So I've been removed from the upcoming @fruitiesteam.bsky.social raid train for saying, "spooky" as in a scary thing. That's fine, it's their event. Yet it's totally fine for @caseyquarcon.bsky.social one of their lead streamers to shout, "Kill all white people" on a black trans woman's stream?

Get it now?

I'm honestly just trying to live my life. I don't want to hurt anyone. If I frighten you then I'll at the very least try to explain myself. But if I can't get through to you then I'll just excuse myself. Some delusions I just don't have the strength to get through and that makes me sad. 1/3

God I feel like I'm going insane. People really like to make mountains out of molehills over the stupidest of things and then make you out to be a villain because, god forbid, you use a word that has no ill-meaning behind it. And when you question it you're thrown out.

Why is it that no platform is run by someone who's not a drooling lunatic. Why is it so hard for people to just be fucking chill

and it's like, yeah obviously you shouldn't call another person a spook. but that isn't what the word "spooky" has literally *ever* meant. it is not related, and even if it was then avoiding it *now* would be backwards in a similar way as the asinine movements to declare that queer is still a slur

extremely lukewarm take but calling halloween aesthetic "spooky" is not remotely racist. its roots go hundreds of years further back than the Extremely Brief period 60 years ago when black people self-applied the term of camaraderie "spook" and then racist whites adopted it as a slur

Welp, raid train isn't happening. -_-;

Fuck gender norms. Be the little spoon if you wanna be. 😤

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I was called here by humans, who wished to pay me tribute. Dracula from Castlevania. Made on stream for the Night of the Vampire. #pixelart #ドット絵 #fanart

I'm thinking I'm gonna try to get back into the swing of things on Wednesday or Thursday. Probably gonna drop Mass Effect because it's the Spooky Month and I wanna play some Spooky games!

PIERCE THE HEAVENS!

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IT'S GENERATIONAL BAYBEEEEEE

God everything feels so fucking numb. I feel like I'm just kinda wandering aimlessly and I don't know where the hell I'm gonna end up. I'm trying to do something, anything, to take my mind off it all. Hell I haven't even been able to cry about it. And I know something's gonna happen at the most

AkiBread and I decided to go our separate ways. I wish her all the best. I don't know when I'm gonna be back into streaming. I'm going to take some time to do... I don't know, exist? Let my head process all of this. I don't know.

Stream's cancelled today. I don't have the spoons for it today. Probably won't tomorrow either.

I'm excited to be back to streaming tonight at 6PM PST. I wanna finish up Mass Effect 3 so I'm gonna go hard tonight and Saturday. That way we can finally start the scary games come next week. OuO

God I feel this. I'm always afraid that I'm just spouting off memes and just being boring.

I think it'd be really cool to even just get an honorable mention. If you think I'm cool enough, a nomination would be awesome from you. Or don't... I'm not your dad. docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1F...

Squad goals.

Drop some pumpkins! 🎃 ....okay I guess?

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Bumping this because it’s October 1st on Wednesday.

Found that guy's truck

#zeroranger #illustration #イラスト

Stream schedule for this week!! It's time for Akitober my favorite time of the year where I mostly stream horror games!!! I'm gonna play a bunch of Silent Hill f this week because it's super good and wanna see where the story goes!! Also starting up D2 one of my favorite games I've never played!!

Kamen Rider Zeztz Opening

THE ABADDON FIGHTER

Live now streaming Silent Hill f I'm super hyped!!! twitch.tv/akibread

Yeah this bug is still kicking my ass. I'm on the upswing, but I still need time for rest. So no stream today. X.x

God I hate it when my nose is stuffed up and when I go to blow it, pressure builds up and my nose fucking squeeks like a balloon. X.x Someone come put me out of my misery.

youtu.be/Fgasjk_2lpc?... THE LATEST EPISODE OF SAOA IS OUT OF COPYRIGHT JAILLLL Come here me say things I can never quote at conventions.

Eating cookies in the bathtub because: 1. Fuck the cops. 2. I'm an adult, and I get to decide what that means. 3. I'm sick as fuck and need the dopamine.

It's true

I'm alive and at work, but at what cost? I'm gonna try to stream tomorrow if I can, but it's still up in the air.

I finally cleaned up my messy cablework

Not sure if I'm gonna stream this week. x.x Caught a bug and it's kinda messing me up. x.x

It's my birthday! Everyone owes me a cake. ko-fi.com/serycodes

Me running away from my responsibilities.

Announcing our annual upcoming raid train to celebrate National Coming Out day and enjoy the queer and eerie atmosphere of October! Dates: Oct 11th - 19th 🎃Please apply here: forms.gle/RYwdEAP4NejA... Deadline: Sept 24th

Is this how we gotta get our message across? I mean... Maybe I'll take a shot at it.