Happy Halloween folks. Unfortunetly no stream tonight. My health is not where I want it to be to be able to stream tonight. Barometric migraine and full body fatigue plus intense nightmares to where i cant sleep off the headache are not a fun combo. Pain meds aren't working either.

Bluesky has NO ALGORITHM. Likes are PRIVATE by default. If you enjoy someone's content, you've GOT to get used to circulating it. The point of social media is to be SOCIAL. It's literally just a 2nd button press; please help artists out by hitting reblog, too! Likes are nice, reblogs get exposure!

Stream's done for the night. My hand is dying, I'm hungry and I have to be up at 10 AM. I'm gonna go scarf down my food and collapse x3

Still Goin'! Raven's also playing Animal Crossing: New Horizions, and since Mom's not super big into games, we're teaching her along the way! Hooked up the Elgato so you can watch the fun too!

Oh god, a stream! Semi-Emergency Stream- Goal is 350 USD piczel.tv/watch/Unknow...

Still eating dinner. Goal is 350 This takes into account the following: 85 for half of my bills 20 for one of moms bills 50 for groceries (mostly for the cats) 30 for mom's appt co-pay on Thursday 60 for gas for the week -and the rest of the goal gets eatten by my paypal loan Plz help if you can

I'm gonna do an evening stream tonight. I know I haven't streamed in a while, but I need to kick my ass into gear. My mic will be on this time, as I'll have Lorene [Mom] and Raven [Adopted Sister], the other two-thirds of Late Nite Makers, for some company. Gonna make dinner first tho. :3

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With SNAP benefits potentially being cut in November this is a reminder that if you see someone stealing food no you didn’t

So the pilot light ignighter for the blue flame wall heater died. We use that wall heater to prevent the pipes from freezing in the winter. And I have no money to get it fixed. No idea how much it would cost either. Can something in my life go right for once?

Twitch thinking about implementing AI clipping tool, this means yalls voice is gonna be scraped. You better vote against it. twitch.uservoice.com/forums/92471... #twitch

Is anyone really surprised at this point. Shocked that they're finally admitting it. Shocked, but not surprised. Right wing bigots will lie and cheat to get what they want, commit horrible acts when caught red handed and then try to gaslight others into thinking we're the mentally unstable ones...

An update journal. I implore you to read this if you want to know what's going on and how to help. TW: Childhood Trauma www.furaffinity.net/journal/1123...

So everything came out wrong in both my bank and paypal accts. So im super in the negatives and i need enough so i can stop having more overdraft fees; & because of some business financing, paypal is eating 35% of my income in loan repayments. I need $100 USD minimum ASAP ko-fi.com/unknownbearp...

majority of the time if an artist is trying to sell more work even though they have a backlog of incomplete work, it’s not because they don’t want to do the backlog of work. it’s probably more likely they’re trying to keep food on the table so they can actually work on the backlog without starving

So I may have forgotten that stress can trigger both ibs and fybromyalgia flares...and fibro flares can cause or worsen ibs flares....

I had to lay back down. I'm wide awake, but my body is so physically exhausted I couldn't even stay sitting at the kitchen table. I hate this.

I didn't realize how hard this news would hit me. Most of it is tied to a bunch of childhood trauma when mom had cancer the first time in 2001. :(

So after yesterday's confirmed cancer diagnosis, I'm in no mental state to stream. We have bills fue this week, along with more appt copays, so we need funds. If you can spare it, please slide some funds our way.

So the biopsy for mom came back. Cancer diagnosis confirmed. Invasive squamous cell carcinoma of the tongue with keritanization. Treatable, but still traumatic for me. My brain isn't handling the news very well. I'm just gonna hang out with mom and play some games tonight.

You procrastinate, and then you write the fucking paper the way the gods and nature intended. Several hours before it's due, high off either caffeine, nicotine, sugar, drugs, and PANIC. Fuck AI.

Only two days out to the Carrollton Arts and Crafts show on Oct 4th at Carrollton High School in Saginaw, Michigan! We're booth 18! 9am to 4 pm is the time! It's gonna be warm, but we'll have lots of goodies! Come and check it out!

Back home. Biopsy took less than 30 min. Either the doc calls Mom right as the results come back, or she just goes back in 3 weeks. I'm tired of driving, my shoulders hurt lol Also, more people need to use their turn signals when swapping lanes. Too many people don't use them at all >:(

A universal experience I’m sure God everyone’s so good at art, it’s unreal 💀

Welp. Biopsy time for mom. Anxietyyyy

Going back down to Detroit today for Mom's biopsy I would be lying if i said i wasnt nervous Also, i was cleaning out the weeds in the front yard and i was assaulted by a tree branch and it cut my middle finger What a fun way to start the day...

