Swedish healthcare, earlier this week: went in because I have been sick for a long time, fever, pain in throat, chest, and ears, dizzy, hard time breathing, etc Got to see 1 nurse & 1 student, no doctor. 1/4

Been taking supplements for this and more since making this discovery, and while I sadly have no way to check my values myself (and healthcare is not helpful)… I’m slowly starting to feel a little bit better! So with time my health will hopefully keep improving 🤞🏻☺️

I found THE cutest apron - with frills and a crossed back attachment instead of loop for your head, AND it’s made from cotton and linen! Literally the only downside is that it’s beige, buuuut…that’d be the perfect base for a cute leaf and flower embroidery pattern too… Help… I am SO TEMPTED 🥺

I’ve been reading a horror book today, and I’m now laying here alone in the dark… yeeeeeah. Bad idea. 🫠

I just checked my blood test results & found out that I am literally on the verge of anemia(hb 120) - and apparently pretty much always have been??? Yet no doctor thought to connect that to all my symptoms that align perfectly?? + celiac?(meaning I should get preventative treatment anyway-I don't) 😱

Live now with the last stream before my move! ❤️ www.twitch.tv/TheMerciD

Fun fact; I am doing a complete rework of my website! I took down & deleted everything I had before. And as of yesterday - the very first version of my new site is now up! It's still under construction, but I ALREADY love it so much more!! Was 100% the right decision! 💪🏻❤️✨ www.themercid.com

Question: What kind of prints would you like to see me make? (and sell, both regular paper prints and stuff like tote bags!) if you could wish for anything?? 👀 I mainly do fantasy, animal, & nature themed stuff + sometimes pretty (&sexy) ladies 🤔 Architecture is fun too! (No fanart though, sorry 😅)

If things go alright with my work in the morning I might actually be able to stream for a little bit again tomorrow! 🥹

Please remind me tomorrow to make a quick comic about this absolutely absurd day (as soon as my wrist allows for it)

Guess who gave themselves a black eye AND dislocated their wrist today? (Separate events) and now can’t sleep because of both? That’d be meeee 💀

I told the mycelia about you and it wanted me to tell you to not worry about today. They said “just absorb nutrients for now, you’ll grow big mushrooms later when the weather is right and your roots are ready”

APARTMENT INSPECTION IS DONEEEE!!! I passed it with flying colors!! 💪🏻✨ They even said it's the nicest looking apartment they've seen and that they couldn't believe I have lived here for so many years (10+) - because there's no real wear & tear AT ALL!! 👏🏻😏 SO damn proud of myself!!! 🙏🏻

Does anyone have some good webtoon recommendations? I read them before falling asleep, but I’m running out of things to read 🥲 👍🏻: isekai, fantasy (dark or wholesome), funny, slice of life, human & non human characters, reborn/2nd life Sometimes: romance (any genders), some horror 👎🏻: gross stuff

Good morning everyone! This past night was the quietest and calmest night since before the nightmare neighbours moved in! 🙏🏻 While I’m not proud of last night, (and I’m certainly in a lot of pain from it) I’m thankful that it helped!! Praying it stays this calm! 🙌🏻

… I cracked and yelled at my shitty neighbours to shut the fuck up. Top of my lungs. Also slammed my table hard/ loud enough to hurt my hands. I’m so sorry to everyone else in the house… orz bright side? it seems at least 5-6 of the ppl in that apartment left and it’s now nice and calm (for now)…?

Every night I’m unable to sleep because my neighbour comes home at midnight and then proceeds to talk to his roommate by scream-talking, laugh loud AF, do chanting (why????), slam doors, stomp around, etc… literally nonstop. Was kept awake until 4am yesterday. It’s 2am now. I have to get up at 7… 🫠💀

Finally feeling better! Soo I'm treating myself by drawing something 10000% self indulgent! I won't say what it is just yet, but I will say that my child & teen self would have FLIPPED OUT about it! 👀 I've wanted to be able to draw this stuff since then - AND NOW I'M DOING IT AND IT'S AWESOME!! 👏🏻

Going out was a mistake, I got worse again. Fml. 😓 Had to go get groceries so I would have food, thought it would be okay since it’s close, and I took it super slow, but nope…

Today I was finally able to step outside of my home for the first time since getting sick!! Aaand I was almost stopped at the entrance because someone in my building put a god damn SOFA in front of the door to the house - inside the building. Blocking the door. Got pics cause it was so absurd. 1/2

I want to stream 🥺

I can’t wait to move. Neighbours have been gone for like 2-3 weeks, came back today and have been loud AF nonstop. It’s midnight why TF are you all scream-talking, yelling, and banging things around both in the stairs and in the apartment?? And why does their apartment echo like it’s empty??

