The most ridiculous cowardly people these days are iranian monarchists abroad asking trump to so strike iran. Just cowardice personified.

That's after 12 days of straight bombing by Israel and a massacre of your own people by the said ruling system. There's no mercy in anyone of these people's hearts for anyone living here, we're being held hostage by both sides

it's a very weird feeling that you're trapped in your country by an oppressive, illogical, corrupt ruling system, on the other side of it the worlds largest fleet of ships and planes owned by the world most violent army & corrupt ruling system, building up & heading towards you.

didn't know Wenders was one of "those" German fuckheads, what a shame.

Looks like the orange fuckface is going to decide when to attack or not in the coming 3 days, doesn't look good frankly.

after complaining for 2 months, a change? got a good connection that seems to be holding strong on my laptop only, cost me an arm and a leg but ain't complaining, also got 2027 releases on lock and got started on something good, thanks to Terre Thaemlitz & Markus Schmickler's music. Back on track!

It's #bandcampfriday for 11 more hours, and I got myself a little treat! Something by @capgrasman.bsky.social, drew mcdowall and 3 from @activedarkfilament.bsky.social to round out my collection.

when I say I get lucky and get connected I mean I've spent money on 200 paid servers + around 6000k free servers I've gathered through GitHub and whatnot daily, test all of them. one might connect like now, the numbers on the picture are the number free servers I tested today.

Out of sheer luck got connected to a vpn, everything i use stopped workig yesterday evening, this will probably will disconnect too, gmail works fine without vpn, so if anyone needs to reach me, just email.

Bunch of new music some exclusive coming this year, check the post out www.patreon.com/posts/2026-1...

finally got into patreon

Everyday i have to drag myself out of a mental paralysis unknown to me untill this year. Guess this is becoming the new baseline, getting very good at hiding it too. I'm tired of being out of options, but i guess it's not a good time for that. Mental paralysis it is.

dropbox has started working again, hoping for better and more access to theses apps and websites that are vital for everyone who freelances here.

2 albums on excellent labels and 2 mini-albums exclusive to Patreon. All of them made and ready to go.

if you ever thought how can I help this po0r fucker and get 4 of his albums for it. from the lastt month's payment my friend sent me it looks like I lost some money while I couldn't update.

Friends I haven't been able to access my Patreon with my current vpns, they won't let me in. I have to releases coming this year on Room40 & American Dreams Records, There will be a mini album Patreon exclusive roughly a month after each release.

looks things are decided, I feel paralyzed I don't know what to get ready for, just sitting here feeling dizzy.

This orange dumb fuck is gonna set fire to the whole region.

My mind goes from deep sadness from all the recent killings to extreme anxiety for the future and war.

I've lost two of the ways to bring my money to iran. hardly earned connection are now just gone. so tired of this, got to find another way with this half assed internet connection and threat of war. lovely living situation ( just venting )

back from the fucking dark again, the shit was out for 2 whole days!

everybody who you talk to has someone who was shot dead or wounded, the sadness is too much to bear.

this is the state of things, also the fastest in 17 days.

The cruelty and the violence the Iranians are facing is just unbearable, how the fuck you shoot your unarmed young country men like that? there's no compassion, aren't you living here? aren't your family going through the same thing? I don't care about politics here, how does a human do that?

I feel like a fucking pebble at the bottom of the ocean, drowned and unable to move. breathing brine forever.

waited 30 mins for this thing to connect, it looks there's a war coming, if it does, no matter how much I oppose the current ruling system, which I DO vehemently, if you stand behind the fake prince and his ultra right wing buddies and their war, every drop of blood is on your hands. now I fuck off.

It's shutting down again it seems till later friends, freedom and a dignified life for all our people is my wish.🤞

We are ruled by murderous gangs of thugs, that's for sure, but i don't want to trade these thugs for another set of war criminals and fake authorities. We all deserve a dignified life under a democratically elected government who represents us all. a fake ass prince installed by force ain't it.

The unimaginable cruelty & humiliation of life under the Islamic Republic these days is unbearable, I can't even feel anything, only loss & devastation. So many frustrated youth were killed in cold blood. The last thing we want to see here is more bloodshed, don't cheer trump's war.

I just got through the fucking firewall, we're ok, i'll get back all you lovely friends as soon as i can find a better connection, we didn't even have sms text until a few days ago. Much love.

Looks like tomorrow the connections are gonna get worse or completely shut at least for some time, thanks for putting up my bullshit, see ya when things get faster. right now i'm not sure if this goes through.🖤

It's possible to give sympathy for the people in the streets, feel their pain as your own, share with them your opposition to an oppressing governing system, but disagree completely with their vision or plans for the future of the country.

Since the complete shut down seems inevitable at this point,i'm doing what any sane person would do, downloading as much as i can from my Cahiers du Cinéma watchlist

The internet's fucked right now

idk if I have the mental or physical capacity of going through whatever is happening. past experience with similar situations have proved me wrong hope it's the same this time.

Remember Ahmed Chalabi? They're trying to install someone like him here, he calls himself a prince, his father was installed by a cia coup. He is friends with Netanyahu, kisses Trump's ass. i still believe people will see through him.

Something that i've experienced in the last few years: having a moment of "it can't get worse than this" and comes along the slow decline of everything you thought as in their worst condition, then after a few months a faster decline to another such moment. Spiral of some sort.

I watched Die My Love, shook me to my core, couldn't stop crying and hadn't been moved by a film in so long.

The experience of watching Sátántangó in the theater was a revelation, going in near noon and coming out at night, forever changed. Sad he is not with us anymore, bye old man! 🖤

The bare minimum needed for staying sane is just fading away.

I took some long walks, read a lot, this past few days. had a medical test I was avoiding, finally did it, hoping nothing is wrong and all that.

I certainly would invite my very verbally active EU friends to come back here and start their life anew and take charge. But I'm polite so I won't.

Shuttle_358's Understanding Wildlife and Thomas Köner's Daikan in one day. rocking it like i'm 19 again

The naivete of the people who think getting behind monarchist/ fascist slogans is practicing democracy is just baffling. especially or people who have suffered living under another similar system.

One of the few places in need of an urgent violent overthrow is actually the US for more than a century now.

Fuck your monarchist/fascist ideas as much as this fake republic.

Thanks so much david! a great read ❤️

Thanks! 🙏🔥

Dude come live it here with us instead of europe, at least i can believe you're so dumb to want this future for the country. re-posting monarchist propaganda from eu most be very convinient. Idiots and cowards.

This is so bleak, we're completely fucked.