Raven Call👁️‍🗨️

Once again staring wistfully at the Paint Tool Sai Marker brush after exclusively working in Procreate now. I think about going back decently often but I don't have a working normal tablet rn >.<

[commission] Mourning for a star long gone #commission #ffxiv #hades #azem

😳uhmm... Hiii Doctor Mika, is it my turn to see you?

The more I get into digital minimalism, the more frustrated and angry I get at the current state of the world. Having to login to an app to pay for my laundry while being assaulted with DRAFT KINGS CASINO ads on the TV, having three ad breaks in a short podcast episode that then tries to sell me ->

At the age where self discovery looks a lot like "I'm allowed to be disabled, actually" and simultaneously "don't bully me or I'll cum now has /caveats/"

( ^ ᵕ ^ ) old advice i still stand by.

Going through my yearly "man I miss martial arts" phase. The natural high that you get while sparring, the confidence, how giddy and airy you get, just intrinsically /knowing/ your body. UGH.

A good primer for folks who may be on the fence about screen time reduction! youtu.be/j-TK_oWSg0g

taur-au beam on Mika. He's kinda scary like this but that wouldn't stop me.

Every time I have to do math and draw grids when learning, I just sit here and think "biblically accurate anime girl" Working through "Complete Guide to Drawing Manga and Anime" and really pushing myself outside of my own style and proportion sense.

Watching a random YT doc - the FF7 house couple doing the same shit in the Hannibal fandom was NOT on my bingo card.

just a little cute #hythades

I'm so tired of being sick!!! I've had something going on each month since the year started and I'm GUMPY about it

I want to learn only dances that are from video games. The more niche the better. I used to know the Manderville but I'm talking Toontown victory dance etc

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🌟The new 2.0 version of my fanfic pins are here! Every time I go to retire these, I get a wave of people asking for restocks so... They're here to stay! I've also added some new tropes! Check them out! You can get them now here: www.seateas.store Thank you!! #SynShop

I either need to commit to losing some weight or get some more masc club clothes bc squeezing into "college high femme" Taryn's club gear is nooooot it

Thinking of following a little manga drawing book course for a while....it seems very femme centered and I don't have a lot of femme OCs. MUTUALS!!! GIVE ME YOUR OCS FOR PRECTICE!!!

Some idle thoughts this past month: On top of my limiting of social media time, I feel that I've been purposefully censoring myself, here and elsewhere, due to fear of a specific person cyber stalking me. I have no proof other than knowing this person well and their past behavior. >

The Shapeshifter👁️

In a convo with @veeluisa.bsky.social a few months ago, I explained the "how well is Taryn doing" scale as far as binging media goes. In order from "little stressed" to "psych ward time" - How It's Made - Everglow's KH timeline - King of the Hill - A very specific Game Grumps Sleepytime playlist

I love being a knowledge seeker!!! I love curiosity, reading, listening to podcasts, watching video essays, looking up my local plants and birds, constantly asking "why" or "tell me more"!!!!!

Worldbuilding question for all DMs and writers: what is the "platypus" of your world? The creature that shouldn't exist or sounds super fake but isn't?

Ozmodeus 🐙

Picked up a VN after seeing it recommended on Neocities....only to get smacked in the face with a face claim a very old roleplay friend of mine used to use.

I am not immune to propoganda (hot boy art vtubers to watch while I co-work) I am immune to propoganda (really crowded stream overlays = overstimmy ewwwww)

After finishing Lights Out (against my better judgement) I feel like I need to make and release three lists: 1+2 are music and fanfics that would make booktok girlies shit themselves and 3 is "fanfics with better writing style than NYT authors"

This situation is terribly dangerous, and it seems there's no where else left for you to go... my friend Disva wanted to see a POV piece of hostile hide and seek with Sucra 😈

youtube.com/playlist?lis... Absolutely AMAZING find from my random physical CD haul. I can't find anything on the artists so it seems like they may have released this LP and disappeared.

lots of rough doodling and coloring today having fun while I try and stay awake to reset my sleep schedule (oc)

"Now Jimmy, don't fuss, we have Pokemon Pokopia at home" Pokopia at home:

Vassal of the Worm King

AHHHHHH a player said to my DMing tonight "that sound effect was so realistic I thought you were actually having a coughing up blood problem"!!!! PEAK Overall they've been so sweet and have been enjoying the Crooked Moon I'm running for them. It feels so good to be playing consistently again.

Waxen angel of death bickering with a sulfurous fire archdemon over your soul — I have a wasting, ravaging desire to make out with them....and also see them making out with each other 🥰

IDK when it happened but I've started saying "Of course" in response to "thank you" and I fucking HAAAATE it. I've been actively trying to change it but it's been so tough and awkward so far LOL

wehhhhhh therapy homework is gonna be hard but that's why its gonna be good.

In the back of my mind I know Ive drawn this pose before but I drew Zohar (not lizard) again yay 🥺

"IDK I don't think there were really any signs of me being trans as a kid, I don't remember any-" Me, age 15:

Softness

youtu.be/cP0WBXylsFM?... Fall Asleep While I Play POKEMON POKOPIA - MadMorph

My partner Ian is one of the only people I've known to intensely talk in his sleep and it's so endearing. Me: Hey sweet boy, do you want me to cook for us tonight? Him, unconscious: mmmm couple sleverets Me: Okay sweetie

[thread] KYN: A world torn through by an ancient, magical spear. The hole splits the planet in half, and through it creatures from different worlds spew forth. Science can not exist where magic does, and vice versa, leading to the large variance of civilizations across the globe.

Sora

Tam and Dela sit in the rain while he broods about being attacked (by a different red head lol). I'm in an art roleplay group that encourages improving your art by doing illustrations (and other stuff). I wanted to start including other member's characters. Dela Ru belongs to Screepy on discord.

Robot Yaoi to soothe the woes of life. Putting these together in one post. I think this middle-aged robot guy can have some physical contact, he's earned it.

Made this a while ago for a Hetherev Egg Swap as a "hey, here's what I like in designs and what I'm inspired by" and. IDK. Feels like it should live in the wild LOL