Bros, I haven't even worked on my model. I'm so sorry I haven't been streaming even though I really want to. Last week had appointments every day besides one and this coming week isn't much different. Plus the move. Ya gorl is too busy to fix her model and it's making her sad. 🥲

Thank you @alwaysadriannox.bsky.social for commissioning me~ My verification application on VGen has been submitted and Portrait Headshots are now avaliable as a choice for commissions. :3

There's gonna be a new character added to my lore soon. 👀

I've always told @carthasranavir.bsky.social that I wish he would have been able to meet me before I got sick. The amount of tears he's had to wipe away because of that thinking is numberless. But now that I'm on this fluid therapy, I'm feeling like my old self again. And it's a bit strange.

Bros, this is how close you've gotten me to getting verified on VGen. We finally hit the follower goal and we're halfway with the $100. Thank you all who have gotten me this close and I hope I can reach my goal of getting verified. 🥹 vgen.co/KandiGram

Finally finished the princess portrait. There's no amount of words that I can string together to express how much I love doing this style.

You might be wondering why I haven't streamed recently. And it's because... My model is broken and I haven't fixed it yet. For some reason, the hotkeys got unbound. So I either gotta fix that in PNG+ or finally switch over and learn PNG Remix. Wish me luck.

The Indoraptor is gender goals and I will not elaborate.

Here are some that I've done so far~ There's still 5 slots left. :3

There's still 5 slots left and I only need 1 more follower! Please help me get verified on VGen and get organized with my IV fluids. 🙏🏻

I was finally allowed to eat the pebbles in my fishbowl~ nomnommnom. Thank you @kandigram.bsky.social for letting me commission you!!!

Being able to wear an actual shirt, instead of one where Portia is accessible, to an infusion is weird. But ya know it had to be Mouse for the first time.

Did you know you can help me by eating some Forbidden Nerds? Live on my VGen! vgen.co/KandiGram -$10 for single -$15 for duo -$1 more for custom rocks, pick 5 colors 10 slots Rock colors are: rainbow, blue/black, and pink. More info and examples below.

I'll be coming out with a YCH here soon. Just workin on example pieces. Ngl, this thing is fuggin cute af.

I finally start these on Monday~ 🩷 Hoping these help me. Lord knows my body needs all the help it can get.

Don't mind me. I'm right where I want to be. With my girlfriend, @strawberriemoos.bsky.social, taking the phone calls because I got too much anxiety to do that. Will I ever actually line and render this? Probably not.

How one of my best friends is being treated by some people is really starting to anger me to a breaking point. Like, you're making a choice to be a nasty person. ✨YOU✨ choose to do those actions. And you know what you can also choose to do? Not treat people like shit.

I finally made myself a logo. Been streaming for years and never had one. 😂 Might offer logo comms. Idk yet.

When your best friend says you were just called a fake monster fucker and so you have to hop into the VC to defend yourself. I will not stand for this slander! I'm just a monster fucker with standards. 😤

Also, happy Autoimmune Awareness Month! My infusion is this Monday and I'm lookin forward to it so my immune system will stfu. #autoimmuneawareness #ankylosingspondylitis

Finally working on this again. Missed workin on models. It's so much fun and really gets my brain goin.

Guise, Imma start work on my 4.0 outfit. I told myself I wouldn't switch over until I could get a Live2D, but I'm too fuckin excited. I need to change clothes. These are getting stinky. Do you know what it's like to wear the same clothes for over a year!?!?

I finally read my papers from this visit and turns out that I'll only be on this treatment for 2 months and won't know if I can stay on it until.....September??? It just doesn't make sense to me. Why let me be doing better for 2 months just to make me feel like shit again for 5?

HIATUS OFFICIALLY OVER ✨ - DEBUTING FIRST EVER MODEL! Gonna chat for a bit first. Then we'll be switching over to Backrooms Cleanup Crew w/ @strawberriemoos.bsky.social & @kandigram.bsky.social. 🔴 LIVE NOW: [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ] [ #Vtuber | #ENVtuber | #vsky ] [ #live | #twitch | #streamer ]

Art stream tn.<3 7pm EST!! 🖤🖤🖤

Had a very important appointment with my GI specialist today. Gonna be starting a new treatment that's really gonna change a bunch of things in my life. We're starting IV fluid therapy 3x a week, with two of those being at home. So I apologize if there's any extra noise in my streams. 🙏🏻

