Im scared of everyone... everything.... I dont know what to do, who to trust...

Im scared of everyone... everything.... I dont know what to do, who to trust...

Daria seemed to have gained a lot more of some heft this time around. More fat to cause a crater for some reason Trade done for @cringebird.bsky.social

(CW: Scat Warning) Ryler is always relieved to let out a mountain of his dung. Out to create a whole mountain of sorts. Commission done for @sepiadaddies.bsky.social

Proper Post this time. I am indefinitely open for commissions of any kind. Whether it is art/manga, writing, voice acting, or storyboarding, I am able to do all of these. Come to me in DMs if you are interested

THREAD. PLEASE READ!!! (1/?)🧵 So um... I'm sorta recovering from my episodes I did last week. And I have to come to a conclusion that I will have to continue doing school. I have also made the collective decision to stick to social media for the time being. It's an unfortunate situation I put-

Collaboration with @chunkymouse.bsky.social

Leaving my friends behind at my worst was the biggest mistake I did... It made me feel worse... All i've done this past week is constantly venting about everything... I want to go back, but I'm scared because I feel like I made enough of a ruckus people worry about me too much... I hate this week...

I feel worse... I keep stressing out mom... Im trying not to... I never meant to... Im scared... I'm really scared... I want to be with company, but idk... I feel like i caused too much of a ruckus.... But at the same time, I really need comfort... support... I'm literally in dark thoughts again...

I had a talk with my mom. She understands and says The best option i have is to keep going to school. And if I drop out, then I have to have a job. Or at least apply for disability benefits... Fuck... Why do I keep doing this to myself...

Im sorry for speaking out like this. My life is just out of control at this point. Idk what I can do with myself...

I can't keep doing college... This was supposed to be my last year. I have to do two more years... I can't do two more years... I just cant... I can't drop out... No job takes me in regardless if I lie or be honest. I let everyone down....

Why do I do this to myself? Why di I shut off support? Why di I keep make mistakes? Why can't I be more responsible? Why can't i stop burdenning the ones I love and care? Why...?

Bad thoughts... they're... back... coming back... want to die. want to do it... forget about me...

What's wrong with me? Why am I like this? Im so weak...

I... I have to go back... He understands me. He cares for me. No one else cares for me. Only him...

it's official now. the year just started andleadry my life sucks so muchright now. i have to do two more yearsof college whichmeans i wont graduate this year. i dont know how to hellmy mom and family. i've disappointedthem. they're gonnabe mad at me. i just feel it. i justwant college to be over-

on that note, i have made a new commission sheet. some prices have increased slightly and the layout and visuals are more organized, and varied to differentiate from my studio miles one. and i will be taking 5 slots this time to not overwhelm myself. contacts are on the sheet if you're interested

(Sort of) Final Post..? Please read. (1/?) 2025 has officially come to a close. We are in the new year now. I have decided to do a drawing to commemorate all my friends who stuck around with me. Thank you all for being a friend to me

I have made this dragon sona for a very special someone. She means so much to me right now, and i want to show the world that. I am very grateful to have made this very cute and lovely scalesona in 3 different concepts. Thank you. I love you so much

And here's another commission from my friend @chunkymouse.bsky.social He's finally putting luis lessons to use by having the fattest mouse ass ever

This is a Commission Done by my friend @chunkymouse.bsky.social Considering what happened that led up to this point, this picture means a lot to me. I'm very very grateful to have a friend like him. And I really hope we can work together on very cool projects together

Here's the Big Chunky Hippo himself. Moto Moto. Name's still nice, you say it twice. (BTW the first pic is based on one of the concept arts because I thought it looked cool) Gift for @fattesthippo366.bsky.social

Nibbles is just our for a swim (possibly on her lunch break). She might have a hunch you wanna join along. Commission done for @cringebird.bsky.social . Thanks so much for helping me out as well

Gonna post an update regarding my pressence here. I just have to work on a important picture first. It is almost complete

The final boss in the ring, remains uncontested the biggest of them all. Can you stand up against this large imposing (and quite caked up) foe? Commission done for @luistheyamper.bsky.social from one of two emergency comms. Thanks again for the help. I really appreciate it a lot

Purple. Tomorrow. I wish to have a talk with you.

Gas Warning Oliver being the friend/gas cushion he's known as. especially with cesar Request done for @oliverkneecapper05.bsky.social featuring @cesarbearburr.bsky.social

Baxston lets out a full moon on a bright sunny day. Still larger than ever. Happy bday to my friend @agluttonouswuff.bsky.social . he's really big. go follow him

ワンショット漫画を制作中。結末はまだ執筆中ですが、ベクターとラドスターという2体のロボットが、意地悪な上司に立ち向かい、仲間を助けるために協力する物語となる予定です。 A one shot manga in the works. The ending is in progress, but will follow two robots Vector and Radster as the two unite against their mean boss to help their friends.

Pohi pins his fat ass against Ray on the wall, leaving him trapped with a sight to behold coming in moments. And at times a little sniff for fun rewarding measures. This was my first collab comm done and colored by @malodorous.mephit.me , whch was suprising to me of him reaching out to me.

Pinky’s Press Being the sly fox that he is, Pinky (a.k.a. Momo) snatches up Ray for a bearhug. Luckily, all that flab makes the bearhug feel harmlessly cozy, but the foxes’ expression… 🖋: @rotundmiles.newgrounds.com 🎨: MonochromeMephit Ray © MonochromeMephit Momo © @pinkyoceanman.bsky.social

Pinky’s Press (Farternative) CW: Farts Momo’s bearhug wasn’t the real danger, it’s his shameless gassiness! Momo has no intentions on letting Ray go, there’s plenty of gas to bask together… 🖋: @rotundmiles.newgrounds.com 🎨: MalodorousMephit Ray © MalodorousMephit Momo © @pinkyoceanman.bsky.social

Happy Birthday to my friend @cesarbluebear.bsky.social .

batch art for @fattesthippo366.bsky.social

@possmpudge.bsky.social ? bestie? are you there? You're another person I trust and hold wholeheartedly to talk to. Are you available?

Blue Bear.? Cyan Skunk? Is it ok if we can talk? I'm ready to talk... When you're not busy.

Yet another request for @arlenj100.bsky.social of Liam and Rudolph

Blue Mouse... I'm still nervous. But... I think I'm ready to talk? When you're not busy?

Another one for @arlenj100.bsky.social

Request for @arlenj100.bsky.social of rudolph

I think i need to give everyone space again... Considering what I saw...

Made this for oe of my finals

Went to a therapist yesterday. Seeing another appointment next week. Emotions inconsistent.

Friends. Are you ok..? How are you..?

I think the others can do without me. I talked with someone. I feel... Comfortable around them.

@ludoroo.bsky.social drew this for me. I still love it

coming soon... revealing when im ready.

My friends might be having fun. That's good