Cooiklhhh isss??fgoakakmungat thheemoitghh?? Anddndnarkiing hissiassssofffhh

Bbirdd thebirds arephughtingh

// true cuz i saw it trust

I didn’t end up relapsing fortunately, I did lightly bite my finger in frustration but it didn’t leave a mark or anything. I was very upset and tired when I posted this

// I’ve gotten some help from @/mvrkjrdn.xyz on what to do, I appreciate them very much for telling me what I can do and giving me the link to the discord reports thing

This is serious because I might actually relapse on self harm due to how worked up I’m getting, and my parents are here until Friday (my nana is watching me and my brothers) so I can’t go to my mom to vent and calm down. I’m very scared for myself

I would’ve said this on my main acc but I feel like more people know this one and will actually see this. Please help I am scared and crying and just generally worked up. I used discord to keep up with games I like and to talk to people. Now I’ve lost basically everything but a few servers .

I was randomly logged out of my discord account and the number I used for it I don’t have anymore and I don’t know what gmail I used so effectively I lost it. I was probably hacked which fucking sucks.

// hey guys uhm ik this account has been dead but this is srs

// hey guys uhm ik this account has been dead but this is srs

Honkmimimi

GRRRRARAGAGAHAH

Mmmeow whatatveerrrcoillisnt respondinhggggonnabotherrdd theetraittorrr maaybbethatbirddd

Bllleeggghhhh

Wwhhhaattis mineecraftttt cooilllwhatt

ITSSTOO HOT.IDONT WAANTTOBE HEREE

🌺// we would do this but have horrible memory and/or don’t know the character/name of the parody based on the pfp

Weeeearreeeinnn loossttempllee. Iiidontttwannaabeee heeerreebuttt coilllsaidddittt waaasssimportant.

Wweeereee inncrossroadss bytheee waayyhhh.. nooottgg beeeenpossting becaaydse loww batttreyyy

ITSSTOOHOTHEREGHH…hhhh..

[the melt is making its way towards lost temple.]

Faacceeefeelsss offffggh…

Coilllwakee yourrlazzyyyyasss uppphh..

Coillllnn isssnappinnngghh.. immkeepinngghh watchhhh

// admin is a minor dont send weird shit to my inbox ty

Coiilllggghh do youuu hhaavvveanyyy buuxxx???

Getting a sample would've probably been more helpful, but considering the lack of equipment or even proper protection, it'd probably be more risky...

We’reeehh..hunnggryyyy

[EVENT #1: GEAR MELT]

[the two stayed there in the alley, resting in each other’s presence. They were now together in a way no one could separate them, this was a good thing! right..?] [COIL JOINS THE GEAR MELT EVENT!]

[the deer’s forearms and hands were now rooted in place on the wolf’s torso, the sides of their heads/faces that were touching melted together; causing an eye on both of them to fuse into one.] [it was a gruesome sight really, two young inphernals melted and stuck together as one entity..]

[coil’s breathing got shallow as felt searing pain in his skin and flesh, like someone was cutting through it with a hot knife.] [the wolf leaned his head against pint’s, the two inphernals’ bodies started to fuse together.]

“weeegghhh..wontbe aparthh.. anymorreee...” [pint murmured as he released his teeth from coil’s shoulder. Did he feel bad he had to hurt the wolf? Extremely. But it was worth it!]

[soon the symptoms of infection started to show with coil, his temperature rose and pain started to envelop his body.] “W-what the?!-“ [coil grunted, ears pinning back. Though, he stopped struggling soon enough from pain.]

“-?!” [coil yelped from the sudden bite, attempting to pull away only made it worse- every movement caused the melty deer to whine and bite harder.]

[the two sat like that for a few minutes, in each other’s embrace, till pint couldn’t take it anymore. He wanted- no. NEEDED to fuse with coil. Now was the perfect time.]

[coil felt the deer’s grip on him tighten] “w-woah dude- you’re squeezing the life outta me!” [coil jokes, reaching up to rub pint’s head. To which the deer allowed him]

[pint snuggled closer, small tail wagging behind him.] [this was his chance, his chance to make sure him and coil could never be apart again.]

“Pint?!” [coil couldn’t believe it, what happened to pint to cause this?!] [coil paused. right, The chemicals. It’s his fault pint is like this isn’t it?]

[Coil was met with the familiar face of the melted healer as he was pulled closer.] “cccoillhh..” [it gurgled out, nuzzling its face on coil’s shoulder.] “missedghh..yoouuhh..”

“Wha-?!” [before he could finish something knocked him into the alleyway, pinning him against the ground. The wolf felt something drip onto him but he didn’t care as he turned his head to see who had him down]

[as coil walked by an alley he heard a wail, causing him to stop for a second to register it. It sounded pained and sad, but oddly gurgled.]

[after weaving through crowds of people, coil finds himself in a secluded street..] 'strange.' [he thought to himself, the streets of crossroads were always crowded and busy, but right now he was alone.] > @p1nts1zedheal1ng.bsky.social <

... Seems I have some more research to do.

Just arrived in crossroads!

...Oh! Didn't know gearmelt is also.. here.

Pint hasn’t texted me in a few days, unlike him! Should I go visit him? Oh why am I askin’, I’m gonna go anyways!

Gghhhmelted.

🌺// if pint was over at the lab rn this probably would’ve happened at least once

"What the-" Currently in Crossroads, Medkit nearly drops his briefcase, leaning down as the bean practically leaps into his arms. He straightens up, brows furrowing in concern as he looks to see what had been chasing it. [ @p1nts1zedheal1ng.bsky.social ]