The way my frontal lobe is actively developing before our eyes

TW// ED I think I'm going to make myself come out of this relapse because Literally I just keep binging and purging and all it feels like I'm doing the past few days is gaining weight. I was actually maintaining and sometimes miraculously losing when I was intuitive eating+

The problem is it takes me a while to get into the story but once I get into the story I really get into the story. This happened with fourth wing and now it's happening with iron flame. I just had to get past the first three chapters and now I'm eating it up I just got to chapter six lol+

I figured out why I've had such bad OCD days the past few weeks. Literally the most obvious explanation. I ran out of my anxiety meds. Lmao. When I take them my brain doesn't go on an OCD loop. Jesus Christ so I'm not insane. I just need my God damn meds 😭🙏was honestly worried there for a second.

Daily bunny no.2924 is done for the day

Daily bunny no.2926 is doing some redecorating

This has singlehandedly cured every mental health issue I've ever had in my entire life hands down

You guys will not hear me shut up about this for a while

How I feel after learning how to grocery shop responsibly

Should change this bio to the chronicles of being new to adulting or some shit

Me after finding this out

Me when I actually adult

Also I just calculated it... without the healthy choice meals... it's get this.... drumroll please.... 54.61. 54.61!!!!! THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU GET OVER YOUR FEAR OF COOKING HELLO????? A WHOLE ASS WEEK OF FOOD FOR THIS CHEAP INSTEAD OF 80 DOLLARS???? WTF????????

I feel like an adult (I am one- a new one to be fair... but this is one of the rare moments I actually *feel* like one 😂)

Barely used this account today which means my depression has actually been okay for once... might even shower 😍🥳

No because if astrology isn't real then why was my abusive dad who everyone loves bc he puts on a good show in public a Leo and my narcissistic manipulative two faced mother a Gemini??? Exactly

In da clerb we all broke

Idk how to fix myself and I really wish I did because I'm so tired of this

I hate myself so much 😭😭

Well... if you say so

TW// ED - - - ED's are so Isolating I actually cannot rn 😭💔

TW// ED - - - I can feel my exercise addiction coming back. So fun 😍!! (Someone please save me I want to sob)

TW// ED - - - I barely ate the past 2 days before this so ofc my hungry ass NOT ONLY got dunkin for breakfast but also binged on an ENTIRE BAG of Doritos just now. Honestly it was worth it because it numbed me but also now I feel horribly guilty I feel like+

The problem is I can't function without caffeine but when I have too much caffeine I have too much anxiety and paranoia 😭

Accidentally took an hour break after writing for 25 minutes but at least I wrote a lot in those 25 minutes lmao

Why are my vents always so well explained I talk like I'm explaining this to a psychology class like babe omg chill

The answer to this dilemma is look up his username on clearsky. Bro is blocked by like 30 of my moots who are women??? Ummmm maybe I'm not the only one who sensed some weird vibes! Obv it's just intuition not anything specific so not sending a hate train just saying at least I'm not crazy 💀

I really resonated with this profile picture and also it matches my header so 🙏

One thing about me is I will change my layout a million times but never my username

Lowkey might have to do this for my bday

Be honest is it wrong to block him just because I'm unsure of his vibe and intentions even though he hasn't actually directly done anything wrong 😭

Getting a build a bear would fix me

It kills me I have to save the money I have rn to get lyfts to and from class otherwise I'd get this immediately ugh

Shoutout to the person who blocked me for venting too much on main because this account is so much more fun

TELL ME I DONT NEED THIS OH MY GOSH MY BABY POOKIE BEARS HELLO???

Becoming a full time fan of women's country music would fix me

Having a daughter would fix me

Hiding on here for the rest of the night because my ocd is bad at night

Also having this Winnie the Pooh Bear plushie would fix me

I fear listening to rainbow by kacey musgraves live would fix me.

When you can't tell if a guy is a creep or it's just your paranoia from trauma

I knew there was something deeply wrong with me when I resonated with Elsa at the ripe age of 7

I will get better one day. I will get better one day. I will get better one day.

Feeling: overwhelmed

Probably needed a hug, instead I'm about to write a book in the middle of the night

I need to sleep but I finally feel up to writing a chapter of my book 😭

I think we've discovered a pattern: my OCD gets the worse when I need sleep

TW// ED - - - I relapsed yesterday with my ed and I'm lowkey proud of myself for this because I'm worried i won't get myself help if my health gets dangerous again and what will happen if I'm alone when that happens but this reminder makes me feel better