Bad thoughts... they're... back... coming back... want to die. want to do it... forget about me...

What's wrong with me? Why am I like this? Im so weak...

I... I have to go back... He understands me. He cares for me. No one else cares for me. Only him...

it's official now. the year just started andleadry my life sucks so muchright now. i have to do two more yearsof college whichmeans i wont graduate this year. i dont know how to hellmy mom and family. i've disappointedthem. they're gonnabe mad at me. i just feel it. i justwant college to be over-

on that note, i have made a new commission sheet. some prices have increased slightly and the layout and visuals are more organized, and varied to differentiate from my studio miles one. and i will be taking 5 slots this time to not overwhelm myself. contacts are on the sheet if you're interested

(Sort of) Final Post..? Please read. (1/?) 2025 has officially come to a close. We are in the new year now. I have decided to do a drawing to commemorate all my friends who stuck around with me. Thank you all for being a friend to me

I have made this dragon sona for a very special someone. She means so much to me right now, and i want to show the world that. I am very grateful to have made this very cute and lovely scalesona in 3 different concepts. Thank you. I love you so much

And here's another commission from my friend @chunkymouse.bsky.social He's finally putting luis lessons to use by having the fattest mouse ass ever

This is a Commission Done by my friend @chunkymouse.bsky.social Considering what happened that led up to this point, this picture means a lot to me. I'm very very grateful to have a friend like him. And I really hope we can work together on very cool projects together

Here's the Big Chunky Hippo himself. Moto Moto. Name's still nice, you say it twice. (BTW the first pic is based on one of the concept arts because I thought it looked cool) Gift for @fattesthippo366.bsky.social

Nibbles is just our for a swim (possibly on her lunch break). She might have a hunch you wanna join along. Commission done for @cringebird.bsky.social . Thanks so much for helping me out as well

Gonna post an update regarding my pressence here. I just have to work on a important picture first. It is almost complete

The final boss in the ring, remains uncontested the biggest of them all. Can you stand up against this large imposing (and quite caked up) foe? Commission done for @luistheyamper.bsky.social from one of two emergency comms. Thanks again for the help. I really appreciate it a lot

Purple. Tomorrow. I wish to have a talk with you.

Gas Warning Oliver being the friend/gas cushion he's known as. especially with cesar Request done for @oliverkneecapper05.bsky.social featuring @cesarbearburr.bsky.social

Baxston lets out a full moon on a bright sunny day. Still larger than ever. Happy bday to my friend @agluttonouswuff.bsky.social . he's really big. go follow him

ワンショット漫画を制作中。結末はまだ執筆中ですが、ベクターとラドスターという2体のロボットが、意地悪な上司に立ち向かい、仲間を助けるために協力する物語となる予定です。 A one shot manga in the works. The ending is in progress, but will follow two robots Vector and Radster as the two unite against their mean boss to help their friends.

Pohi pins his fat ass against Ray on the wall, leaving him trapped with a sight to behold coming in moments. And at times a little sniff for fun rewarding measures. This was my first collab comm done and colored by @malodorous.mephit.me , whch was suprising to me of him reaching out to me.

Pinky’s Press Being the sly fox that he is, Pinky (a.k.a. Momo) snatches up Ray for a bearhug. Luckily, all that flab makes the bearhug feel harmlessly cozy, but the foxes’ expression… 🖋: @rotundmiles.newgrounds.com 🎨: MonochromeMephit Ray © MonochromeMephit Momo © @pinkyoceanman.bsky.social

Pinky’s Press (Farternative) CW: Farts Momo’s bearhug wasn’t the real danger, it’s his shameless gassiness! Momo has no intentions on letting Ray go, there’s plenty of gas to bask together… 🖋: @rotundmiles.newgrounds.com 🎨: MalodorousMephit Ray © MalodorousMephit Momo © @pinkyoceanman.bsky.social

Happy Birthday to my friend @cesarbluebear.bsky.social .

batch art for @fattesthippo366.bsky.social

@possmpudge.bsky.social ? bestie? are you there? You're another person I trust and hold wholeheartedly to talk to. Are you available?

Blue Bear.? Cyan Skunk? Is it ok if we can talk? I'm ready to talk... When you're not busy.

Yet another request for @arlenj100.bsky.social of Liam and Rudolph

Blue Mouse... I'm still nervous. But... I think I'm ready to talk? When you're not busy?

Another one for @arlenj100.bsky.social

Request for @arlenj100.bsky.social of rudolph

I think i need to give everyone space again... Considering what I saw...

Made this for oe of my finals

Went to a therapist yesterday. Seeing another appointment next week. Emotions inconsistent.

Friends. Are you ok..? How are you..?

I think the others can do without me. I talked with someone. I feel... Comfortable around them.

@ludoroo.bsky.social drew this for me. I still love it

coming soon... revealing when im ready.

My friends might be having fun. That's good

I think I might be healing a bit. But I'm not sure if I'm ready to see my friends again. I feel they're doing better off without me.

ああ、私は Venting が嫌いだ...

多分そうじゃない。彼らは良くなってきている。だから、私は彼らのままにしておくよ。彼らは元気だ。私は元気じゃない。ごめんね。

すごく簡単だよ。そこに行くのはとても簡単です。でも友達がそれを許してくれないんです。君たちは私にそれをさせない

本当にごめんなさい。これをあなたたちの問題にしたくないんです

あなたたちは特に傷ついたのです。私のすべてをあなたに捧げられたらいいのに。私はそれほど値しないかもしれない

友達は私を励ましてくれるだろうか？何が起こったのか知っていても、私と話しますか?しつこく続ける、もしかしたら私が話さなければならなくなるまで？

@possmpudge.bsky.social 's oc trash gaming

@cesarbearburr.bsky.social sat on by @chunkymouse.bsky.social 's Bubbles