Molé is enjoying the height of luxury this flight. He made sure we brought his pin for this trip.

I never can tell why people think I’m okay. What I did or said that makes them feel I’m doing alright. Sometimes it feels like someone checks in, asks how I’m doing. I tell them I’m struggling but then I hear them go ‘well I’m glad you’re doing ok’

I miss feeling, receiving and giving affection. I miss loving on someone and having them love you back.

FYI fellow Albertans, if you have ADHD, you can get your Covid and flu shot now and for free

*grumble grumble winter*

Cirque Echo was fantastic 💜 Love seeing Cirque everytime

If you’re not serious about sauce, you’re not serious about chicken nuggies

*screeches and hisses* 🤬🤬🤬

First time doing the claws on my own

Had my teeth cleaned at the dentist. After instead of a goodie bag, I just asked for some mouthwash and they gave me this 😐

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and this was on the screen :|

I did some writing. It’s just 1700 words of exploring why I feel forgotten and struggle to build connections. But at least it’s some writing.

On the back of my name card at my brothers wedding

Reminder to self: as soon as this wedding is over, I’m doing my claws again

Talking to coworker about the state and direction of our company and just 😩 😩 😩 I’ve liked this job and this place but I’m real worried I need to start dusting off my resume and brushing up on some skills

Oh collection letters. It’s been too long. I almost believed we were truly done with this.

Been craving some ambition lately. Feel like this summer was quite slow and uneventful. That not much happened or was produced. My trip to BC and the grief group being the two big things. I want some drive again. Some passion. Feel like I’m doing something with my time.

My grief is a toddler and turned 18 months today

I have now attended court for my first time. Florida court at that too.

I think a mouse died in my basement walls 😒 smells like rotting food but nothing in my mouse traps Now what?

4-0 8-0 undefeated last night

Just found out my brother is at his surprise stag party. My other brother and I are also surprised we weren’t invited. 🙁

Might be stuck in BC next week. My options seem to be: - change my flight home to later in the week (and hope the strike is over by then?) - wait for them to cancel my flight and have them get me on a different flight (probably later in the week?)

*calls mortgage person at bank yesterday cause haven’t heard since Thursday if they were able to get a better rate* *their voicemail says they’ll be back from on Tuesday* *calls mortgage person at bank today since it’s now Tuesday* *voicemail says they’re now on training until Saturday* 🤦‍♀️

Me: so just FYI, I’m gonna be tired every morning of this project Tech Lead: oh you’re two hours behind us? Just start at 9 your time and give me an update at the end of your day for the scrum 🙏 BLESS!!! 🙏 My sleep and sanity are saved this project

Happy Birthday, Sweetie 💜 Thirty seven years ago, the most amazing person to enter my life was born 💜

I love not winter. I should spend more time on my deck

Me and @lunchbox007.bsky.social went 4-0 at 2HG 🔥 we are the space masters 🪐 That’s 12-1 for my Edge-y prerelease weekend 💫 not bad 🌙

Molé is basking in our winnings

5-0 at Edge of Eternities prerelease today. Wasn’t sure if go wide agro would work but got there.

Opens Facebook for a moment to chat with a friend. Sees three different friends celebrating 15/19/20 yr anniversaries. Yup nope. Closing that. Glad for my friends though.

“Green tea is popular in Asia” ~ @sparkpup.bsky.social out of context

This is why you don’t replace people with AI. It creates abomination duo butt beasts.

Couch full of fluffy friends

Criiiimessssss

I used to be good at things

Boop

Another two 3-0 drafts this weekend. The OTJ draft came with a foil Terror of the Peaks prize which was nice. #mtg

A girl gave her a carrot

Yay. Legal papers from Florida saying that I can’t be my wife’s estate beneficiary with the court cases they’re claiming as support. Saying it all goes to her brother who no one can still get a hold of. 😑

Can’t think of a better DJ act for Stampede than horsegiirL. Looking forward to the show tomorrow night

Two 3-0 drafts this weekend. That’s basically it for magic for me now until prerelease sadly since I’ll be busy. I’m finding sets are rotating too fast and product is sparse though :(

Undefeated at FNM tonight with a 4-0 #mtg

*doorbell rings* *eepy cat answers door in pjs to two young adult people there* Them: Hello we wanted to ask you your thoughts on abortion Cat: Abortion’s fine *closes door as person starts asking second question*

And it’s been a week and I haven’t heard. It’s most likely at this point I have lost contact with the real core and purpose of group: the group. This is pretty depressing

I’ve been wanting to kinda get out my thoughts on the grief group therapy program I went through. Not sure where I landed exactly with it but let’s see where this goes

And six weeks of group grief therapy complete Grief accomplished!

Oh geez. It’s G7 time