IM A SCARE ACTOR AGAIN HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEH

okay but homemade doughnuts are soooooo goood hehe

getting hit with wave of anxiety for my audition tomorrow, like what if they decide they hate me

talking in your sleep is so goddamn embarrassing when people hear you doing it. like oh please PLEASE dont listen to that i have no control over that.

it's kinda wild how different i feel now from like 2 or so years ago. im a lot more me recently than i have ever been. its pretty neat.

absolutely fucking wrecked my elbow crashing into my tío’s tool box, but i have to have to draw sexy women

fog consuming my brain graahh

i fucking love this show

pointlessly complicated dragon miku wip

me and a group of friends watched the entirety of that among us show last night and its baffling me how much i enjoyed it.

among us world

for the sake of my own mental health i need to stop trying to put so much effort into people who wont put the same effort into me.

did not realize that i had noticeably lost weight till someone pointed it out. like im still chubby but it’s enough where im like “hey what the fuck this feels different”

after sitting on it, i really wanna gush about the backrooms movie and talk about the details. the little nods to lost media in the bg, the similarities it has to house of leaves, the handling of characters trauma, and subtle implications of how exactly the place replicates rooms, objects, etc.

today kinda sucked but my friends make me smile

past few days just been horrible mentally waaah

saw a movie with a chubby ryan gosling and i got cuteness aggression

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh insomnia................

im asexual in a horny way does anybody understand

period cramps so bad i cant move and want to scream so bad i feel im dying

i miss tron like hes a lover lost at sea

realized i missed my chance to do early auditions for scare acting, so now i gotta keep an eye out for whenever auditions pop up again and just hop they liked my weird behavior enough to ask me to come back.

maaan i wanna go to a club thats blasting goth music and make out with someone

been a huge rise of people being really arrogant and condescending towards me and i dont care for it

god i love women HAUGH

scarecrow and mrs king laying out the full bisexual spectrum

Nickname: harm/harmony Pronouns: he/they Height: 5’2 Sexuality: asexual (biromantic) Smokes: nope! Drinks: on occassions Piercings: just my ears atm Tattoos: none rn Fav color: purple Fav drink: chamomile tea or chocolate milk Fav animal: rabbits :]

sometimes it feels strange hearing the way people describe their attraction to a specific gender as a genderfluid person. like woah im a girl sometimes, as well as man, non binary on some sundays, etc. i'd like to find someone who'll love all of me.

need rewatch project hail mary to get me through it. movies about about friendship carry me emotionally.

those who are kind to me and make me laugh will be granted my fondness, but others who are rude to me and piss me off will burn from my everlasting wrath

i need people to stop trying to be subtle with me, JUST TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT OMG.

omg drawing nsfw is actually improving my art they were right it does help with anatomy

had a long and weird dream about talking to someone ive lost contact with and waking up from it made me feel so upset

dont know why im feeling shy about promoting my nsfw account all of a sudden but here bsky.app/profile/stic...

i cannot watch movies with my family, cuz theyre the type to pause every few minutes to say something or predict whats going to happen. STOP!!! I WANNA WATCH THE MOVIE!!!!

been drawing nsfw and im torn on whether i should post it on this account or make a new one solely for pervert purposes. cuz i feel like its daunting for me to be all like "i wish i could reconnect with the people ive drifted from..." then go "HEY LOOK AT THESE TITS I DREW"

funerals are always so awkward when i don’t recognize anybody there, but they all know who i am and are trying to comfort me.

forgot to bring my switch with me before going out and i feel incredibly antsy. my miis. where are they

reflecting on a lot of shit i do. man i need therapy.

older queer person complemented my outfit yayyy made me feel super happy!!! :]

talking about tron

i wish i knew what friends perspective of me is sometimes

doodling

project hail mary instantly becoming a comfort movie jesus christ

crossing my fingers for that job by the end of this year

had taco bell last night and it feels like my stomach still hasnt forgiven me

ben took me to go get a haircut !!! its so different i love it!!!!!

//vent it sucks getting confirmation that my feelings on something was in fact one-sided and i wasted so much time being emotionally hung up over it. just embarrassing.

lady smells soooo bad

never has my texan accent come out more. everyone up here got the heaviest northern way of talking and its making my twang show more than usual.