join me on the horse. take my hand and join me on the horse. it doesn’t have to be gay, dude, just take my hand

my dad asked me to sketch a tattoo concept. gave it the old college try

two shy mfs will go “you can literally talk or ask to hang out anytime. I’d love to. you just gotta ask. no pressure” and then both be too scared to do anything. we are all just prisoners here of our own device

having a dream I’m beck uprising and waking up with the strongest dysphoria I’ve had in a while. looks around scared

thinking about tron so hard that my teeth grinding is audible

kingdom hearts gameplay is really good background sound. very easy to turn your brain off to

eughhhhhh nakamura…I care about you so much….

[nsfw/nudity] getting a hang of things by drawing friends’ ocs. yippee! yay!

[suggestive ig? wip] im doing things. making stuff

beautiful women want to vivisect me

// personal makes me happy that being medicated has given me a bit more wiggle room to talk to friends comfortably. maybe it means I can try to talk to more ppl in general? (scared)

pushing through intense anxiety and starting a priv nsfw magma. let’s unlearn shame. for pride

looks around. where am I open.spotify.com/track/2hVLsJ...

bisexuality in tron world #ilovemywife #iloveyaoivacation

kingdom hearts making tron a part of a physical computer that can feel stuff like a keyboard being touched has given me a lot to think about

drawing men in a million more situations and making a million more playlists. tantalus in nature. happy pride

bisexuality in tron world #ilovemywife #iloveyaoivacation

I’m gonna be sick

I draw you

I draw birds. bird and bones #birds #bones

scariest message to receive from my father

realizing I ask ppl to watch tron with me the same way ppl ask for a hit of a vape pen

went to a gay bar and had a sobering experience. i think it’s time i got my shit together. i need to lock the fuck in

getting to the muscle soreness part of testosterone houghhh. crazy this is the longest ive been in t consistently. it still feels weird adjusting to the body changes, both expected and new

straight girls will casually talk about their relationship experiences on tiktok and it will stress me tf out on their behalf. I didn’t think the bar could be so low with expectations from men…girl it’s not good to become a second mom for him, why are you smiling about it???

I get so gay off that hi like omg hellooooo

been doing a lot of cleaning in my apartment last two weeks, finally ordered myself a shedder, and submitted art for a local competition for the first time. let’s get it

watching a video analysis on a game and it’s very interesting seeing ppl try to understand mental conditions from an outside perspective (admittedly this is assuming.) really needs to be more discussion of ocd out there, still feels like so many ppl really downplay its severity

feel like my drawings have taken a bit of a confidence dip lately. fuuuuck I gotta do more practice

do NOT drink the tron water, man….what the fuck is going on

I really lost track of time. what the fuck do you mean I’ve been on new meds for 20 days. where the fuck am I

doodle the other day for @frootabooga.bsky.social before and after green incident (chronic)

he’s puppy?

my nsfw hcs for characters are all me just fucking around and shouldn’t be taken seriously. unless you agree and have your own thoughts, then I’m death gripping your shoulders and asking you to walk with me

incredibly chuffed whenever there’s a strong positive reaction to me drawing characters as chubby/fat. I raise my hands and say things like “yippee” and “yay”

what the fuck ever, man *bursts into tears*

what’s her fucking problem

collecting yearning/queer playlists like plastic water bottles in a bedroom. wher am I

too many things I like coming out, I’m going to collapse

starting the second season of scarecrow and mrs king. not the biggest fan of the changes so far

i fucking love this show

everything is green lately

being the cocktail of neurodivergence makes for an experience where i perpetually feel like it’s first day being human person. i feel like if a cockatoo made a wish to be a real boy

I miss tenna

the dread and despair was starting to set in cuz I think I forgot to take meds yesterday. ooooo

whatever man

their is everything to me. yes ❤️