card but here we are😅🫠

The universe is really screaming at me to have a very important and uncomfortable conversation. I have to listen because I deserve clarification but nervous about the response.

That sub hit the spot. Now I think I’m ready for a nap😅

My car has no AC so I’m not driving anywhere. Real feel is almost 100 degrees. No thank you! I can’t decide if I wanna DoorDash Moe’s, Burger King, or Chinese 😩

This heatwave can already fuck off and we haven’t even reached peak yet😳

I’m half tempted to buy or rent Obsession. I wanna watch it soooo bad

I drank last night and I really don’t know if it’s for me anymore. First time in months I got drunk instead of only a claw or two. Yeah I don’t think liquor is worth it😅

I know everyone said the universe was doing wild shit this week but they really weren’t kidding. The vibes feel off.. not bad.. just shifting

31.. Huh.. That can’t be right😅

Happy birthday to meee✨

Love that my skin’s so sensitive that even the “for sensitive skin” shit fucks me up🫩😮‍💨

May the night bring you warmth & peace🧘🏻‍♀️& may you feel the closeness of those who love you, both here & in the beyond💫May the universe bring you rest & the desire to fight another day🤙🏻 May we all wake to something good in the morning✨

My biggest goals this summer are balancing my nervous system and finding some joy in the little things again. I deserve to feel safe. I deserve to feel a sense of self. I deserve to love myself. I deserve to experience things that bring me joy. I deserve to feel peace.

Trying to rewire your brain is hard work but I’m slowly seeing a difference. Nothing major yet but I’m starting to notice little changes in my thinking. Even if I have to physically shake away the thoughts, my body is slowing learning I don’t need to be in fight or flight everyday

Soooo excited for my birthday dinner!!!! Steak, Brussels sprouts, and twice baked potatoes 😍

Randomly lost power today so I finally put together the shoe rack I bought a month ago🤪

My birthday is Monday. Birthdays are always weird for me. I know I’m supposed to be a giddy. I usually am externally, but for some reason my soul tends to feel very heavy on that day. Whyyyy? Anyone else experience a similar feeling?

It hasn’t fully hit me that I’m on summer break. For the next two months I don’t have to worry about any else’s nervous system but mineeee. And after this school year I absolutely need a full factory reset.

💙you are important to someone💙 💜you are on the right track💜 🩷you are not your mental illness🩷 ❤️you deserve good things❤️ 🧡you are enough in every moment🧡 💛you inspire others by being you💛 💚you are more than worth it💚 🫂🩵you are not alone🩵🫂

I need more people to follow on here! My timeline is dry af

My goal this summer is to discover my whimsical self and regulate my nervous system. I’ve been so off course with who I am. I don’t even know who that is anymore but I know it’s not who I’ve been for the past 6+ months. Maybe even years idk. A summer of self discovery💖

The journey I’ve been on has been intense to say the least😅

Oh shittt what’s up Bluesky?!

I am so tired of being sick AND I got my period? What the fuck

I need another movie like North Country or Erin Brockovich to watch.. Suggestions?

Sure, groceries are unaffordable, but at least the gas needed to drive to the grocery store is also unaffordable.