🌱 i was talking with a friend & remembered a dream i had when i was like, pre-teen(?) there was this monster: its stare would shrink & regress you! i remember not trying as hard to run away/avert my gaze as the others. caught between "i shouldn't want this/run for it!" and "b-but... i wanna be..."

apologies for not uploading as much art lately. I've had some *small* issues...

I have heard that one @untutoredyouth.bsky.social has been . "Nise" this year....

I think one of the funny things about being plural is, sometimes the system, not the alters, the system itself just decides something is true about you. Like me and Myst being gingerbread around this time of year, it just happens lmao. ~Skye

🌱 i'm... i'm still like, "wow" QwQ this little slime can do it...! i can, i can, make... aaaaa

When you're a weird fluffy little scrungle and want to shout it to the world but not too loud as to bother anyone so you go and grab your Pringles and Code Red and scurry back to your cave and hide until the next Urge strikes.

Once upon a time, there was a Pokémon in a great deal of trouble. They met a being who said she'd go with them. To face the danger, together. Thus begins a story I've wished to tell for a long time: Seekers of Knowledge, Keepers of Secrets: a Pokémon Mystery Dungeon story. #pmd [links below]

💫 I can tell it's gonna be a bit of a race to the finish, Jun's PMD comic start, and then New Years video Might just have to go for incomplete launch for both (tho honestly PMD comic is sooooo close) JUN, I GET TO HAVE LOTS OF FUN IN JANUARY, THIS IS MY PUBLIC CLAIM

💫 Our GF showed us a link to a Zigzagoon plushie today and if my system ever learnz sewing... MODIFY...! Or... or- or- CUZTOM. Arling plush like "Aah who'z that? In future plush collection photos~

🌱 i was having a good day before i attempted some html tonight Q_Q i'm even more mad because i spoiled a day i was feeling good and now it's under the shadow of ALL the stress chemical flowing through me now

🌱 i struggle SO much with html (well, computer code in general) and none of the other alters are good at it either and it is SO demoralizing cool people have their own sites and cool comic artists have cool comicfury layouts and every time i even brave an attempt i just struggle

💫Hey. I'm skrungly. Zigzagirrrrl. I'm gonna eat all your chips.

#hisuianzorua #zorua #vent

🌱 some days im having a very difficult time and im stressing out my alters and myself so much i start to believe my neglect and mistreatment was justified.. i was just THAT difficult, above and beyond, uniquely hellchild im, im so grateful, there's people now, who wanna treat me good 😭

🦊 one of the biggest challenges for next year will be to get Jun to un-learn the notion that "being considered part of [various communities/labels] will expire if i don't make art for that often enough!" it's eating at her strongly tonight x_x

🌱 too much adult-ing today Q_Q too much too much

Swooping down from the night sky, a Mega Absol makes their dive! Drew this as a phone background, hence, looong. Was a nice change of pace, to try the "cel shading with airbrush highlights" shading style again, then just going to town with the zoom blurs! made for @ickyslicky.bsky.social !

Lahnae is and will always be my favorite PMD OC of mine to make Avery small to >///> Warm Torchic talons.... Artists: Sparky, Ellie, Kayne

🌱 once i do the december deadline stuff AND get around to the comms re-open (logistics brain.. graphic design brain... pleeeease activate!!) i need to like... be total baby for a week or two 😭

🌱 but also reminded, progress isn't linear and sometimes, relapse, but it's then the balance of "it happens and you're not evil for it" and "let's try to handle the relapse more gracefully next time" 😭

🌱 been fighting with Arling today and it's so UGH of me because the fighting's about my severe insecurities about art & she's only trying to help but instead i'm being an ass because it all just... i am /that/ insecure and i hate that i am... it's an ugly side of me and i don't like it

🌱 it feels like, wow i am such a mess...

