ok lol apparently bluesky needs you to verify your age now to use it so uh bye not giving yall my id fuck you

feel like shit now gonna feel better later gotta feel better later please please feel better later

why whyyyyy whyyyy whyyyyyyyy whyyyyyyyyyyyyy fuuuuck fucking gooooood whyyyyy

I want to get better at drawing nsfw or just hornier art in general. idk how ppl manage to do it, it always ends up feeling like this

Gag logo for my indie-made children's graphic novel. Like the type of exclusive thing you'd see on crew shirts for a film or show. #gabuarts #dinosaurgeorge #theepictaleofdinosaurgeorge

im currently on hour 7 of a 15 hour roadtrip and i think the radio is speaking to me.

A Bisexual King How wonderful is it that June 1st kickstarts beginning of Pride Month and Jurassic June as well as it being Dinosaur Day? Here's the king that swings (both ways) to celebrate! #gabuarts

three michelin star delectable meal over here guys !!!!!

bringing edibles on a 15hour roadtrip wish me luck guys hope it makes it better

hello it is pride month i am gay can i have 20 dollars

WIP but i think i love sleazeball venoct a lil bit too much. left is just some general sketches but heh...da right? thats indulgence babey

sudden urge to draw gay people. what does this mean for the trout population

I love that Valve’s Steam controller does the Wilhelm scream if you drop it 😂 what a fun little Easter egg

i love big fat men with long hair yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes let me peg you huhhhh who said that huuuuuhhhhh

old gator doodle :)

They keep sending young women to the vicious snake goddess, and not a single one has ever returned... #teratophilia

me at my fellow perverts

feels like im made of shapes and lines rn. drank celsuis for the first time [good] but i did it on an empty stomach [this action HAD consequences] and now my limbs have detached from my body and god is speaking static in my frontal lobe [???] #alldogsgotoheaven2

man im trying to find the full episode of yokai watch when nate summons venoct to fight heheheel but i cant find it anywhere and it feels like im in a hallmark movie chasing down my lost lover in a scared and desparate manner. where r u venoct cmere bbygirl

whatever. my eyes feel too dry to keep open. tired of ranting now, probably wont even believe most of it in the morning. im visceral when im tired and then when the light comes im fine.

i was gonna be a nun yknow. that was my elementary schools plan for me. they were trying to make me a good little prayer pig for god so id just roll over and take whatever they gave me. i want to kill her. that woman should've never had children. selfish fucking bitch

we shouldve never even evolved man. or god shouldntve made us. what does suffering accomplish? a sick thrill in our creator? are we just a joke to him? made in his image, yeah right. i know god is cruel because i am. made in his image. hes gotta be awful if thats the case

i know exactly how i feel at all times. its only ever others who either misunderstand or trample over those feelings or dismiss them. everyday people preach like the world is gonne end and you know what? i pray for it.

ugh. i miss the forums cause nobody anywhere else understands. i try to stay off them, theyre depressing. but its true. everyone on there is kinder than anything ive ever come across. i feel like im starting to hate every where else. except for my crush post i feel like they didnt get that one

idiot fucking internet. stupid fucking real life. nothing i do escapes, nothing i do is real. a tar filled effigy is all my wretched husk can even comprehend to. i dont care anymore, i want this hatred to fill up my body and control the rest of my life so i never have to think again

god just kill me i cant even be assed anymore. why do i still act like im 13. if i cant stand someone i should just say it but i always feel like im gonna get in trouble or bullied. i feel like i can never say what i want because everyone else is an adult and im just a kid whos pretending. kill me.

man sorry im clogging your feed to the two friends i got on here. hope its at least entertaining to watch me vomit up all the built up cynicism in my small, shriveled husk onto this damned nervous system of data we call the web. i hate being alive aand able to think

i think i want to kill my mom.

hope no one in my irl friendgroup or online strangers takes notice of my blog btw. as soon as bluesky introduces private blogs im turning that shit on. im nooooot goooingggg to twiiiitterrrr dontttt suggessst itttt illll killlll youuuuu

id rather kill myself than take the advice of one of those buzzword tiktok 'love gurus' btw. all of them are either trying to sell you something or idiots. despite being a virgin with no game i actually know what im doing in terms of introspection

not to say limerence doesnt exist, im just tired of its overuse as soon as tiktok discovered it. 'five signs you have limerence!' and its just. thinking about your crush.

like yeah im dumb but im not djmb enough not to realize when i have a fucking crush on somebody. maybe im just intense, dude. did anybody ever fucking think about that?? no because everyone would rather make everything so complex and over explain that words lose all meanings. fucking limerence. stfu

i get so stupid whenever it comes to love. i also hate how modern times has overcomplicated things to the point it makes me neurotic just fucking posting about how i have a crush. "ohh its limerence" "ohhh you just have a fp" "oh youre just splitting" my fucking god can a bitch just yearn

its been awhile but im back to complain about my dumb life because ive probably posted enough vents on ss and im trying to let that go on cooldown for a bit

No mouse. Just the lill pad on the laptop... here I present to you a doodle on MS paint with me n @mxh0ney.bsky.social #realshit || #doodle || #MSpaint || #thesilly

girls who dissapoint like a man are just annoying, honestly. grow up oh my god

My valentines day dinner♡ Sorry for the lateness I forgot.. (Double date with @mxh0ney.bsky.social ) #yumeship || #valentinesday || #reverse1999 || #reverse1999lilya || #dinner || #lidrea

nevermind!!! venoct in my tomodachi life island now. forcing him 2 marry my kurtzov mii (who i had to make a girl) hahahahahah get pregnant idiot white man

im so fucking miserable

not too sick for venoct posting but my cat did pass away this weekend so ive been grinding ykw for comfort. love my wife.

新年あけましておめでとうございます。 今年もどうぞよろしくお願いします

im going to feel better later because i am drinking water

water and cherries for dinner. im not risking it. i swear my mom is poisoning my food i swear I get sick everytime i eat i feel sick all the time I feel like i could vomit all day but I have to hold it down all the time im too scared to go to the doctor because they always shame me

i hate everything. ive been using yokai watch to cope but its just not working anymore. its like im however old i was in 2015 or whatever forever. maybe i was 12??? i dont remeber. i dont care. i just want to see it for the first time again.

ugh.

ok now that ive got some alcohol settled in my system i think im ok. was a little scary there haha! phew. drank sake, since i impulse bought some for venoct reasons, but ended up really liking it! specs employees are gods messengers and should be worshipped as prophets.

Wip

im high and scared where is venoct i miss him :(