I'm done with this, yes, I'm not a real programmer, yes I'm not good enough to be noticed by other programmers even if they are literally my friends I won't pretend otherwise anymore I'm lower than anyone and i deserve to be Whatever I do is automatically the worst thing ever made

Of course, just a 3 day military operation

She’s not upset she’s just tired #supernote

I hate having to be the one that checks up to people all the time Why cant people be interested in my wellbeing too Why if i stop talking there's no talking anymore

Made biomes work in my gpu accelerated world generation The speedup is basically 10x to my cpu gen that is basically the same in features (1.5-2.0ms to 0.18-0.22ms)

I will just use the most technical words I can for what i do, apparently dumb stuff down for people to understand you is not good

Also this doesn't really have nothing to do with self esteem, its her ignoring all my projects and anything that had to do with it, even if it's stuff i put a lot of time and effort in and i think it's impressive she just didn't care I still remember she not giving a fuck about testing my server

Undermining someone's feelings and focusing on one single mistake (that they apologised for 10000 times) is a manipulation tactic

Fully gpu generated terrain (basically everything you see was calculated by a gpu, from the noise to block placements) in vulkan, fully from scratch made by me, so all the vulkan boilerplate and the shader code (except the noise because i suck at math) is made by me The world is infinite too

I feel like i have lost a lot of friendship opportunities by not coding in rust and also i have been treated like a "low tier programmer" because of it It seems like anything i do is less important because it's not in rust to the point that i get insulted by some people

The "none cares about what i do doesn't matter how impressive it is" feeling that i have comes from my evil ex btw

Another step towards vibrant visuals https://www.minecraft.net/en-us/article/another-step-towards-vibrant-visuals-for-java-edition

One guy fucking ai generates gpu terrain gen and the world explodes I do it all myself and i get insulted I'm going to kill myself (in game) /j

Am i cooked if I'm horny for an f1 car?

Our server is the best because it's not made in c++! Also it doesn't work on arm and isn't supported outside of nix because reasons

Will probably stop using discord

What to do when you feel like friend#20 to someone instead of being luna

Back to gnome os

Now my domain is cooler

I'm not important or good enough to go to big conferences but at least i can make a kernel that does arp

OH GOD I FINALLY DID IT

Booping my fiancé as an stim is kinda funny

Finally, no need to setup Windows just to test how my code compiles on MSVC: github.com/mstorsjo/msv...

Spruce trees on my mc server

I'm going to go do something else now because using this app makes me physically sick with disgust.

Thinking about nuking my whole drive to install gnome os anyways xd

I'm starting to get really interested on immutable "distroless" os, just like, systemd, the desktop environment, the kernel and flatpaks Tried gnome os today and it was quite nice (would like to try to use it but doesn't seem ready for production stuff)

Honestly the fact that I'm being denied the fact i got abused and gaslighted to think I'm a bad person for thinking about it is really affecting me and i know it shouldn't but i just can't

I'm so fucking close to buying a .moe domain instead of a .cat one

Havent died in 2025, let's keep it like that in 2026

__asm__ volatile("pushq $0x08\n leaq 1f(%%rip), %%rax \n pushq %%rax\n lretq\n 1:\n mov $0x10, %%ax\n mov %%ax, %%ds\n mov %%ax, %%es\n mov %%ax, %%fs\n mov %%ax, %%gs\n mov %%ax, %%ss\n" :::"rax", "ax"); This is the most cursed line of code i have ever done

Making an os is making me realise that everything is memory and that you can do a lot more stuff with it than i thought

Luna is so confused she hurt herself in confusion!

PCI device discovery yay

Hahahahaha

I miss her

The toxic side of me is now "wasn't rust supposed to reduce human error?" After the CVE(vulnerability) released (crazy that a driver that just was implemented has already a CVE) But yup i know it's an emotional response after getting bullied for using c and c++

When microsoft says they are doing 30% of their code with ai nobody cares and nobody uses linux or any foss os But when larian uses ai to search images the internet explodes Incredible double standard

Made a printf implementation + newlines implemented

God I'm really a failure of a programmer i don't understand shit of what anyone is saying How tf i cannot understand technical talk about my own profession

Font rendering!

Holy based

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Alpine feels like a bsd but it has the linux kernel and has flatpak support which makes it way more usable Definitely loses on stability but its quite good and the only issues i have had is due to gnome being basically untested for non systemd systems(which is understandable but kinda sucks for me)

Fixed

Yay made a broken "kernel" (it should clear all the screen to red) At least i have proved that my bootloader bootloads xd

A b2 is not something i thought i would see in google earth

I know it's not really supposed to be a desktop distro but honestly it's quite nice Also the memory consumption is crazy good The issue is kinda software support since it uses openrc and musl but flatpak fixes the majority of it

It's still funny that i got blocked because of this, now more funny since i found uefi firmwares are mostly done in c THE MOST PRIVILEGED SOFTWARE OF A COMPUTER lmao