Things that are ephemeral

ouch... when I first started doing my HRT injections, I would always check the needle to make sure the tip looked fine and wasn't broken or blunted or jagged or whatever... Forgot to do that today, it barely got through the skin and I almost jumped in pain... yep, defective needle or damaged..

I honestly, ingenuously, believe that I can do or accomplish anything that I set my mind to. Given enough time and dedication, I truly believe I can do it. ..... but, my mind is usually put towards extremely mushy gay thoughts. Maybe that's how I ended up with the two cutest and gayest girls I know

Really excited to play this fun DnD character I came up with for a friends campaign

"The agencies and sex workers (who prefer to use the term 'cast members') have increasingly played an active role in shaping their representation in manga by collaborating with artists and publishers [...]" This is AMAZING ❤️‍🔥

Comissioned a new/revamped design. Very very excited for it. Plan is to comm a 3d model with it once the design and references are all done. I want to use it for vtubing obviously but also for some fun VRChat stuff I'm just so so so excited aaaaaaaaaaaaa

Prog drunk, eepy, gay, clingy, gay 2 Send squish Thanks Nini~

This rabbit cannot possibly be this gay

Becoming motherly is kinda based actually.

I know I got *enough* sleep, but I'm still so tired. Just 5 more minutes...or days please

Skintight and ready to Fight >:3 Cheeky wee comm for my good chum @/AceyMari of their Bnuy: Kiwi!🐰

Eepy, feel really sick, guess I'm taking a day off...

Time for this very eepy rabbit to get some sleep (I've certainly done enough doom scrolling leading up to it...)

...maybe I catch feelings a little too easily sometimes, oops

Working on something.... mofu....🦊 #OC #wip

Can confirm

When I get this tired / sleep deprived, it starts to hit my brain in weird ways. Like, it makes me extra gay and clingy. I'm liable to just drag the closest girl friend to bed with me. Look, I don't make the rules, she can leave when I fall asleep again. Normalize snuggling up with friends in bed.

Slept like crap, tummy hurts, head hurts. ;~; Gonna just be one of those days I guess. The worst part about not getting enough sleep for me is that it also almost guarantees I'll have an anxiety attack at some point today, or worse. I just want to go back to sleep but I gotta work. Long day ahead

Getting back into playing VNs. Figured I'd start by playing through the SciADV games first. If anyone has any recommendations for other VNs, let me know! Wholesome Yuri VNs are very welcome as well. Not really looking for adult VNs. Already on the list to play: SciADV (as mentioned) Tsukihime

✨[ Z Z Z x ベリアルデザイン]✨ Patreon fanart poll winner - PULCHRA!

The Daybreak 2 Fragments put Shizuna x Elaine toxic yuri thoughts in my head…:3c #trailsthroughdaybreak #trails_fa #art 🌟

Yuri Day ☺️

Sometimes I worry about my friends too much... but I'd rather worry a little too much 99/100 times rather than not worry at all the 1 time it really matters. I've just lost too many friends over the years to their own struggles. I really want to make sure I'm doing *enough* for those I still have.

Drew some more #art for #pridemonth ! It's the puppygirl's first pride. Happy Pride Month to everyone else who's celebrating for the first time, too. ❤️ #mastoart #lgbtq #trans #transgender #pride #yuri

lrp: I will now start introducing myself as "an Iconoclastic girl born in unforgiving times"

For @aftermath.site, I reviewed the Steam Machine. It costs $1049 base. It is beautifully designed. It might be one of the most important computers ever made, launched at the worst time imaginable. aftermath.site/steam-machin...

Feeling really good about how this weekend went. First weekend in a long time where I finally felt like I had a break. I was busy but like, I felt like I could relax and I'm actually just really happy with how everything went. Finally got the rest I so desperately needed.

*Ahem* May I have your attention please... Awawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawawaawa Thank you.

comparing yourself in a negative light to a creative peer is a trap. you are lucky enough to exist at the same time as wonderfully artistic, talented people & the internet lets us connect with each other across oceans. we can all create & inspire despite this bitch of a world...

[ #oc ] for existing

It looks like someone might be a little distracted here... --- #BlaireArt #Batcat #Catbat #OC #Vtuber #Vartist #Art #Meme

Trying to get used to the idea that not doing anything with my free time in a day can be "okay". Relaxing is fine sometimes... I have a hard time accepting that I didn't just waste the entire day, and I always feel like I should've been "doing" something. Wish my brain just worked normally...

Can bad things just stop happening for one day? One day...please...I need a break

Wish I could give all my friends biiiiiiiiig hugs and just magically and instantly solve all their problems.

ぎゅー

CM Friedrich der Große (But Mofu) #AzurLane

She thought it was an opportunity to talk about nerd stuff with another person.

Update: There is an option to opt out.

I still think this was probably one of the most impactful changes I made in my life a few years back. I'm certainly much happier and able to enjoy, and share, and talk about the things I actually like is a big, big part of that.

It's just one of those days where I'm feeling extra grateful and lucky to know the people I know, to have made the friends I've made, and to have the people in my life that I have.

Umbreon & Sylveon!!

Crazy how one bad night of sleep can still do a full 180 on my mood. Going from happy, cheerful/silly and motivated to extremely depressed, sad, and unable to get myself to move at all. Wish my brain could just be normal...or at least not so fragile that one bad thing like this can ruin a whole day

New favorite hobby unlocked. Dubbing extremely cursed memes / "copypasta" and sharing it with friends to get their reactions after they receive psychic damage by listening to it. :3

If you're a friend or mutual and want to hear, I will share it if you ask. However, I cannot be held responsible for any psychic damage you take as a result Quotes from friends in the server "Is it bad that I find this hot" "I wasn't ready for this" "It's the voice crack that really does it for me"

Today will live in infamy in my friend's discord server. Sent a recording of me reading the "boysmell" meme replacing all "boy"s with "girl" in the memes channel. I did this solely for the love of the game. got quite a few interesting reactions :3 I may never live this one down..... Worth it.

Been so tired, and groggy every morning for the past month. Also just more depressed than I usually get lately during depressive episodes and some aching like I was sick with the flu... found out I had a vitamin D deficiency. Starting taking some, and after a week or so I finally feel normal again.