Opening space for something to replace a hyperfixation with a less bad hyper fixation is a strategy I feel will put me back where I started. I feel like there’s a problem with how I operate entirely. And I dunno how to fix it, I rarely can do anything in small doses I either put hella energy or none

Playing GD and EToH with friends holy pandemic throwback

Today was a good Thanksgiving. I’m also convinced that if I put down comp splatoon my life would immediately feel 20% better

Won Crobattle today it was a packed tourney Uhhhh idk what else to say, hopefully I can continue to win hahaha type shit 🤑 Learnt to rotate more efficiently during that tournament, and also learning sometimes applying pressure is more efficient than outright kills against teams that punish, ggs.

I think I need to give myself more credit, because I thought that in college I am having bad habits, but I’ve come a long way from the bad habits I had before. Hopefully I can keep becoming more productive and less regretful too.

Haven’t won something in a hot minute, but my consistency has skyrocketed. I feel like I’m able to carry my weight a little more than before, and I’m learning how to adapt mid set rather than after the set is over, so my thinking speed is getting faster. I need to identify weapon types before- 1/2

I’m so glad I have my 9 day break now, college was getting consistently busy this past month.

I’m learning more about Adapting, but I think I have to get better at Making something out of nothing (dropping on enemies when teammate skirmishes, grabbing enemy attention for team to cap zone, etc) Gg go next

Learnt some stuff in that Level Up run ggs

Probably one of my most productive days in a long time. Studied for roughly 7 hours today with some friends (with some stupid shit in between). Now I feel better about the test I have coming up

Next season I gotta go back to JP and enact some strategies to bring up my win rate without cutting off bad map/modes or flexing weapons. I don’t think I should focus about my X power even though I need an updated power badly, using it to practice has been doing me more good

Okay I lost grands but my mechs were up and my mental was solid so I can’t be sad 🥈 SOS I’ll get it another time, I think if I keep aiming to improve my adaptation and timing I’ll get better 🐎

Yeah I think my skill is taking a dive again.

I think I need a dedicated group to push past high level with. I had a talk with somebody and I’m not in a splatoon clique or group so any success I find is one and done. There’s plenty of people I can get +3 results with, but the amount I’ve gotten higher results/put up a better fight with is low.

Some days I have a lot to say and others I don’t, and it bothers me because those other days are the days I end up talking to people more 😭

yo! i got suggested to +1, all hail len for this opportunity, ❤️‍🩹 and ♻️ greatly appreciated 🙏🏾 #compsplatoon

I need to chill for a bit I feel a little demotivated 😭

Comparison is the thief of joy because DAMN I want to win stuff again. Seeing other succeed/get results so much makes me jealous I won’t even front. I miss getting far enough in bracket to fight top levels, or seeing results. I think the more I fall short the more I’ll get used to it again.

It’s really cold outside now but I kinda fw it now icl

Paddling pool winning streak ended, but it was fun to experiment. Vac charger and edit during bracket was fucking preposterous 😭 Mechs are getting slightly more consistent and faster, slight improvement in game sense but still a lot of work to do in that area. Gg go next

I can be productive when I really tell myself to but on the other hand MAN sometimes I struggle like a motherfucker. I just spent 2-3 hours planning out my next semester or so, I hope I don’t overwhelm myself with these classes. Tryna find ways to lessen the load (1/2)

I’m slightly worried for that +2 suggest cause why are niggas avoiding commenting on my suggestion on Sendou 🤑 Not even a “he not ready” comment just radio silence. Ts worse than a negative comment, maybe I shoulda put my name out there more. Either way the voting is dependent on results anyways.

I’m convinced it’s harder to avoid getting upset by lower seeds in bracket than it is to beat higher seeds in bracket.

I haven’t won the past couple tourneys BUT MY RECENTS LOOKING AIGHT Learnt a bunch about adaptation today, if I can learn to have this game sense and adaptation in winners bracket/low intensity situations, then I think I’ll become even stronger. I’m Happy with the progress

I need to pick this weapon up it’s so fun

Update since I went silent on Bluesky, after 🥇 Chao Race I got: 🥇 Paddling Pool 342 🥇Biggest School in the sea 7 🥈Triton Cup 119 IN THE SPAN OF 3 DAYS!!! I made nice progress and got to fight strong players while learning a lot

2 Paddling Pool wins back to back! Rosters: PP 341: Me @sotoka.bsky.social Sky Katz PP 342: Me @foxspl.bsky.social @sotoka.bsky.social Jasmine Next time I won't zoom the camera so far out :(

2 tourney wins in 5 days for a total of 8 wins! Hopefully I can do well in a bigger event

@cadenchill.bsky.social @sotoka.bsky.social @femmyy.bsky.social @chronospyli.bsky.social Won the first Chao Race :D

Found 4 for the Monday tournament but the comp is looking uhhhh 🤑

Gonna avoid tourneys tmrw -> Tuesday (except Monday maybe hehe). Hopefully this encourages me to get work done. I can actually notice progress now, and I’m taking new steps to get better. I think I can reach next months goal, but I don’t want it to be all I play splatoon for.

Haha still a ways to go I’ll get there

Recently noticed that 70% of the time when something irritates my mood I just haven’t eaten anything up until that point of the day… and then I feel a bit better after eating something.

Triton today can’t wait to compete

Today has been all over the place I can’t wait to sleep.

I WON PADDLING I WON PADDLING I WON PADDLING I WON PADDLING HOOOOOLLLYYY SHIITTTTTTT NIGGA YES!!!!!!

Does anybody have that one tool that lets you see X battle rotations days or weeks in advance (for splatoon 3)? #compsplatoon

More chances to fight high levels I survived the busy Monday and Tuesday 🤑🤑🤑

I think top level teams like to snowball on clams, rainmaker and tower. On zones I haven’t figured it out but watching some vids gave me an idea of why I might have struggled today 🦆

I don’t care if the roster becomes in consistent and nullifies points, I have to keep playing the NA league. This is the easiest top level practice opportunity ever it’s stacked tourney bracket with no double elimination I can fight top levels and lose as much as I want

150+ results I hit a new milestone 🪼

Okay I feel better we move

I’m tired of trading in fights I wish I was better at the game bro I’m ass.

Finally gaining the courage to ask people more experienced and stronger than me to play the game. I gotta be okay with the no’s and keep pushing to find people who say yes. Hopefully I can keep learning things this way

It took me forever but I’m finally reading a light novel and God damn. Bro Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint is just bat shit crazy when I transitioned from the Manhwa to the LN bro this story is just so entertaining right now.

- -RESULT- - ZIPCAT HAS SUCCESSFULLY [ERADICATED] OUR ENEMIES IN TODAY’S EVENT.FILE: TOURNAMENT.SHRIMP_OF_THE_DAY SECURING 🥇 Tame - crabbag’ing Frook - mains vslosh and order slosh NomNom - first time assblast Elibvn - last time edit Ali - last game wonder HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

once in a while I remember that I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I’m studying for a job that I don’t care for. But then I’m mentally paralyzed because what else do I do. The longer I take to think the more I’m in debt. I’m only here because my family tells me how bad life is without a degree

Today I was reminded of the importance of proper sleep to be productive. Didn’t let myself sleep long and productivity was delayed. After I eat hopefully that will give me a further boost to make up for it, but that was humbling when I thought I made big progress in discipline 😅

Grey shoutout AND a weekly win?!!?! God is good bro

What a day