a year ago, i went on my first date with my girlfriend and i am full of sappy feelings because i was so nervous and unsure and now i’ve never been more sure of anything and i am an emotional mess today 🥹🥹

woke up sad then i was good but now will end the day sad !!!! an endless cycle !!!!

Happy Spina Bifida Awareness Month!! 💛🎗️ A ways to support me as someone with spina bifida: 💰Donate to my tiltify: tiltify.com/@andrealause... 👑 Send me something from my wishlist: throne.com/andrealausell

forgot to update but work has gotten better!! i am still adjusting for sure but i know what i an meant to be doing now so now it is just me worrying about making sure i am not disappointing my manager by not doing enough somehow :,)

it’s so funny having an anxiety med in my system and still feeling stressed about something and it not affecting my body at all - i just KNOW i am so stressed about a situation and then get stuck in waiting but at least my body is fine

the fact i started a new job today and knew absolutely nothing and then THEY DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DOING i am extra lost !!

also my last day ever in retail was on friday and i am just jumping in to my new job tomorrow!! i am so nervous, everyone manifest this is the best job ever for me at the current moment and that it will be good vibes all around 🥹

life can throw all it wants at me but i have a girlfriend that i love dearly and i have the pleasure of having something to look forward to every week when i get to see her and i just am so happy with her and just UGH I AM VERY GAY YALL

going to be starting up streaming again - most likely ??? in a couple of weeks and i am wanting to rebrand my whole thing so i can start fresh but don’t know HOW so everyone just bear with me

hate to see them doing more awful things, but happy to see more traction & calls to #boycottdisney !! remember this includes their subsidiaries like marvel & star wars !! movies, shows, video games, merch, theme parks, etc. boycott it all as much as you can !! ‼️ more examples of their awfulness.

just a girl contacting aliens with her antenna 🙂‍↕️ nothing to be concerned about

i need whoever cursed me with this nausea a year ago to know that they’re the most homophobic and hateful person ever and i don’t think i deserve to feel so incredibly ill all the time >:(

got a new job offer today that i haven’t been able to fully be excited for because i woke up sad and my brain has been bullying me ALL day. now i can’t sleep because i just feel like something is wrong and i don’t know what it is 🫠 someone remove my brain please

my girlfriend couldn’t go with me to my appointments but we always have had a saying that she’s a little bird perched on my shoulder cheering me on so she made herself as a bird as her way of saying she’s proud of me for doing all of this alone 🥹

have been having nausea and bad stomach pain with my lack of sleep over the last year, and survived a doctor’s visit all by myself and now have been waiting to get an x-ray :,) then blood work tomorrow! all scary to do alone but I’m really hoping it leads to an answer that can be quickly fixed 🥹

If you are angry, as you should be, that restricting access to the vaccine will make covid worse and more dangerous, please start wearing a mask, which actually does a significantly better job of preventing transmission in the first place.

i don’t come on here enough to scream about how much i love my girlfriend but i truly do and she is my favorite person in the world and i can’t stop thinking about her all the time and it’s almost been a year since we met and i am fucking SAPPY AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

and all we wanted was to know what happened to paul :(

i am having the biggest itch to get back into streaming now that i my hours have gone down at work but i am also hoping to get a monday-friday job and i need to be realistic about my time once that starts and i am just SAD

it is the last day of disability pride month!! anyone able to donate to help me pay off medical debt??? i have a throne wishlist too. anything helps pls.

please continue to support Andrea, she is under so much stress and upset, and having to fundraise and incentivize people on top of that is too much, please donate, please share, please help this grow consistently

today her ER vet costs were $180, we got a little antibiotic for her eye that i can use if her condition gets worse and we’re monitoring her stool. other than those symptoms she’s peppy and playful and perfect and kitten-like… i’m just still so worried 🥲 ko-fi.com/l0rfie to support Juliet ♥️

i made custom blind boxes for my girlfriend and it still surprises me that i was able to do it without them turning out terrible!! and i need everyone to see little us!! like that’s me and my girlfriend in real outfits we’ve worn!!! 🥹🥹🥹

i am begging the universe for a job opportunity that lets me leave my current one, and i need it now please 🫠

i updated my @throne.com with items i need to replace because of pests & some stuff just needed that i didn't have moving in that would help me a lot in my daily life. throne.com/andrealausell

the last donation was over a week ago & only $70 raised. pls help by sharing & donating. i have another procedure on the 8th and anything helps. i'm still struggling to work and find help.

