gonna be honest and open about something, i need folks to lighten up on poking fun at my sleeping issues. im not targeting anyone, ive been noticing everyone doing this and its making me feel kinda miserable. struggling with this stuffs been incredibly difficult rn.

getting high af and watching repo because i DESERVE IT

i keep seeing people bring up On Together and it looks like fun. i wanna jump on the train cuz body-doubling really helps me get work done. if i played it, would people join me? wondering...

im starting to notice a pattern in the characters i relate to

chocolate cherry cakes if i could marry you i would

bwaaah i love my friends

checking out new anime in meantime. look, i do agree that sub will always be better than dub. but sometimes dubs make me wheeze laugh.

continuing to design an alt outfit for my sona before i even finish my main ref cuz idgaf 🩷✨

theres a connection with these trust me. in this essay i will discu- *dies on the ground*

i have to talk about gachiakuta every chance i get or i'll explode into a million pieces.

i need people to be more direct about how they feel about me. genuinely stop trying to be subtle around me, your fear of coming off too strong is making you fumble me.

every time i lose my phone, i dm ben to call me so i can find it. i forget each time what his contact looks like on my phone.

my guardians want me to be out of my room more, but every time i try to sit in the front with them theyre both blasting two different things on their tvs on full blast. its the most overstimulating thing ever if i stay here any longer im gonna explode

me and a friend joked about reading umineko on sundays like bible study, but now we’re actually going to do it

finally gonna do umineko bible sunday with grace and im so fucking scared

mash….. season 3……

i cant stop thinking about this doll.... shes sooooo cuuuute....

romance isnt something that i really want hanging on my mind all the time, but damn do i really want to shower someone with affection and be showered with it back.

someone told me i look like im 2 apples tall yesterday, and im still peeved about it. NOT EVEN 3 APPLES!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!

really excited about my new outfit hehe

oh how i wish i was there…

had a great idea

glad im at a point where relatives' whole "you'll never find someone being that fat" bullshit means nothing to me and my only response is "you clearly dont know that gay people fuck with fat bitches, im sexy af"

magma sketch

crossfaded as fuuuuuuuccckkkkkkkkjkk!! happy new year!!!!!!!!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

one of my favorite memories of 2025 is milk giving me directions while i was playing sh2 for the first time this year

hehe

to the neighbors bass boosting music so loud that my house vibrates, i hope a firework zips to your car and lights your backseat on fire on new years! :) ♥️

really need some more time to bake her in the oven buuut

i finally sobered up after being high last night and today its felt like this

im so highg that the nutcracker ballet is scaring me like what the fuck! is that!!!

me and a friend joked about reading umineko on sundays like bible study, but now we’re actually going to do it

oh how i wish i was there…

the best thing about playing silent hill 2 for myself is when someone tells me a shitty take about the game and they havent played it themself i can go "NO YOURE WRONG"

really need some more time to bake her in the oven buuut

*slams hands on table* THATS IT! I GOTTA START DRAWING BOOBS!

FUCK I FORGOT ABOUT NEW KNIVES OUT

feeling like this for the past while

been having some issues processing how my body looks, so ive been tracing it to understand it better. trying to enforce some self love on myself i guess.

ive accidentally fixed my sleep schedule too well. im falling asleep at 8pm and waking up at 6am like im back in middle school

you know i do miss my job sometimes... like i got to make grown men cry and get paid for it.... i dont miss the random scorpions tho!!! they were scary!!!

thinking about accessories and clothes....

this is the most me plush ever

played parappa the rapper 2 for the first time and now i just gotta believe

ima be so real i might not be able to finish that madoka presentation, theres just so much to talk about. plus idk if it would really be fun for anyone to listen to me ramble about a magical girl show for an estimated 4 or maybe 5 hours 💔

i think it’s time for a lil redesign time

lazy oc body shape doodles

really really old stuff i never uploaded blood and gore 🩸

i get the coolest ideas and then do nothing with them