oh, nothing, just being all hormonally moody and icing my junk. why? what are you up to?

being late on my injection really craters the hell out of my mood

good night bsky

too high to respond to skeets properly. time to go back to the book

gummies, excellent beer, chips and queso, chocolates, and a book. what more does a girl need?

who wants to see bath titties?

she surprises me, and i love her for it

it’s pretty incredible that i get to look like this now

i love that i can pull fits together now in under 5min

yeah, i think it’s something

weirdly, walking around topless feels like i am not topless

i woke up in the middle of the night to a huge downpour, and now as i start my first meeting of the day it’s raining again i love it so much, makes me happy enjoying it too @entropic-emma.bsky.social?

another long day leaving me exhausted, but this time i took time for me

therapy homework day 6

39 and up Bluesky - drop a pic with your age 46

inspired by @halfbakedrhymes.com, i’m actually having breakfast today

“we’re trying to figure out what we did wrong” an 8yo girl going through an existential crisis and a crisis of faith knew that if she dared breath a single word about her feelings she’d be forced to go talk to a priest in confession and pray start there. start at why your child couldn’t trust you

therapy homework day 5

better day in that i didn’t cry my eyes out, powered through a ton of stupid work that’s unnecessary but almost overdue, and just did my injection

now 7 and 8

confirming and blocking a half dozen chaser accounts because some creep reskeets my depressed non-nude photo really isn’t a healthy way to begin my mornings i’m starting to feel like i can’t post any photos here anymore and that makes me sad how do i get off discover?!?!

tired. discouraged. drained. tomorrow will be better goodnight bsky

therapy homework day 4

sorry @emma.meangirls.online, you can’t come over again. the nimbys are making a fuss about it

good morning bluesky

when i say “pretransition purchase that works so much better on me now”, i never mean menswear

let’s see how many trannies we can find where the sun sets

to those who got to see, you’re welcome to those who didn’t, it started escaping containment and that’s just not safe now besides, buy a girl a drink first

show just a full-coverage bra, get automodded as both “non sexual nudity” and “explicit sexual image” on the same post show full body in the skimpiest strips of fabric known to stripperkind, no automod response most useless broken shit ever

it’s saturday night. a lot’s bad, but i spent the morning with trans friends, the evening chatting with more on video, and the afternoon shopping and looking hotter than my wildest dreams tonight at least i get to go to bed happy, and that’s why i will never give this life up

twitter t&s was a shitshow long before musk bought it. in fact, it’s precisely why he thrived and was able to buy it in the first place aaron needs to be fired

me. i’m something

something is begging for attention

therapy homework day 2

it’s getting about time to figure out something new with my hair

i did not get around to the laundry

near-zero-effort emily heading to a dive bar

therapy homework day 1

transition moment of shocking self-awareness #5,378: i constructed an entire personality out of self-restraint

egg cracked by 7 transitioned at 44 hrt at 44 current age 46

girl who spent an hour and 20 min on the phone only to be unsuccessful at finding out what a potential insurer will cover for transgender healthcare “check this page” - oh, the one that is only accessible by current members and requires a login? - “let me transfer you”

this is not hyperbole. if you're cis you may not see it. when you are in a position of authority and disapprove of trans kids transitioning, what you are doing is increasing their likelihood of suicide. it sounds stark. it is. that is reality.

listened to a piece while reading tonight that makes me want to take up piano again after almost 30 years. making sure to mention it here so I don’t forget in the morning (but i prob will so remind me?) is this the urge for a hobby i’ve been missing for long long time?

sadly i left it hanging in a hotel bathroom in chicago

i was supposed to be going through all my bras to see what still fit and i got a little distracted

before and after

door-to-door sales scam asking for my roommate and assuming she’s my husband was a nice bit of gender affirmation this week

i’m going to enjoy getting used to this

it’s so beautiful to see trans girls with loving relationships spending time with their mothers i’m spending that time instead letting my brother vent about how our mother is destroying her chance of a relationship with my niece like she has with everyone else in her life

i haven’t yet internalized that my boobs won’t fall out when i excercise such a wierd thing to be afraid of and be tuned to physical awareness of