paramour fati

i'm in argentina now i'll be here for 3 months hell yeah

despair abject chemical deficit a wretched loss of anesthetic my knees are blooded and now i feel them aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

which one says “me”

huh

spaghetti squash in a portuguese egg yolk pastry fucking delectable, hadn’t considered it yet

instagram ads finally pegged me

girl dinner is dinner !!!

for sale chekhov's gun never fired

it’s possible to invent millions of characters through obsessive observation of the self

good morning

Californians will literally post pictures of a perfect ocean on a beautiful day after a tsunami warning is cancelled and scream "JUST ONCE I WANT SOMETHING TO HAPPEN I WANT SOMEONE TO DIE" The Bay Area is inventing the AIpocalypse because of abject, sociopathic boredom.

Women are indisputably the civilizing force. Enkidu ran naked with the animals until he was bedded by a woman. The animals ceased to recognize him. He moved to a city. I lived in a house without plants or candles or dumbbells. A woman came over, now i have all 3.

I'm designed to be in love.

at 5am yesterday monk called it a night so i walked to the miradoru near his house alone and asked a random man playing music if i could buy a beer. he handed me one, i danced to the music a little then wandered away, taking these pics. he came up to me after, handed me a cup of red wine, we drank.

the only thing that matters are girls

I have to call it a success. The construction was batter, Muenster cheese, chicken breast, Muenster cheese, batter The darkness in the waffle crenellation is perfectly burnt cheese Topped with elderberry jam

This is a big slutty sandwich served in Portugal called a francesinha. It consists of layers of meat, bread, and cheese, is smothered in a sauce, and topped with a fried egg. The bread is pillowy, the meats are usually ham, sausage, and a thin steak. The cheese is simple, and a bit melted.

church looks like a synagogue

google maps is crazy because you can be just trawling manually through pacific islands to meditate on remoteness then find a review for the Pacific Remote Islands Marine National Monument that's actually just a guy trauma dumping in a bald display of untreated mental illness

very particular color of morning

civ 6 has eaten more straight bricks of my life than any thing other than alcoholism

devastated voice: well arcane s2 was a fucking romp huh

oh my god arcane is so moody millennial coded i got sniped so hard but i can't stop ridiculing myself for liking it because it was basically designed with "2007 high school" in mind

Perhaps the worst thing Rick and Morty did is somehow force literally all of media to do some multiple dimensions shit. I like Arcane quite a lot, but man, here too?

sometimes in a groupchat i actively don't like someone but they're a common source of entertainment but i want to tell that person i hate them but my open declaration of hate might ruin everyone's fun it's a real conundrum

Okay, I'll commit to posting here at least once for every period of consciousness. I'm discovering M83. The song "Solitude" fucking blew me away a couple days ago. www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HA6...

not reading dandadan because the anime is so good but feeling the daily urge to read dandadan because the anime is so good

i don't have the presence of mind to manipulate my opinions ongoingly for approval it's either silence or i'm spouting earnest thoughts and when i'm silent i'm twitchy

Truly my phone should have a BAC detector. Truly I should not be permitted social media above .08

so @alice.mosphere.at got me listening to the new linkin park album every song reminds me of like 4 other bands i can't quite name it's such a bizarre mix for me, a nostalgia trip but new. it sounds like my childhood renovated and repackaged. and yet i'm liking it. see you all at WARPED TOUR

The worst part about moving frequently is I am very particular about my surroundings for writing. I like my desk to be at the right height, my chair to come up to it the right way, my lamp to be just so. Presently everything is wrong. I'm inconsolable. Hunched over a poor table, typing like a peon.

aite twitter's getting spooky i'll post here more

good morning this is my present stack

these pattern embeds are going to provide a ton of credence to schizos and absolutely eat us with an incredible density of concept work that could drive the sanest mad by turning infinite credible signals to noise

Given the impending demise of Twitter, I suppose I'll at least be crossposting to bsky, and maybe leaning into my presence here. Something about the impending Teenage Boy branding for the social network that's changed my life the most is hitting v depressing.

marketing company that performs mass killings for clout/attention

war as controlled burn, creating cheap real estate freeing up resources in a region demanding reconstruction war as a fire, as a disaster, as a stimulus project

writing as a hobby, or creation of any sort, is an act of actively establishing new connections and incorporating new symbols it's the act of generating and refining a scaffold and honing the tools which permit its use it's a way of refining the self and the world

crazy how whole communities will build around getting interaction with one or two individuals’ platforms

idk it’s approaching 3am and i can’t sleep

the eternal battle of the present against the future

i'm not homeless, but i have no permanent address, and nowhere i feel rooted to strange period in my life, flitting place to place i should write up my experiences, the predominant themes of my life over various eras, especially the last few years, and explore those themes

best bust

honestly this is pure self-expression. i love bodies, i love my body, i think everyone loves to share. i like figure drawings, i love different appearances, i love to focus on the bodies of strangers and try to model them and produce images of them. anw agree

@bashu.is.lovable.today u wanna do some kind of picnic or visit a bar or something? group things welcome. i don't know many people locally but mby u me and @ceo.ingroup.social could figure some kind of group creative thing out or literally just food and a blanket at a park

montreal is simply a very pretty city

venture capitalism is 2 letters away from adventure capitalism which is when powerful muscular men flexed their way across the jungles to steal innovations from peaceful wise natives and sell them to the world for top dollar so think about that during your next funding round asshole

twin tower funko pop dolls

i wonder how much traditional economic measures are still good indicators of social/economic/qol progress for a people