Coming back to streaming again! This time with fancy schedules and a few other surprises~ 💙 🔹Backrooms Cleanup Crew w/ @strawberriemoos.bsky.social & @kandigram.bsky.social 🔹Dark Souls II: SoFS / Art & Chatting 🔹The Spirit and the Mouse 🎨: @naxxremise.bsky.social [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ]

I just saw how close I am to getting verified on VGen. Just need: - 4 more followers - 1 more review - $100 in 30 days If you can, help a girl out. I really wanna get verified this year. 💗 vgen.co/KandiGram

I finally got the pain meds my doctor and I have been fighting for for months. Old insurance wanted me to be on the immediate release for 90/120 days....when they'd been paying for it every month since 2022. But new insurance approved the extended, so I'll be feeling much better.

I no longer do paper drawing anymore, but look at this old stuff from 2018 that I did in one of my partner's sketchbook! This is before my full design was fleshed out, which is why I have traditional bangs instead of sideswept. But the buns? The buns are forever.

I have been busy modding the Sims and testing the mods. I plan to stream Sims at some point because I'm currently on that kick. Added is a picture of yesterday's test Sim.

Happy V-Day~ And what better way to post about it than with human @strawberriemoos.bsky.social~ 💗 Thank you for commissioning me, hon! And being patient as well. Wanna commission me too? Check out my VGen: vgen.co/KandiGram

First infusion since we moved Portia and access went way smoother! I'm so happy to be getting this since my last one was in November. 🩷 Now I won't be taking pain meds like they're tic tacs. :3 But I will be out for the next 48 hours. Already sleepy.

Completely forgot to post that I was streaming. 🤪 But I had so much fun streaming with wonderful people for @xackeryy.bsky.social's birthday. It was also the longest stream I've ever done thanks to being in bed. Hopefully I can do more long streams in the future. 🩷

First stream back from over extended holiday hiatus will be tomorrow at 6PM EST. We will be celebrating my birthday which was on the 3rd of this month. Hope you are able to stop by! 🎉💙 [ www.twitch.tv/xackeryy ]

Congrats again to @skywatcher887.bsky.social for winning the giveaway~! Thank you for being so patient, I really appreciate it. ;w; 💗 I hope you like it~

THIS IS FINALLY DONE. HOLY SMOKES. I FEEL SO BAD IT TOOK SO LONG. Worked really late until it was finished, so I'll post it in the morning.

Happy birthday to this wonderful boi, @xackeryy.bsky.social! I love you, hon. <3

I want to be able to stream, but my infusion has been rescheduled for a third time and I'm in too much pain to stream. I need this infusion, bros. Hopefully it actually happens next week.

@ironmouse.vshojo.com merch came in~ My collection grows.

Don't get me wrong, I love Portia. I love how she's given me vein access as I only have one vein that still cooperates. I love how she makes it so I can be hands free. She's amazing and a marvel of medical advancements. But jfc, being able to now feel her tube is fuggin gross.

I'm hoping to get back to streaming some time this week. Surgery recovery has gone way better than expected. Especially since last time it took me 2 weeks to do anything myself.

@xackeryy.bsky.social brought me my favorite food and now we're watchin both Twister movies for our 3 year anniversary. 🩷 Happy anniversary, hon.

@carthasranavir.bsky.social just came up and showed me the ad for Mouse merch at Hot Topic. Then showed me that he's already ordered one shirt and we're gonna hunt for the other tomorrow. I love my husband.

Guise, my book comes out today with Barnes&Noble and Amazon. Lookit my baby. I started this thing 11 years ago.

I'm alive and owie.

Ah shit, here we go again. I get taken back for port revision here in an hour. Don't want to do this recovery again, but gotta.

Streaming goals of 2026 ✨Stream more ✨Finish LoZ: OoT ✨Start modded Skyrim, where I don't know the mods Unattainable goal: get on Speak of the Devil to raise awareness for Ankylosing Spondylitis if Mouse brings it back.

Thank y'all who stopped by! This stream taught me that I could definitely stream longer than 2 hours when doing it from bed so long as I have proper sleep and eat beforehand. I look forward to longer streams and hangin out with y'all in the future. 🩷

Can't get back to sleep, so this is what we're doing. First stream from bed~ Gonna pull on some horse girls and do some art. www.twitch.tv/kandigram/