my partner wanted to watch obsession again before going to bed last night and the more I sit on it the more I feel like one of the most horrifying things about that movie is it seemed like none of Nikki's friends considered that Bear could have been abusing her with the sudden behavioral change

Having to kinda re-write some of Wicke and Mehr'a's lore because it was so intertwined with FFXIV has been interesting

I had to stop taking the medication for my ptsd nightmares because it was giving me sleep apnea and I have slowly descended into having nightmares about my family trying to cannibalize me in the woods again

Makes me a little sad that so many people are embarrassed to ask for help when they need it, we're all people and the economy is awful, people can barely make a living with multiple jobs bro - it says nothing about your character that you cant afford care you need

proud of myself for driving by myself in town for the first time today

i think when people make OCs you always gotta have a part of their design that's like "it's like that because i'm a pervert" it's very important

ludwig the holy blade blaring into my ears as we speak

Le Guin on the idea that there is a secret to getting good at writing.

rekindling my love for my guys by just putting them in a new setting and giving them new jobs to do lmfao

yeah

I wanna make Wicke and Mehr'a references with their updated designs

People trying to absolve themselves of the guilt of using generative Al when they find out I'm an artist piss me off so bad

Meal prep hell

ko-fi.com/s/f1fc816bdc Free pack of some of my brushes for clip studio paint

Garden pictures :)

ko-fi.com/s/f1fc816bdc Free pack of some of my brushes for clip studio paint

Thinking about setting up a tumblr to act as a sort of artists diary for myself

I wanna paint a horse

Attack for Akameli on artfight #art #artfight

As soon as you start kind of over explaining your world building I feel like you lose a lot of the mystery that can make your world really compelling

everytime i try to do artfight all of the characters i really wanna draw are always on my team its like a curse

Attack for Akameli on artfight #art #artfight

My card got stolen for fucking Roblox of all things. Now I'm down almost 50$ when I really didn't have money right now in the first place what a joke

another wip shot now that im awake

artfight wip

thats just my guy, my little dude

Attack # 1 for @shroudedlilac.bsky.social 💚 :-) #artfight #artfight2026

Watched obsession today 🫠

Baby dragon fruit on my cactus

Today I put Black Knife on repeat and descend the depths of hell ( the artfight site )

not a backrooms person but I loved the backrooms movie and all me and my partner do now is send each other shit posts of it

meal prepping solely so i dont have to cook before or after my shifts was genuinely the smartest thought ive ever had

Wholesome genuine advice Jerma is the best variant of jerma

are there any good active art discords out there

working on a portrait before artfight starts to fiddle with my brushes and then ill be uploading my CSP brushset for yall ( its small, I don't use a lot of different brushes )

Werwulf... I am sat

Why make Oleander happy when I can draw her returning home and realizing her dad is dead 🧍

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I need to make a brush pack, i used to have one up that I took down to edit and I just never did that

Shift so bad I clocked out early and used my paid time off

よいかんじのディテールになった

I think I wanna set up a simple art curriculum for myself to work on in my spare time, I never went to art school and I wish I had spent more time really learning fundamentals when I was younger and actually studying from life

I just want everyone here to be able to buy a cup of coffee and a little pastry for themselves everyday without feeling like they're committing a grave financial sin

Meal prepping at 2am not because Im watching what I eat but because I'm too lazy to cook on days that I work

I really wanna start doing plein air painting so I can touch grass more

Every year for Pride, I repost Hue. I made him to send love and comfort to those who feel Pride isn’t for them because they aren’t out. You matter, you are valid, and it’s ok if you aren’t ready yet. Coming out is not a requirement for being part of this community. Happy Pride 🌈

one guy to rule them all #artfight

Oleander Redferne quick reference sheet for artfight #art #oc