I’m calm again but like damn I rely way too heavily on routine n when it gets interrupted I have a full of cry fest n it’s pathetic!

Could rly use some coping skills right now that don’t include banging my head on the wall or punching myself

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My tomato plants are looking amazing! A full recovery n lots of fruits growing again. Yayyyy

Sometimes it’s nice to just slather your face in Vaseline n then go on an evening walk by a tree line collecting gnats on your goopy face. What I imagine a carnivorous plant feels like.

1 week & 4 days

Idc what you say I’m funny as fuck

Asplenium trichomanes subsp. pachyrachis is the rarest subspecies of maidenhair spleenwort found growing out of damp limestone with high humidity levels. Identified by its lobed leaves from which it gets its English name, lobed maidenhair spleenwort. This one was tucked away in the Wye Valley.

I went off my diet today ohhhhh wellll

Seeing people use AI for dumb trends will never stop being disappointing. It’s not okay to kill the planet and steal from artists because there’s a “cute trend”. It’s still shitty.

Ugh my heart. When good things happen for the people I love. Even small things. I feel like I’ll explode with joy. I WISH YOU SO MUCH JOY BRO. SO MUCH

I need to delete more pictures

Fffffff ok so I was gonna give a sweater to my sister that she gave to me years ago but I never wear it anymore. And I realized it’s worth like. Maybe $120? Idk I can’t find the exact one. I feel like I oughtta sell it

This is for ppl with long nails, natural or otherwise but esp natural ones. Does it ever feel like they’re really clean? I’ve been tryna grow my nails out n tbh it’s a nightmare n I never feel like I’ve gotten them clean enough no matter how much I wash

Heart aching for the life I left behind today. Miss making art with my friends. Miss vending at events even tho it was exhausting. Missing so so much today.

Always being around other people = constantly performing Need a break.

There are things that I need to feel that I do not have the time to right now

My jaw is defined again n it wasn’t back in may n that is so exciting for me because I literally didn’t know how to do my makeup for a while there.

wish I was a mangrove tree

Chilling dispatch from Mario Guevara, the journalist trapped in ICE detention for...doing his job.

Coffee sleepy. I’ve gained a lil weight again. Nothin crazy. Hopefully I’ll go back down when I’m off my period. Social worker will be here any minute. Don’t rly feel like talking but oh well.

Feeeling terrified all the time ♥️

Hi... Is that you?? 🦋

The rain! The warm rain! The thunder! Ahhhhh Until yesterday we hadn’t had rain for more than a month besides a tiny sprinkle that lasted less than 5 minutes n that was weeks ago

I wouldn’t trade humidity for anything tbh

Ate sweet potato after not having any for more than 8 months. A year? Has it been a year? One of my favorite foods. Made sure it eat it with things high in calcium so hopefully I don’t get another kidney stone

Yearning again

i think there is mold in my heart and in my brain

You ever just be replaying conversations in your head years later n realize that you missed the cue ? Like I’m sorry but you gotta be so clear with me. I’m not gonna get your insinuations.

I stay strapped or whatever

I am down more than 29lbs since last year. Proud of the effort I’ve been putting in. Less than a pound until I reach my goal

Finding out that when Trey Reed was found hanging, the police informed his family that he was found dead in his dorm room absolutely confirms for me that he didn’t kill himself. Not that we rly believed that anyways.

Great ecology walk in Brackloon Woods with the Mayo Queer Sheds on Sunday (before I got this wicked cold) for the start of fungi season

Yeah folks, be mindful on sharing stuff about this. Don't use screenshots of social media. Go to the link. These are getting a lot of screen time.

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I was tryna grow out my nails so I could live in my lil vampire fantasy world but they’re actually making me insane n I wna cut em off

Personally, my belief system isn’t limited to only people who I have deemed similar enough to me to deserve it. In fact, it’s not limited to only people who I like. I also believe the people that I hate deserve to live and eat.

I’ve never felt more sane lmao like knowing what was actually happening has been eye opening. Having it confirmed. Knowing I was never crazy. Love it. What a relief.

Grandma watching discovery channel n there’s an exotic bird and she keeps going “here he comes. He’s just an old hussy. He’s gonna peck at them. The old hussy with his beak”

Why’s it the ppl always preaching abt communication who literally don’t communicate

Holy shit I had no idea how manipulative my ex was. Comparing notes is craaaaazy

So this evening, grandma asked me if I had a light. I said “like do you want me to put on an overhead light?” And she shifted her body to the side so her butt was facing me and loudly farted. Then started cackling

It gives me sooooo much anxiety to get my dupixent injection, but the relief is almost immediate.

3 weeks & 5 days!!

Told gma I loved her n she said “I love you too honey. I never thought we’d end up here.” Ugh. My heart. I do think she was more lucid today n that’s why she was uncooperative. She’s miserable.

Justice > order

I’m aware that my rage is simply the container in which my sorrow is housed n I think that’s true for many.

I reaaaally don’t get what folks are so upset about. He was a martyr to his cause. I’ve never believed in the 2nd amendment as strongly as I do right now. Lmao

Hey naturalists! Someone needs some facts. 🌿

Fit check bc some creepy old dude kept driving past me on my walk to my moms n thought I was reading the Bible lol so now I carry my biggest knife. Hat to protect me from the sun