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I am a creature of chaos ...however... if my art supplies aren't properly organized, I will foam at the mouth. I've had to reorganize my case of charms 3 times this week cause the cats keep knocking the case over and it all scatters. scree

truth coming out of her well to shame mankind

The wip for the photo box! Still need to use some extra wide washi tape to cover the edges, but it can at least do its job! Fun fact: the actual box came from Norm's Corsair headset. Reusing cardboard at its finest...at least until we can afford a proper lightbox. Scissors used for a quick test!

Since mom and raven both laid down for a nap, I'm going to work on some jewelry. @latenitemakers.bsky.social has an event on Saturday, and we're trying to get as much stuff done before then. Yaaaaaayyy.... Help

The biopsy was approved and is for 1 pm tomorrow! Thankfully theres no extra co pay, but we do despretly need to get the oil changed on the car, cause the maintenence light came on about 30 min into the trip yesterday. Thats about 110 bucks right there (for full synthetic) Hoo boy...

Finally home. The appt was fine. Mom's insurance wanted prior auth for the -biopsy-. So as soon as that goes thru, the biopsy gets scheduled for this week. Which means a second drive down to Detroit! Also, watching the Dr's face go from "oh, this seems routine" to "serious time/go mode" Uh oh

It begins...

Leaving in an hour. Getting very nervous. Also realized due to construction and traffic, we might not get home till 8 or 9 pm. Any extra funds you can spare for us would be amazing, cause It'll go to either gas or food.

Today is appointment day. The gas tank is full, and we have the copay amount. However we have nothing for food for the day. We leave at noon, and we won't be getting home till at least 6 pm. I'm incredibly anxious about today... If you can spare some meal funds for today, I'd love that <3

I genuinely hate asking this, cause I'd much rather work for it: If you have any spare funds, please consider tossing some our way via Ko-Fi. Anything coming in goes towards gas, food and cancer related medical stuff (meds & copays). We appreciate anything given our way. ko-fi.com/unknownbearp...

I apologize for being rather quiet this past week. There's been a ton of stuff going on family wise and I've just been exhausted. Legit the past 4 days i've slept 12+ hours without intending to. And it's only probably going to get even more stressful come tomorrow. Big🧵 incoming.

I apologize for being rather quiet this past week. There's been a ton of stuff going on family wise and I've just been exhausted. Legit the past 4 days i've slept 12+ hours without intending to. And it's only probably going to get even more stressful come tomorrow. Big🧵 incoming.

piczel.tv/watch/Unknow... It's TIME! A big PWYW Stream where my first goal is 300 USD. Let's gooooo!

piczel.tv/watch/Unknow... It's TIME! A big PWYW Stream where my first goal is 300 USD. Let's gooooo!

So for those who are waiting for the big stream, I have to push it back a teeny bit further. I need lunch LOL I spent the past 3 hours doing prep work, and I probably should eat something before launching into more drawing. probs be about an extra half hour wait.

Here's the Autumn Super Sale! Art as low as 10 USD. Total Sale goal is 1000 USD. Sale runs through 9/30. Come 'n get some cute art!

Note: Stream is being pushed back to 2 pm so I can get some extra cleaning done.

I'm doing a HUGE PWYW Stream & Sale! Read this journal for more! TL;DR Stream tomorrow on my piczel @ 12 PM EDT Hella Reduced commission prices from today thru Sept 30th Giant total goal of 1000 USD (with 300 needed ASAP) Let's do this! www.furaffinity.net/journal/1122...

As a side note, I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing anymore, but I'm starting to really find my passion for art again. And I've always been one for launching head long into huge projects (comics, long streams, ect) I don't know if I've found my youth again, or if im going insane LOL

I'm doing a HUGE PWYW Stream & Sale! Read this journal for more! TL;DR Stream tomorrow on my piczel @ 12 PM EDT Hella Reduced commission prices from today thru Sept 30th Giant total goal of 1000 USD (with 300 needed ASAP) Let's do this! www.furaffinity.net/journal/1122...

Got this Succubus wolf adoptable up on my FA! Go give her a good home! www.furaffinity.net/view/62358387

So our cell phone bill came out earlier than we thought it would, and now mom's bank acct is in the negatives (with a bounce fee too). If anyone can spot us 200, that'll get moms acct back in the positives. I can do art stuff or we can pay you back when mom gets paid. ko-fi.com/unknownbearp...

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