Pls share & donate if you can

thank you to the few people who've donated. i really appreciate it. it'll help with some lyft rides and tomorrow i can finally get more bladder control pads. i really appreciate. if anyone can help me out with funds for survival: venmo: @ Andrea-Lausell ko-fi: ko-fi.com/senoraandreita

How it feels to try to stay positive and engaged in your life while also staying aware of current events and being filled with so much rage

you can guess my mental state when i start playing Inside by Bo Burnham on repeat <333

i turned 22 today so my girlfriend got me a crown so the rule is that i am to be treated like a princess today, and then everyone can be mean to me tomorrow, thank you!! 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

Bringing this up again in lieu if the ableist bullshit from RFK Jr. This is why many of us disabled folks beg you to change your language. Ableist rhetoric kills.

hi i hate to ask for help again but i found a bed bug. my apartment management will pay for fumigating but i need help money wise with washing everything and putting cleaned items in bags until then. anything helps. i am upset ko-fi.com/senoraandreita

someone support me financially so i can write some books without worry of needing to make money at the same time, so i can just create lovely books and live comfortably in a cottage far away with just me, my girlfriend, and my cat <333 thanks!!

my goal is to move by june. earlier if i can. please donate. there’s been nothing for two weeks. i am so close to the goal. anything helps.

having a girlfriend has given me the urge to be crafty, like anything i see that she likes, i think "i can make that in some way" and can i? no but i will try my best

✨ NOT SPONSORED ✨ with bird flu on the rise, & other illness happening right now, along with covid not going away. this is your reminder to stock up on kn95 or n95 respirators. here's 2 places i get them bonafide (has discount codes) - bonafidemasks.com wellbefore - wellbefore.com/collections/...

another Epic saga release but it’s the final one so i am sitting here all :( for that fact alone UGHHH

got my feelings hurt today and the way my neurodivergent brain is CLINGING on to what i wish i could’ve said in return to have them rethink the affect their words have but i went the safe route of just awkwardly laughing it off :)))

I need yall to fucking evolve. If you’re still reading Harry Potter and SJM in 2024?! Please.

also almost 100% done with decluttering & downsizing everything i own so i don’t have to do it when i am able to move. all i have left is my bathroom drawers & one container tub. if you’re able to help with me moving, consider donating here: ko-fi.com/senoraandrei...

hello, it's the holiday season 🎄 & as a queer disabled person who is trying to move out on her own again for independence and safety, all i want for this holiday season is to reach my goal of a security deposit. pls share + donate. ty 🤍 ▶️ ko-fi.com/senoraandrei...

i’m so tired and worn out and my body was physically shutting down at work today, someone save me please

being busy with work = always feeling left out because my social battery is low and it basically just gets recharged to survive work :)

i hope everyone who went black friday shopping was nice to the retail people and also please remember we, as associates, do not make the deals so leave us BE 😭😭 i wanna go home

i wish more people would mask and also teach their children to cough properly where they’re not spreading anything because the amount of times i have been coughed on by young children at work has me wanting to start SWINGING

let’s just get this out the way: sjm used breonna taylor’s murder to promote her cover reveal. and she’s racist and a zionist. coho glorifies abusive relationships tilly cole wrote a kkk romance jk rowling is a terf im missing some but stay so far away from me w these fools. #Booksky

🔴 LIVE NOW my birthday fundraiser stream is starting NOW. playing games with friends, and hopefully getting me to my goal!! come join! twitch.tv/andrealausell

bringing these photos to this app so i can say a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD (aka one of my best friends) @andrealausell.bsky.social 🎉 still can’t believe we met this year, can’t wait to meet up and watch people play valorant again 🤭