life is a fuck but i made my first ever vegan lasagna tonight and it is actually not half bad. sometimes things are good

stormblood is a bad time for clem, for whom one the earliest traits i decided upon was crippling thalassophobia. and yet they are ALWAYS on a boat or in the water. the kojin blessing has NOT helped this

how much more blood must be spilt in your name before you are finally sated, champion of hydaelyn?

tbh not really, i can't be insecure about clem being "boring" bc i am a devoted hyur player. nothing to be done there. the only real thing ig is i do ask artists to be mindful of their body type (important to me that they don't have curves or breasts), but i've always had good experiences with that

to my beautiful oomfs. never be afraid to put that fic out into the aether. “but I didn’t proof read. the dialogue is bad. my plot makes no sense” in the stranger things documentary they revealed they wrote season 5 with chatgpt. your “worst fic” is better than the slop netflix just put out.

inspired by a rant i subjected my main’s fc too with equal contribution, arenvald’s wheelchair is bad. it is made of wood which would degrade in gyr abania. and considering that if he is non-ambulant, his injury is high enough to be non-ambulant, he likely wouldn’t feel injuries from little padding

clem: did you ever think that the whole dark, creepy, biomechanical aesthetic of everything from garlemald was… i don’t know, a little on the nose? jullus: … (eventual canon post-endwalker interaction)

i feel like if i found out i was born on one of the shards and that my reflection on the source had so much more aether than me, i’d be a little pissed off. idk

i like her #drawer

"Average Garlean casts 5 spells a year" is actually a statistical error. Average Garlean casts 0 spells a year, Wizard of Eld Emet-Selch, who casts 10,000 spells a year, is an outlier amd should not have been counted

help i logged onto my main (the one that has finished dawntrail) and copped the WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN LOCA from my fc. felt like this tbh

noodling on alphinaud and alisaie’s garlemald attire….banishing the matching coats to the kindling pile

do not make any post about ilberd if you do not want me in your comments with a dozen message thread about the man. my god he unlocks some insanity in my brain

notice how ilberd elevates every storyline btw. everybody love ilberd NOW

but ardbert irrevocably changing them to believing in themselves and their strength. because if they are mirrors of each other, how could clem not be

i really am just putting clem through the torment nexus with a crush on ysayle that could never take off and now considering a torturous first love with ardbert it’s okay i’ll eventually give them a happy ending. with fucking blue soup guy. gotta let them have one normal person who won’t die

clem is going to love ardbert in a way that isn’t platonic or romantic but a secret third thing

ardbert posting again but i am really looking forward to unpacking the dynamic between him and clem. ardbert sees in them the heroic ending he should have gotten. clem sees in him the bravery and resolve that they wish desperately they could have

So cold, so cruel #ffxivart #art #FeoUl

soggy aetheryte list updated for dawntrail this list came about coz endwalker hunt trains want to give you trench foot

i call clem "clemmie" in my head but i know damn well they would absolutely hate that nickname. sorry babes

(mar 2024) oh my daddy said shoot #ffxiv

lmao bsky and ao3 name change

Sav is taller by a grand total of 3 inches! Neither of them really care about it all that much, but sometimes Jullus manages to find a problem and proceeds to solve it in his own way. { #WolJullus / #JulSav / #FfxivArt }

i love ardbert so much bc whether you ship your wol with him, are besties, even sworn enemies, holy fuck the concept of you two being mirrors and reflections of each other is absolutely insane. i love him so much

i remember back in 2017 when i hadn’t ever bothered to progress past arr i somehow managed to get to coerthas even not having gotten to post-msq and man. i was so excited about that

also fyi considering my posting today yes i live with a congenital moderately impactful spinal cord disability no i do not follow any of the advice my doctors have given me ever if you see some of the stuff i talk about doing and cringe. yes, i do face physical consequences. i am just very silly

survived a ten minute walk in 43 (109) degree heat. ama

truly the extremes of my best and worst posting occur within the first two hours of my vyvanse kicking in

woah okay didn’t expect my arenvald ramblings to take off like that but yay !! we love disability representation always open to any discussion or questions about it, or even if you just wanna rant about ableism not going to say outright what i have but uhhh shirley from doctor who special iykyk

stand-alone post actually because i think clem looks very nice in a gyr abanian backdrop

arenvald is my favourite b-team scion of all time and i have mixed feelings about his disability post paglth’an. i want more of him, more genuine acknowledgment of how his disability impacts him, and how said disability does not stop him from being an integral figure to ala mhigo and the story.

i’m abusing this wolqotd. ILBERD. the way he never gave up on his dream for a free ala mhigo, even after losing everything, including his family. the rage, the desperation. we’ll never know if his final act was the influence of nidhogg or losing himself in vengeance, truly the villain of all time.

and lyse. i am not diaspora myself, but through cultural genocide i have lost so much of my culture too. lyse’s longing for home and justice, her arc of barging in to a situation she doesn’t fully understand, immediately resolving to learn, still never being considered anything less than ala mhigan.

fordola really resonated with me as a mixed white/indigenous person in the futility of trying to appeal and succeed in a system that is designed to position you as lesser than human. she is a difficult pill to swallow, but she is a commentary on real-life colonialism that is so important to me.

anyway show me your wol/ocs with brown eyes to make a scorching hot day for me more bearable

nothing makes someone else’s oc more compelling to me than when the player clearly adores them. i might not know jackshit about their backstory or motivations yet, but now i want to !! i want to know why you chose that colour scheme, that homeland, that wolship, etc

clem half-sibling reveal coming……. eventually

it is almost 10pm and still 30 degrees (about 86 fahrenheit) and i’m going to make it everyone’s problem as i scream into the void

i think i need to replay our life: beginnings & always again. for the serotonin

43 degree heat in my city today got me fucked up

msg to my lalafell oomfs; your OCs are wonderful and very appreciated, please survive

also should i be posting on this at 3am? eh blocking or muting lala/twinwol shippers is fine, do what you must on your boundaries i’m supportive of my mutuals who are lala and twinwol shippers though bc they all do it very compellingly and normally. not useful to lump them all in the same box

need to work out wtf manius’ last name would be

FOUND IT.

3am and scolding my cat like a child “NUH UH WE DO NOT SMACK IN THIS HOUSE”