I hate being sick so much 😭🫠

I’m sicker than I have been in a long time, will get back to streaming, catch up with DMs, emails, etc as soon as I am able to exist and breathe without nonstop agony. Please be patient with me until then ❤️

What is your favourite fantasy creature, or creatures? Asking for very good reasons… 👀 (No bugs tho, doesn’t work with what I’m doing, sorry)

...Also, complete sidenote, but fun fact, with the clothes I'm wearing + the protective apron, mask, etc, I look like a mix between a housewife & a craftsman. Bit of a wild mix, but it works SO well and looks so right??? ...Not a bad look at all tbh, I'm absolutely rocking it 😏

I was REALLY hoping to stream some IRL crafts today, but everything I'm doing is generating A TON of (toxic) dust, so there was no way for me to set everything up in a way that my cam & pc wouldn't get ruined from it orz On the bright side though!! Great progress, and I can not wait to show it all!👀

Had a driving lesson this morning, it went great as always! I LOVE driving, it’s so relaxing! 🛞❤️

Did some pyrography today and promptly burned my hand - which is now keeping me awake 😅 that’s what I get for not having protective gear LOL Worth it though, because I made my most beautiful pyrography piece thus far! I REGRET NOTHING! 😁 …but I’ll look into some gloves and a ventilator when possible

I have discovered that I absolutely LOVE drawing ferns, mushrooms, and leafy vines! 🌿 Would love to draw more things from nature in general, so that’s exactly what I’m going to do as soon as I have the time 😁🌿🍃🍄

my feed is full of adorable cats and birds, I’m so happy 🥹

Can’t wait to be done with this insane uni crunch so I can actually get back to working out, going for long walks in the sun, cooking proper meals, talking to my friends, and just take care of my health again 😭 Ya girl has become an unfit god damn shrimp blob made of stress… 😭

Hi, hello! Friendly neighbourhood dragon checking in to let you all know that I am indeed still alive, life and uni are both kicking my ass as usual 🫠 But!!! I’ll stream again soon (this weekend or next week!) and when I do I have some REALLY good news to share!! 👀 No spoilers, but be there… 👀

If I'm still single, stressed, and unhappy in 6months I think I'm just going to give up and let Senpai take over completely. I'm so tired.

I've been studying for 12hrs straight today (with active note taking for 80% of it), and I still need to do *at least* one more hour, preferably more... orz I really like what I'm studying, but damn it's rough right now. All I want at this point is a warm hug and to be told I've done well 😭

Reposting this for no reason at all 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 🫶 💙💗🤍💗💙

Ancient dragon discovers modern technology and instantly gets a crush on the voice assistant, what the heck...

Help I just tried siri for the first time and I think I love her?? I asked her to set an alarm and then said "thank you" without thinking when she did - and I got a cute little "you're welcome :)"?? I KNOW it's a preprogrammed thing, but that was so unexpectedly cute & actually brightened my day?? 😭

Personal post ahead! Body shape, weight, & all that fun stuff, so skip this if you don't like immersion breaks or talks about those topics!❤️ Not been able to work out for like 6months due to bad injuries & been rather hard on myself + unhappy with my body/looks as I lost a lot of muscle mass, 1/3

Been working extremely hard with no rest lately, and I KNOW I'm super behind on replying to DM's and everything, but PLEASE be patient with me until things calm down! 😅 I WANT to talk to you all, I just can't yet 😭

So anyway, I clearly have no self control, so have an unfiltered late night thought; What if, I allowed 18+ fanart of my vtuber avatar... 🤔 And what if I drew something for it myself & posted it as well... Would that be neat, or weird (for you guys) - since it'd practically be a lewd selfie?? 🤔📸

So anyway, I clearly have no self control, so have an unfiltered late night thought; What if, I allowed 18+ fanart of my vtuber avatar... 🤔 And what if I drew something for it myself & posted it as well... Would that be neat, or weird (for you guys) - since it'd practically be a lewd selfie?? 🤔📸

I don't know what it is about nighttime, especially after busy days, but I *always* seem to want to post the most unhinged stuff - only to stop myself like; "Merci, no. Don't do this, you're better than this" 💀

Today has been *incredibly* productive! I got up early, streamed, had class, studied, then worked A LOT, oh and I cooked and did some cleaning too ☺️ Ngl, feeling real good about it all 💪🏻✨ As soon as I heal up and am allowed to I'm going to start working out again too, can't wait!!

Does anyone know of a good wireless headset? Got some specific needs, so I'm struggling lol 😅 1. NEEDS to work with glasses and NOT be tight/ press on my head 2. Over & in-ear are fine, NOT on ear 3. Lightweight 4. Wireless and can be used with both phone & PC Pls share any suggestions that fit! ❤️

What if, hypothetically, I perhaps changed the way I look (body type) to be a tad bit closer to my RL look... 🤔

Tiny creature avatars I made for an anniversary collab hosted by TheMerciD over on Twitch back in 2022 ❤️✨ Their twitter @'s are present on the art, so I hope you can find them that way 🙇 Otherwise just ask and I'll guide you there, because they're all worth checking out ❤️

I try not to think of it too much, but sometimes when things get really bad with my health it hits me hard all over again how if I was a man, or even just lived elsewhere, the healthcare I would get would be LEAGUES better. Maybe I'd actually be listened to & believed for once. So...yeah. ouch. 💀

I GOT THE HIGHEST GRADE POSSIBLE ON MY EXAM!! - WITH NO NOTES!! Holy fucking shit I did it 😳✨🎉🎉🎉

HUGE EXAM DONE AND BRAIN IS SOUP The exam lasted 8am-4pm and I did it all in 6hrs, no breaks apart from getting water \o/ I'm pretty sure I did alright, but I'm still completely exhausted 😅