just finished reading project hail mary 😔😔😔 'm okay 🤧 'm ok 😔😔😔😔😔

oh boy. congratulations to me. i have found my first ever kin and that is ryland grace, the depressed panicking blob of sunshine. like no joke he IS me and i am him.

what ruins me is that the most understanding being ryland grace has ever met was an alien from a shit ton of light years away. why is this such a soulmate slow burn intergalactic level yaoi whyyyyyy

obsesssseddddd, shane lighting ilya’s cigarette with a birthday candle appeared in my brain a week ago and i needed to make it a full piece 🎂✨🙂‍↕️🩵 #heatedrivalry #shanehollander #ilyarozanov #digitalart #artist #art #hollanov #digitalartist #illustration #illustrations #portrait #portraiture #fanart

wow... stratt is so much more scary in the book... esp in that last flashback before launch... wow. the movie left me seeing her in the right; the book made me feel the horror grace felt for the cruelty of her pressure. im amazed. wow. whoa

WHAT 😭😭😭😭😭😭✋✋✋✋✋✋✋ no wait im sobbing

i freaking love the project hail mary book. i love it so much.

I'm reading project hail mary and this is my favourite paragraph so far

nnnghhhghghg i hate everything about higher education except lectures that i like and funny people ngnghhghghghghhhhhb

when he's your husband but it's his turn to sleep with the stanley cup #hollanov #heatedrivalry (brought to you by a member of the junior hockey team that won the junior cup this season)

commission🌤️🍃 #Hannibal #HannibalLecter

I posted my 2nd #hollanov fic this morning! It might be the most beautiful thing I've ever written. I'm very very proud of it 🥹 #heatedrivalry WARNING: This has made a lot of people cry today... Don't read if you don't want to Feel Things. 💛 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/85099361

Hollanov brought me out of fanfiction retirement after almost a decade and thank god for that!!!!! They are getting the *best writing of my life* as they deserve 🥹 Anyway, here's my first Hollanov fic! ❤️ #hollanov #heatedrivalry #shanehollander #ilyarozanov 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/84705476

men are so resistant to recognizing when they are being misogynistic it actually turns me into the joker

Forgot to upload here. Attempted the 2.4:1 ratio and I did not like it lol #HyceateDraws #HeatedRivalryFanart #Hollanov #art

we love you will #willbyers #byler

ah yes finally sex

wow. prettyyyy

it's the last bird camp day

@missrainbowpie.bsky.social look at this dude. he's not even one apple tall. he's barely half

as a ✨🏳️‍🌈✨ person myself, it is *so* refreshing seeing non-toxic queer intimacy on main-platform tv 💌 i’ve just finished heated rivalry and had to do a quick portrait of ‘the canadian’, loved the series and was beyond moved by the ending 🤍🥹 #heatedrivalry #hollander #digitalart #artist #digital #art

[repost because i forgot CHEEK HIGHLIGHT 😩] a little commotion for this icon?? 💌😩👏🩵 part two of my heated rivalry series ☺️ #heatedrivalry #ilyarozanov #digitalart #digitialillustration #digital #illustration #portrait #art #artist #digitalartist #sketch #dailyart #characterart #fanart #rozanov

The sports romance "Heated Rivalry" begins in 2008 with protagonist Ilya Rozanov at 17 years old. Being born in Russia in 1991, Ilya would have been 10 during the Eastern European hit release of LEGO BIONICLE in 2001, making it extremely likely that Ilya is a fan. In this essay, I will...

the house is SEROTONIN

okay they DID win on may third which i am extremely proud of. they brought the game back to nijniy novgorod. and the sixth game they lost. out of the series. which is still breathingly awesome, guys won bronze. i love them

@missrainbowpie.bsky.social here's mr crow! his name is schelchok (click). I'm standing right behind this handsome boy haha

chaika's players forgot to install the toxic masculinity starter pack

hey @missrainbowpie.bsky.social check out the birds!

dem birds

Sleepy boys 💤 #hollanov #heatedrivalry

heated rivalry, if you ask me

people were behind this particular space rock and my camera can't even capture it properly. life is so amazing

WE WON TODAY!!! WE'LL WIN ON 3D OF MAY!!!! aw man it was so fucking amazing. here are my fav photos from the game!!!!

semifinals are not going well we're currently at 0:3 in the series that are supposed to last until 4 wins it's not THAT bad, the game is improving, today was the first OT in the series, we lasted longer with equal goal points, and yet it's not enough whatever happens the season was great🙏♥️

okay first semifinal game was a loss but it was a good game nonetheless. win tomorrow !!!

man be living the dream

i like these omsk hawks guys lol dudes lost play-offs to chaika and immediately started genuinely having fun (the "referee" is a player from the team)

i can become a godmother (i am excited because i love the kid already (i have seen her only on photos)) does anyone have any advice on how to be the coolest godmother ever????

goal scorers it's not even anyone in particular, i just draw hockey players for fun now

NO STOP THIS IS SO HEAVILY HOLLANOV

tbh shane hollander in a soft lighting reading in his bed smelling nice and warm could heal me rn

wow today was a whole lotta nothing. except i tried on a bunch of my dresses with my new boots and got excited for summer which apparently decided to postpone approaching. apart from that yeah. head empty.

Kiss kiss fall in love #hollanov

this is one of the most heartbreaking songs in russian punk rock and it's ilya rozanov "we meet, and the night fleets by in just a second, but again, parting crushes like black eternity. so why do we keep running away from each other, if we know where our love is?" #heatedrivalry #hollanov ↓ +++

she's cooking (while im handing her the salt)

Finally watched heated rivalry the other week and ran straight into sketching Ilya, as he is my my fav from the series, one of the most relatable characters in a while #heatedrivalry #ilyarozanov #fanart #digitalart #noai