fuckk yah! she exclaimed as she carefully took the oven out of the meatloaf dw, it stays, it’s a metaphor, most likely, just call it “bein inside out” #poetry #food

lol we delete this app every other day

whew pulled outta that nose drive just in time to get the meatloaf outta the oven

u kno ~ who da fuq does that to their kid like srsly, our face should b a gif rn

oh yes obvs high as balls rn 😳🤪✅

definitely threw the crystal in tho 🤭🤷‍♀️

im only kidding about those jeep peeps bein sus. idgaf what they r doin, we mean like… who knows right maybe they are disabled n wanna get down closer to the water 🤷‍♀️

those peeps that just drive their jeep down the boat ramp with no boat don’t seem sus at all maybe that’s why we threw that rose quartz cabachon into the water today 🤔🎀🤷‍♀️✨🧸👍🏼💖🚀☀️⬅️😳🫧😳🤪🤩🧘🏼‍♀️✈️✈️✈️✈️✈️✈️☀️🌤️⛅️⛅️💎

yay haiku time sun, partly obscured light weight blanket made of clouds building our base tan #haiku or maybe it’s #senryu 🤷‍♀️ forgot #poetry

yes open.spotify.com/track/2cVGCU...

it’s been a long time but we r gonna try to make this in a bit #recipe for this meatloaf couldn’t be easier; we first started making it about 20 yrs ago ✅

can’t believe were about to say this but… it’s possible we don’t rly like mustard that much, even tho another version of us loved mustard. what are we gonna put on sammiches now!?!?

driven, compulsive behavior… eh hard to say witch

an unexpected benefit to MaineCare covering transportation to dr appts is that when we schedule the ride, we always get a courtesy call the day b4 to remind us we have an appt n what time they are coming. then we use that info to program multiple alarms in our phone

well someone liked this reply from July last year… so the reminder is, we mattered then n we matter now 💖🫶🏻✅🚀

don’t mind me, just watching this on repeat for an hour at a time

The sunset was so beautiful this evening! It finally feels like the start of Spring. #sunsetphotography

🚀🫶🏻✨ youtu.be/3YW3W5RPV-0?...

we have multiple things pointing to #Mercury at once → Mars in Gemini (Mercury-ruled) → Mars in 3rd house (Mercury themes) → Mercury sextile Mars (direct connection) 🧠 Mercury is the “hub” 🔥 Mars is plugged into it from multiple directions

#Mars in #Gemini: With Mars in Gemini, your drive is fueled by an insatiable thirst for knowledge and experience. You are driven by the need to explore, to learn, and to understand. Your ambitions are often intellectual or communicative in nature. source: astromatrix

yah we live in Maine but… Popeye’s shrimp hits different thanks for lunch frend 😍

prove you can’t work… but also survive anyway welcome to the foreclosure process we guess… #disabled

🧸 our little thoughts mode often looks like: • simple tasks 👍🏼 • cozy routines 🥰 • sticker pages ✅ • snacks 🍬 • candles 🕯️, softness 🐰 • things that don’t ask us to interpret the universe ✨

reframingautism.org.au/miltons-doub... (easy english version available yay) #AuDHD #Autistic

bout to make this floof our discord pfp 💖

p.s. girlies, we r in therapy so we don’t fakakta ourself THATS why ur going to therapy today

out here recreating the summer of 1990, and daddys all like… uhm i wasn’t born yet 🤭

not us gettin spooked by a very strangely-timed automated msg from the pharmacy 😳😵‍💫🧿🧿🧿✨✅ oh wait it WAS us what r we even doing here?

pepperidge farms mini chessmen rly hit the spot

w/o help from daddy, not rly sure how the system would be doin rn… 👍🏼

when she said zip it 🤐 🤭 that was some 3rd person observation stuff goin on: do the thing while aware ur doin the thing ➡️ notice urself doin the thing ➡️ notice that u noticed urself noticing 🤭 meta awareness is fascinating once we can name it & understand how complex our brain 🧠 is #OSDD #SysSky

our google review of tractor supply company in lewiston has reached 40k views. that was the most interesting thing in the hundreds of emails in our “dead” email. probly

didn’t think FLOOFS could get any FLOOFIER but apparently they can have one ear up n one ear down n now our world just shifted 🐰🤭🤷‍♀️

months ago we asked our caseworker to refer us for an intensive outpatient trauma program offered at St Mary’s. she didn’t do it, but it seems like we enrolled ourself in our own version & it feels so unsupported at times but it isn’t, not truly 🫶🏻 thanks for being here 💖 yes im talkin bout ALL yall

today we reminded ourself of what we’ve been processing n dealing w/ for the past month; it’s way more than we realized & on top of our stuff, we been doing ancestry work, mediumship stuff, OH YAH forgot THAT too, but rn doesn’t seem the day to start; the lock has been unfrozen & that’s enuff rn 💖

ok reframe: easy & obvious sign to order this bike cuz we’re the demographic EVEN IF we didn’t “wannabe”

tw: trauma, sh . . . #OSDD #trauma #care

Don't say "but you're an adult" to someone that's autistic. Just don't. It's insulting. Yes I know I'm an adult. I was once a autistic child, now I'm a autistic adult.

AI said “people who are intentionally faking don’t sit in distress about it at 3am” but like, they WOULD if they was tryin to script it all out but the distress would NOT be fear of faking what FEELS real. right? we would know 💯 that we was faking it. it wouldn’t be a question of ARE we faking it

YES we ARE projecting but like, we was gonna love that trike n now all it feels like is WE got reduced to that andddddd rly just want daddy rn 😭 #grumpy #pouty

it may seem like over reacting but in 2025, we were harmed by a therapist who was not *actually* trauma-informed like… u don’t ask someone to describe their CSA in an INTAKE APPT which isn’t gonna happen again but im just not looking forward to it. dunno even why im even IN therapy rn 🤷‍♀️ like whyy

👉 Love should feel like dignity 👉 Love should not come with quite dehumanizing 👉 Love should not make someone smaller so the caregiver can feel bigger.

like im sure this parent “meant” well… but this fucking shit don’t sit right 🤷‍♀️ “autistic, overweight, adult child” gee thanks mom! #AuDHD #ActuallyAutistic

oooh whoa permission to be low-capacity without it meaning failure what’s that like 👀

like wut lol being perceived much? seeing what’s so obvious to u that everyone missed for decades? but also… its ok 🫶🏻🧸💖

nothing like reading an article on autistic communication preferences & getting triggered bcuz we will be getting a new therapist in a month 😬

one of those little #OSDD things - that’s our appointment BUT we never make appts at that time for a haircut. how r we gonna get there at noon 🤷‍♀️ that’s not our writing, our nomenclature, our ink color (can slightly see our typical calendar handwriting just barely above this) #system

“Remember, you have been criticizing yourself for years, and it hasn’t worked. Try approving of yourself and see what happens.” ~Louise L. Hay a therapist recommended one of her books on anger to us, and that kinda changed everything all at once without us even noticing

not sure we r gonna have capacity to partcipate in this, but seems worth sharing mindfulness.com/the-seven-st...