shout out to the PS2 fat model for being such a beautiful big lady.

most of my current shader work has been stuck on trying to make a high quality eye shader thats self contained. i don't want to have an eyeball mesh, im classical raytracing that shit. turns out thats extremely complicated when your shape is more then a slightly deformed sphere

i haven't done any proper work for months because i cant stop playing deadlock. please send help

Gender affirming care SAVES LIVES. Before I transitioned I was murdering people every day

made myself a motivational gif

oh yeah i’ve been doing diy hrt injections for like. 2 months now too

i bought this jacket last year that’s kinda too small but i think i should wear it more. just every time i see it on me i go “leon s kennedy” even though its the wrong kind and color

discuss.

went to mancfurs.. fricken sweet time…

forcing godot to look a little like sfm cuz my tf2 shaders funny #godot #tf2

call me a WM1A/Z walkman the way i

i've been up to some more tf2-style shader shenanigans valves papers at the time mentioned using a view dependent term for the lightwarp texture too (Barla06), as well as hue-shifting the lightwarp based on the albedo. i made a 3d lightwarp texture that does both of these and holy moly #godot #tf2

i did my first hrt injection yesterday :D looking forward to my future just a lil now

haven’t really been able to work at all for the past 2-3 weeks. strong brain fog with no immediate reason. fuckin sucks i’m on like year 2 of waiting for an adhd assessment cuz maybe some meds would actually fuckin help

trying to call thief 4 "thi4f" could've been solved like this

I really wish there were a TF2 art book

love will find you

we're hitting levels of yearning never before thought possible

the methodological gooner

#3 will shock you! 😬🤯 krokodyl.github.io/post/2025/02...

aseprite doodle

made a stupid gif for a game i don't even play

place the rabbit gently on the floor (ft @sievaxx.bsky.social)

uhh ft. @sievaxx.bsky.social

really annoyed because i restarted my computer and suddenly my mouse moves like 5% faster and i can not find ANY reason for why or fix it, and i keep overshooting everything because i have had the same mouse settings for years

sievaxx history: i made a bunch of the silly gifs of sapari cat dancing :D #sapari

sievaxx history: in 2019 after the release of help wanted, i started making a “FNAF in Real Time” fangame. tried to be as close as could get with ue4 and contain a 6 hour mode. i cancelled it due to everyone who helped being outed as horrible people #fnaf

sievaxx history: i was the project lead for deltarune repainted which we started on a whim because friends and I thought it would be funny. it was. thanks to the many funny people who helped work on it youtu.be/2Ak9AH5Cgi4 #deltarune

sievaxx history: i created this dumbass render nearly 4 years ago. i didn’t think much of it when making it but every person I’ve told “i made this” to has recognised it #teamfortress #tf2

i've been working on recreating tf2's shader as accurately as possible in godot, like here i have a rimlight that is actually taking in the color of the ambient lighting, which isn't normally exposed in godot's shaders (the texture in the top left is how i'm doing it)

i made a custom vertex lighting shader before godot added it back to 4.x, that uses a lookup texture i create at runtime. since the current vertex lighting that godot 4.x now has is still limited in control, i'll keep using this solution. uses half-lambert which looks great for vertex shading

i guess i should upload some stuff i'm a tech artist and i like making game engines do stuff they're not designed for :3

valve employees making Artifact knowing it's going to bomb

Bluesky now has over 10 million users, and I was #802,355!