A friend referred to me a Mommy in a discussion we were having and... huff... I can kinda jive with that vibe but not something I think I could do with anyone. Would be fun to get more art of that sorta thing though~

Such a sweet and photogenic fox!

To all current and potential followers: This is a social and personal space for me. There will be a lot of ABDL/Kinky themes, thoughts, and discussions here. I never intend to make anyone uncomfortable but I also don't have the bandwidth to do multiple accounts.

Nothing like convincing your kiddo to wet their undies every night when they get home from work. Eventually I'll get them trained to wet on command... that'll be a fun day indeed. They'll turn into a diaper dependant baby for Big Sis to take care of~

Pushing myself to pursue HRT and being more true to myself has opened the door to a lot of things I'd have never thought possibly ❤️

I'm a deer of two minds. On one side: I've found my Big Sis energy and want to share that with a few folks who have reached out. On the other I still deeply desire some small deer time with one or two special folks. 👉👈

Well, I did end up creating a group chat on TG and am working on getting it setup and trying to figure out the vibe. I want it to definitely be a safe space for myself to explore as I continue transitioning, but also a place for others to feel comfortable sharing as well.

Alright kiddos, Sissy is headed off to bed. Who wants Big Sis to come cuddle? I'm sure your crib has plenty of room for the both of us, wouldn't want you to fall out would we?

Today was a slow work day, but got to roleplay with a close friend. He knows I like rougher play so he tried to shift over to him being a bit more dominant and needy... Needless to say we both enjoyed it and I've been all buh the rest of the day from the thoughts it sparked.

Allowing myself to explore this side of myself (Big Sis) has been so rewarding. A couple of friendships have deepened and that has been so fulfilling. I want a partner of my own, but until then I cherish the little family that seems to be growing around me ❤️

Saw a comic this morning, and instant buh... relationship goals

Random thought: it feels so great having commission ideas! Now if I can find the right folks to draw said ideas...

Asking for a friend... how does one navigate dating in this era we are in, while still early in transitioning, and maybe a little uncertain on what sexual identity applies now if any? I really want a close friend/partner that I can open up to.

Buuuuuh ❤️ some friends are great at this

Buhhhhh, mood

Having had friends over for 4 nights, it's weird not having someone to talk to in the house. It's amazing how fulfilling it is having company that allows you to relax and be yourself. The whole experience has re-sparked the desire to more seriously try dating.

I had a very wonderful time with @lightningcf.bsky.social and @little.jaguar.blue this weekend. Many adventures ranging from fun to spicy. I'm definitely looking forward to having more of those adventures in the future! Thank you both so much for coming to hang out!

They were both very good kiddos this weekend 😉

Gasp! I found a soggy @little.jaguar.blue and @lightningcf.bsky.social in Yosemite 😁 I guess Sissy is giving her kitten a very needed change when we get back home. (After the snoofing party of course 😏)

The latest thought challenge is: how does dating work now? 😂

@alpineshep.bsky.social your cars look awesome!

I know I've mentioned this before, but seeing button mashing art and feeling all the feelings in deep conversations with friends has made me really crave having a Master. Moreso than before haha... Like a Puppybed next to the couch, nightly cuddles, lots of training ❤️ buhhhh puppydeer would love it

Up until recently, I had never considered myself anything other than Gay. I think, looking back at the last post... I am pansexual o.o In thinking about it this weekend, with the friends who have been supportive of me: A partner is a partner whatever their gender <3.

Since I've started taking these most recent steps to identify externally, as I feel internally, I've found myself more emotionally driven. One thing I learned this weekend is a very deep desire for petplay and meeting someone that could be the proper "Master." (long series of posts):

I'm excited by the future, but I'm also anxious thinking about it. What doorways will this journey close? What doorways will this journey open? I'm so very thankful to my friends, and community, that have been supportive of me as I navigate these changes.

Just did my first injection today, phew! The wave of anxiety was intense x3

Huge thanks to @heresvix.bsky.social for bringing Nox to life!

New year, new deer! 🦌✨ Finally updated everything to reflect where I'm at. Say hello to Nox (Equinox)! I'm officially trading in the husky ears for some fangs. You can find me here now: @fangedequinox.space > Same pup, just a little more toothy. 🦷💖

I'm not the greatest at posting much these days, usually not much to say. I am excited to get more cleaning done around the house, and do more cooking this year!

After getting my peek hat signed, I've been refreshing the sign up page every day to order a new one 😂 Gonna give @astralakua.bsky.social big puppy dog eyes

Slowly waking up at BFC, got some parties to go to tonight, but also want to get to to no good at some point too>//>

This Big Diaper Friday, Lightning & friends are bringing their A-game. The rascals have made quite the mess of the old pail, but luckily they've found a new one. Would be a shame to let all those good diapers go to waste. Better quality version on my FA: www.furaffinity.net/view/61535629/

ASYLUMPAWS CONTEST: Beginning Now. To celebrate the launch of my new V2 paws, on Mon 6/22, I am giving away the first v2 “two tone” prototype. RULES: *Contest ends at Midnight Sunday, July 6th *You MUST follow AsylumPaws on BLUESKY to win *You MUST repost this contest post to win Good luck ❤️

I have been feeling more and more desire to be smol and snuggly, but also have some lewd time as well?

Relationship goals!

Why does this hit so hard?? guh lewd con party goals >///> (I even have the hood!)

Guess who just submitted a party request for BFC? This puppy *leaks all over in anticipation* x3

Anyone or any Dads going to BFC that might be interested in hanging out with a puppy? 🥺 👉👈 Trying to build some connections before con.

So Party application has been put in >///> got a couple fun parties hopefully in the works, and a kinkier gear social that might lead into a spicy after-dark variant >///>

The fomo from FWA is fierce! Hoping some of that 🌶️🌶️ energy makes it to BFC 👀

I so very much want to be a part of and/or HOST a room party like this at BFC >///> If there is any interest? Lemme know? 👉👈 🥺

It was a miracle the fox didn’t leak in my car!

Uploaded my DNB set from LVFC! I'm pretty happy with this one! Happy enough to be sending it out to a few places for potential coyote shenanigans. www.mixcloud.com/cidyote/wild... Did you know there's an upcoming convention that mentions coyotes invading and causing mayhem? I'm a shoe-in

It's #fursuitfriday, and so here I am enjoying the view of the Golden Gate Bridge in San Francisco! While I sun myself on the rocks, the busy city life is not far away. My new banner image! Photo by @huskypuprocky.space.

Sometimes I really wanna date and have someone I can flop on and smooch a lot, other times I doubt if I’m ready or that I might be too weird or too much with my goals and desires (kink and non kink). 😵‍💫

Perks of dating me: I like going on adventures, road trips, music, cuddling and watching things, very open and kinky 👀. Andddd occasionally have soggy diapers like this that need snoofing and changing. 😋💦

Was fun to take the photos!! And taxi the fox around ❤️

Sometimes I wanna date, but then get all self conscious of my kinky/crinkly self, but in the bdsm community I’m pretty inexperienced 😅 It’s a struggle. At least being single there’s room for me to explore? Sometimes it gets lonely though 😫

Had a great time at @roarpartysac.bsky.social last night! Great crowd, great tunes! Big thanks to the organizers for making this event happen every month! 📷: @huskypuprocky.space

Huff huff huff, is it Friday afternoon yet?? I want huffy headspace toy time 🥺 (and for playmates but one can dream x3)