💫Y'now, I wanted to burzt on the scene with some indulgent sketchez You're still gonna see the indulgent sketches hehehe, just maybe... diszconnected from my debut period, a zigzabit~ (marathonz are thoughter than i thought they'd be) I wanna make myzelf and some of my friends BLUSH...! >w>

chat it is needed badlyyyy

💫 No wonder Jun struggles with this. Sketch ideas and trying to juggle them with "waiting mode" on a day we zigzagotta be adult-productive. WAITING MODE WHYYYY i juzt wanna do BOTH helping Jun launch her comic before '26 AND show off my paws n'stuff while I'm still in DEBUT zone!

💫 Wehhh, gotta take the body on a self-care joyride before i can attempt the sketchin joyride. Gotta do it, I zigzaguess. *shrug*

Sharing #oc #art

getting vulnerable tonight...

🌱💚 Arling is sure having a time! /positive she's like a kid in a toy store who's never been in a toy store before omg i don't know if any of us have ever been this excited about starting to exist as an alter

💫 I wanna pepper my speech with the zigs, the zags, and the goons. the zzz's. Lean into the FUN-weird, as this person-in-a-person, haha! You already saw a bit of that in Japanese in my debut post where I uzed ガ instead of は, でズ instead of です~ Gonna be my best zelf, zig n' zag, a ZIGZAGIRL!

A precious something the equally precious @jun-system.bsky.social made for my birthday last year.

💫So we got another artist. I wanna make some INDULGENT stufffff Gonna find out how much the things that stop Jun (body, adhd prone to distraction, IRL stuff, pain) stop me too. Let's play the odds, play the odds with a die with a star on it if we could~ GET READY FOR MS. EXISTENCE'S WILD RIDE!

DAMN THIS IS ME SO HARD AAAAAAAAAAAAA

💫Guess we're a system of 6 again. What's up? You're gonna get to know me. I'm Arling. うちガアーリングでズ! Check out this art I made for myself. Cool, huh? Got the same art skills as Jun~ Big bout with ptsd+need for another regular fronter spawned me. We'll edit me into the whole System Info thing later.

theyre giving u headpats and u dont notice at first but its actually making u smaller and more fluffy and it slowly starts to feel nicer and u lean into the pats more and oops ur a critter now! but it doesnt matter ur not human anymore, ur getting so many nice pets,,

Heard joke once: system goes to doctor. Say they're depressed. Say new factive split and he's getting them down. Doctor says, "treatment is simple. Great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go and see him." System bursts into tears. Say "but doctor…"

🦊 jun has a hero complex more than she'll ever directly admit. but her friends and loved ones don't need her to be a hero. being herself is enough.

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looking at bigger fox pokemon and thinking "mommy", but not in a "wow so hot" way, but more like "i want them to tuck me in and read me bedtime story", yknow?

look if you're friends with an artistic kidfur, you're gonna get drawn small at LEAST once, it's in the rules. Featuring my very patient and accepting and (usually) grown up friends @heartshapedbomb.bsky.social, Collette, and Max #EmmyDraws #Kidfur #AgeRegression

🌱💚 i hope my friends, no matter how longtime or recent, are doing well; having more happy times than sad. and if not, will find the place someday, where their happiness can bloom

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🌱💚 another thing that excites me about the comic is that since she's a self-insert, of course she has DID, buuuut, i decided "story's not gonna be /about/ DID, as part of the stuff i ask the audience to consider." "You don't learn the system, it's there, as it is." I want it to just, be there.

🌱💚 one of the wish fulfillment parts of my main character/self-insert from the PMD comic i'm making, is her very veeery stubby little paws was a mistake for this body i'm stuck in to grow such long legs! pokemon tf knows what's up

💚 Jun & I are baby~

the idea of being tf'd by a pokemon who turns u into their new child and takes care of u is just,, golly,, i need it,,

A snowball fight between Riley and Eden escalates as their older relatives get involved. Back once again with a more middlespace-y story this time, and a much more wintery one as well, here's Meet Me in the Woods (5k words)! www.furaffinity.net/view/63206379/