*gasp* me? Posting about genshin??? It can't be

I'VE GOT ARLECCHINO LETS GOOOOO

Mushroom soup <3

Bsky having issues again, who'd have expected that

Okay me, it's 3am, go to sleep

To think that the disease (PANDAS) I likely have is a paediatric disease everyone should've caught way sooner, and that if I had attentive parents who took me seriously and questioned behaviours and actually were concerned with me, I would've been fine now, give or take the mental stuff

After a 7 and a half month streak, a black out with a Trauma-holder made me relapse, just what I needed... /neg

Okay back again, ruminating what things stem from and also concluding some things stemmed from bad things that happened in childhood that my mum denies are related even though they can't not be related

Been postin' a lot today....hmmm maybe it's time for a break from bsky

M&M'S <3

We've reached the point of 'what if I'm making everything up and none of this is real' and then I remember that constantly being in pain, dizzy, having seizures and hearing a thousand voices inside of my head, dissociating and randomly getting periods of paralysis isn't normal lol

I love seeing everyone's interests being reflected in the reposts on the skyline Like yesssss, show me what makes your brain happy /pos

Keep having to remind myself that I won't annoy people by replying/commenting/liking their posts/reposts...but social anxiety hits hard at times

Successfully took selfies I actually like and can use for a pfp on my WhatsApp and telegram :D

Multipal V.3 coming soon! A game made for #didsystems to play and create with each other. Our avatar creator is nearly done, but I'm sure we'll add more once the main meat and potatoes of the game is all together. #indiegame #gamedev #multipaldevlog #didsky

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I want to talk to people but I don't have people to talk to other than my partner who I always already talk to :(

Dissociated and bored, which means stare through everything I try to watch until it starts pulsing and then shake myself out of it and repeat

Bsky did noooot want to load for the longest time

Sapphic romance between those two is so strong #GenshinImpact #Nefer #Lauma

Rat.

My liked playlist on Spotify has more mood swings than I do

Gimme music recs, doesn't matter the language, I vibe to everything >:3

Ultra paradise monster <3

Will never get over the fact that one of our parts had such a bad identity crisis that he took on the identity of a hazbin hotel character...like full on switched to sound and look like Alastor...like - he existed way before we knew of hazbin hotel but somehow he was like 'that's the one'???

The fact that I can casually suggest a dumb idea to my partner and know with 99% certainty that they'd agree and do it is true partnership

Where do I sign up for the funny expansion pack that comes with having trauma?

I can't wait until the holidays are over so everything gets to be more stable and normal again, the holidays give us such bad anxiety all the time...

Kenny: you look like a nerd Me: if you're talking about our body, then so do you Kenny: wait shit

It was very good :D

I want arlecchino so bad, I swear I'll have a meltdown if I don't get Father, the only type of Father I want anymore

Lil baguette with red pesto and salami yum yum

It's 4:12am, I slept like 2h and I'm wide awake, my partner's going to sleep soon and trauma is r a g i n g wild

I haven't been posting, whoops, I've been dissociating a lot...

Let's try this here tellonym.me/Gabrielish For anyone who wants to or cares to :3

I want to sleep the day away, I'm not feeling okay enough to endure an entire day...

system • 25 • tboy -arcane -homestuck -anime -south park #promosky #pluralsky

Can't sleep, it's actually insane how much my sleep schedule will fluctuate from being good to borderline being a toddler's sleep schedule to being up until 6am because, even with sleep meds, my brain won't kick up the sleepiness to sleep

Bruh

GOD DAMMIT STILL NO ARLECCHINO

Impostor syndrome is so bad tonight, like tfym losing entire months of time and not remembering most of your life except for like 10 vague ass memories w no emotions attached to it is normal? No tf it's not????

Atp I've seen the pavlova cookie be associated w amor so much that that's just how I picture them in my head

It's Transgender Awareness week, as we take time to remember those we lost, please check on you trans friends. It's really dark out here and it's getting harder each week. Please help us where you can.

Day four of consistent flashbacks, this is gonna be fun /s(ar) It's gonna be a whoooole lot of our hull being in front by themselves and then not being able to escape the pain, somatic experiences of the flashbacks and also not being able to focus on top of that :D

#promosky . . . ꒰ 𓂃 🕸️ cam ♱ 22 . 💿 𝜗𝜚 jjk, bsd, tshd, alnst, 𓎢𓎠𓎡 genshin, dbd. 🎧 ੭ selc. fb 🖇️ mdni + basic dni ★ #genshin , #alnst #jjk #anisky #bsd #tshd +

Today: • Clean litterboxes • Grind on genshin • Make food for dinner for mum and I

Gotta stick to my trusty Nefer

Sneezes sneezes sneezes so many fookin sneezes

sorry i like all of your posts i want to be your friend