would like to highlight that i stopped making any personal art. i felt i had to “ration” my good pain days for bare minimum work. drawing for myself was “wasting” time. i‘ve always coped by making art so i’m sure you can imagine how this has long term affected my mental health😭 making this felt good

#art #oc

a ritual of self-sacrifice (2025)

the moral of the story is have a bed bug scare, throw out all your bedding, buy a weird $60 pillow for your neck, regain feeling in the right side of your nody, & remember drawing is your favorite thing in the world that you avoided cuz it hurt so bad.

a ritual of self-sacrifice (2025)

buying a $60 pillow has made me instantly less depressed because i can draw. i really can’t believe my RSI is actually all localized in my neck. my mood feels like night and day. i just lay down for a minute if my wrist starts hurting and get a lot of relief to continue drawing after some rest.

#art #oc

Warm up sketch.. Briefing #rkgk

😭😭 i don’t think i was artblocking all this time i just think my pain was so severe it made me completely avoid drawing unless necessary 😭😭 i want to draw for the first time in forever because it’s not throbbing burning 😭 I LOVE THIS DUMB PILLOW

Getting porch pirated for $70 prescription urinary diet cat food is how you know food costs in LA too dang high 💯 lunch is on me, enjoy the kibble oomfie 🫡

i went to thai town to get a meal with my bestie who is moving away

Witching hour #akiajiart

difficult to articulate how bizarre it feels my wrist is not throbbing in pain. i can turn my neck all the way. feeling part of my leg. my wrist has hurt so bad so fucking long and it’s just been localized to a nerve pinch in my neck 🥲 i feel so happy it hurts so much less

One day, all the fujoshi vtuber girlies will get into UC Mobile Suit Gundam, and that will be my Sid Meier’s Civilization cultural victory.

okay guess who loves the pillow more than me

thank you watch ASMR! sleep well!!!!! it is pretty fun to try to stay in character.. when i stream i'm just myself, but ASMR gives me a space to make little scenes and be creative. hopefully the less nervous i get the more fun i can have thinking up goofy but relaxing ideas💪😎💤

💤ASMR 9 PM PST / 12 AM EST 💤[Movie chat / quiet talking / white noise / humming] Love is in the air... don't mind the mechanical humming or worry about where I've tied you up! If you want to snooze to romantic movie reviews, I'm your girl.. not that you have a choice!🎀☁📼 henemimi.tv

💤ASMR 9 PM PST / 12 AM EST 💤[Movie chat / quiet talking / white noise / humming] Love is in the air... don't mind the mechanical humming or worry about where I've tied you up! If you want to snooze to romantic movie reviews, I'm your girl.. not that you have a choice!🎀☁📼 henemimi.tv

decided to order & try the freak cervical neck pillow. After 20 minutes of resting on it, for the 1st time in 8 years, I am experiencing tension release on my extremely painful pinched ulnar nerve RSI in my neck/shoulder. Pain relief in my drawing hand for the first time, it feels lighter, I cried 🥲

found a photo frame i had anime crap in, so i cleaned it and changed those photos of winnie in.. this has brought me some peace waiting for her urn 🥹🖤

dude chewy is awesome, i had no idea you could let them know your pet passed and get refunds on their uneaten food, so you can donate it to shelters no worries ;; so i got back several hundred in medicated food money and i can donate it still (gotta take a trip to lol)

I’ll do an ASMR movie chat stream tonight 🫡 so if you want quiet stoner woman with a medium register talking about films to go to bedge, i’ll be your lady. let’s plan for 8 or 9 pm pacific!

found a photo frame i had anime crap in, so i cleaned it and changed those photos of winnie in.. this has brought me some peace waiting for her urn 🥹🖤

not cutting this one down sorry

⚠️ DONT GOT BUGS AND THEY WANT ME TO MONITOR BEFORE TREATMENT SO I DONT GOTTA DO SHIT ⚠️ they not in the laundry room and no other tenants have reported bugs, i may have gotten it in a delivery box 😭 yay 100% FFX-2 marathon-ish (ill take a day off if im tired lol) starting this week then!!!!!!!

i choose to live with joy decorating my space but it does make it mortifying when normal people enter your female otaku gooner apartment. without anime pussy on your wall, what’s the point of living.

the old korean man working his pest control shift checking my apartment saw my saber detolf and just went “wow!” when he barely spoke prior. i wanted to die. the chuckle, man. help

this is true i relate to her deeply

i would like to have fun online

the bug fuckers are inspecting my apartment in a few hours, after i find out if they’re treating my apartment or not this week, i’ll schedule this 👍 either this week or next, why not, fuck it. hen of hyperfixation mode

@kkcyber.bsky.social i saw u like the winnie polaroids amd in that pile i found a photo of us at the beach before you moved to [redacted], i put it on my fridge

when i feel sad about my kitty cat i think about the fact i got 18 years with her and how awesome it is i got to love her so long 🖤 looking at old photos really makes it sink in i gave her such a long and happy life 🖤🖤🖤

found polaroids of 2016-2017 winnies…… yay #henemicats

uma tail is so perfect for virgin killer sweater i'm kinda blown away its not drawn more

#gundam #zetagundam

what if i just did a week where i did nothing but play through FFX-2 with my shitty annotated brady games guide. the 15 year old post it notes in this for bookmarking goes crazy.

I forgot to post here I had bedbug bites on myself Friday (severely allergic) and I did laundry (pillowcase/comforter) on Tuesday so: shared laundry surprise! I’ve been cleaning + they’re going to treat my unit after inspection so that’s why no streams. Can I catch a break!!

i said 2025 was the year of henemimi, but it has not been. so surely… 2026… year of henemimi…?

🙄❤️‍🔥

Listen, I’m pro-sex work, I have SWer friends, but I’m tired of anonymous messages asking me if I’m gonna open a fansly for sex work. I find the assumption you can pay to jerk off to any woman you want really demeaning, please stop lol. The intrepid gooner could make due with what they have.

#art #oc

#art #oc

i am streaming a little resident evil 4 remake randomizer to my discord if you want to watch ok yay

how did you even get in here. i know animals that go from paired to solo companions will change behaviors but i didn‘t know my cat would cope with loss by getting into parkour

1 week without my sweet baby lady Winnie cat… Our daily greeting involved picking her up + talking so she could feel the vibrations of my voice, and she’d lean into my neck to hug. I can feel the hug if I think about it.. love you forever Winwham🐾🖤 Art is by my friend saraaugh🖤