went out in the backyard and just cried my eyes out laying down looking at the sky and saw not one but like three shooting stars beyond corny for the universe to do that for me

i feel like i'm being forgotten, or i am going to be

i just beyond adore this 🥲💙💛

Art for @yoteyap.bsky.social :3 #FurryArt #Art

everyone cyberbully her. she keeps trying to eat my plants

this is my daughter and its evil fucked up red bacteria snack

i do wonder if she knows or recognizes how loved she is

"Julian Was Stuffed" poem about objectum plush love from the handle with care zine is still just echoing in my mind and haunting me. the ending bit, shown here, it absolutely broke me

transgender small natruals

stone edge

study ☔️

and hey, i miss you i'm carrying you with me and hey, you've got me you've got me, you've got me you've got me, you've got me

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'don't look back in anger', collage on paper, 2025

coyote thanks you so much for the love upon me opening up. 🧡

my coming out cake

how else can i say this? i've been interacting with plushies the most i ever have been this year, and i'm pushing 30. i always had this anxiety hugging and petting and kissing them growing up, i never wanted to "ruin" a plush and roughen its' fur with my affection.

wolf that runs up to you holding a bundle of sticks in its maw, I sets them down and carefully starts shaping out letters- it gets as far as "HI FAGG" before running out of sticks, staring at you and running away full speed

one really overwhelmingly positive autism experience is just being so easy to please, or maybe this is just me, the things i love just bring me immense joy and it can literally be the simplest thing ever like seeing a mourning dove, or watching my records spin

oh my god i accidentally spilled some coffee creamer and instant powder on my arm fur and i smell like coffee and vanilla

i don't care anymore, bandaid's been ripped off. you guys can see these it does not matter anymore this is what i spent the entire year drawing secretly inbetween my work LOL

and hey, i miss you i'm carrying you with me and hey, you've got me you've got me, you've got me you've got me, you've got me

i just need to let you know the coyote that i relate to the most (who was at saveafox) was.. quite literally named yote.. and i just.. i can't get over that this is me HELLO. we share a soul. i'm factkin with this coyote kglfsjgsflkfs

What if our phys bones touched 👀

Cinematic Soundtrack for @rhapsodybarks.com ❤️💛💚🩵🖤 🎵- There She Goes by The La's

actually, i think i kind of already have this reality

girled friend

i don't want to die but i want to die and be reincarnated as this and be doted on and loved and pampered by a weird quirky plushophile girl or something

you can use your free will to cash out 90$ in capital one rewards to a cracker barrel gift card. i decided against this but it did cross my mind.

shake shake~🍂 #art #oc #autumn

wait is this the origin of touys

TF!!!! TRANSFORMATION!!!! TURN INTO SOMETHING ELSE NOW NOW NOW!!!

i couldn't make it to BLFC. but instead i'm going back to my friend's place in rhode island and pulling along a friend who's never been to america before, so that's genuinely just as good

holy shit out of nowhere i heard the cackle-y yelping of a coyote and like, that is maybe the rarest possible thing in my neighborhood ever ahhhh cryinggggg

being normal about the moon again 😌

arrhehehehehe perhaps send me questions while i'm in VRC for hours to come back and read when i'm done yoteyap.straw.page

so yeah azure.. azure is me, yes, but i still get confused whether or not i am a raven as for coyote wise i have 100% certainty on that, it's just.. god, there is an estimate of 18,043 species of birds how am i supposed to narrow that down for myself.

and you know what i think there's some credence to almost mirroring the spirit out of an animal you hang out with enough. when i worked with parrots i identified as one and i think it was just because i was communicating with them so much on an animal level

avian kinself a little bit dormant lately but the crows snacking on some bugs out in my backyard right now are giving me some resonant feelings

i used to never block people on twitter even when they harassed me and now i block like crazy on this account it’s genuinely funny

SSFBFJSKFBDND HEEELP HELP HELP

absolutely insane how addicting VRC is to me because of just that very very strong strength of it being utilized as a conduit for kin affirmation i love hanging out with people IRL of course. everyone does. but there is something so special about being my authentic self in a room

there's a coyote model on VRChat i've been using that has a fucking eyelid twitch, and i've been getting exactly that for several months (i'm guessing it's something from like 15+ years of taking antipsychotics) and it was disturbingly accurate

two photocards for @autismfag.bsky.social 💗💗 ily

Commission ✍️ Biig stretch! I'm currently open! ko-fi.com/kofeeo/commi...

wroooo,,,,

My gf asked me to draw Dracula Flow while we were at the coffee shop