I’ve just found out that one of the cats, that lived in my neighbourhood was poisoned. He was so gentle and sweet… I’m just heartbroken 💔

I’ve had few nice days: made two birthday cards, cleaned my kitchen and relaxed a lot. Also my bf loved tomato soup I’ve made him 🥺🩷

we spent new year's eve & began 2026 by clearing Split Fiction with @ayzawka.bsky.social absolute kino. i've never seen a game that plays with the very concept of a split screen like this. we loved it

my cat pondering at the window

santa brought me a scarf, a vintage speakers t-shirt, and a Marine finger puppet 🥰

Merry Christmas ♥️🎁🎀

hello kitty imprisoned in miniso #35mm olympus af-1 super / ultramax 400

I’m off work today 🥳 (as you’ve may seen from my recent posts, my depression hit hard again)! My plans for next days are: spending time with @wikt.radiowaves.pl 💖 and shopping at brand new Miniso store, playing E33 and making card for my niece’s birthday 🎁

There are some people I want to live for and I’m trying my best, but all this is exhausting. I’m never enough for myself.

My salary is humiliating too and that tiredness takes away my will to live.

People around me say that I’m too good for this and… they’re right. I’m a lovable person, who tries to bring smile on people’s faces. And what I get in return…

Nothing makes me happy… I can’t do this anymore. I need change.

I am this close to have a breakdown 👌 This job is killing me silently…

sonic cd “FUTURE” sound effect

CAN’T WAIT TO FLICK MARINE 🥴

We’ve had a really nice date today 🥰

the Coca Cola wheel at Warsaw's Central Christmas fair #35mm pentax mx / vision3 ahu 500t

couple more from the central Warsaw Christmas fair #35mm pentax mx / vision3 ahu 500t

Holidays with Pekomama

This is bizarre that for second time I got sick right before „convention”. But it seems I’m gonna make it, because I feel better, after big dose of medicine. I really want to go and spend some time with @wikt.radiowaves.pl … 🥺

Aizawa for @ayzawka.bsky.social 😙

Marcille 🖤 #ダンジョン飯

It’s been two months since I have kitchen and… oh boy. Nothing beats cooking and baking in own space. So relaxing!❤️

pink dahlia flowers from park oliwski, gdańsk (eos 30D, 18-55mm f3.5-5.6 lens)

You asked, we listened! 🍁 Buildings and trees now become translucent, allowing you to see through them. Perfect for apple picking season 🍎

I’m in my hometown right now and today I went out with mom for some second hand shopping and I’ve bought… a Hololive plushie for my boyfriend @wikt.radiowaves.pl 💕!!!

Luca bakery chain at Chmielna, glowing brightly in the evening #35mm pro image 100 / olympus xa

I’m so tired and overstimulated, especially because of group of kids and their guardians, who are laughing and talking way too loud.

I’m on the bus to my hometown and it reminds me of times when I was coming home with dad. It was such peaceful moment for me and I felt so loved…

Dadzawa 💕 #aizawa #aizawaxoc #bnhafanart

This week is kinda crazy: I have few things to do before my trip to hometown. Today I’m going to Miniso to buy blind box for my sweet niece 💕

Hopefully I will have some free time to draw at home. I need to create something soooo bad 😭

Once I’m done with furnishing my apartment I want to commission someone for my OC with Aizawa 🤭 (I’d love to get art from Ficel one day 💕)

After 11 months without kitchen, I finally have one 💕

Perfection!

I can’t wait to draw some 🌶️ S P I C Y🌶️ content on my art account. I have NICE references sources that my boyfriend sent 🤭

I finally said the L word…

My boyfriend has become a ✨Vinted Girl ✨

Well, on the other side my mother finally acknowledged my depression and talks to me differently. She said that she’s happy about me getting help. There was no guilt tripping about me not mentioning it earlier.

My body needs some Aizawa fluff, come on! :T

I’ve spent last two hours talking with my mom over the phone. I had plans to draw something, aaa! 😫

I've finally decided to make an "art" account: bsky.app/profile/aykr... :3

I want to go back to drawing! 😩

あいさつ👋

One last thing… I really hope that in coming days I have force to do some creative things. I’ve scrolled my old TikTok posts and I miss doing that. No matter the views.

In recent days I’ve finally realized how people around me actually like me. It really boosted my self-esteem.

I wish she could see how much I’ve achieved: I’m in love with a decent man, who’s kind and caring, I have my own flat and I’m treating people with kindness and smile.

Granny was so lovely and I was her favorite grandchild, because in many ways I was like her. I’m trying to live like her: being kind and good person to honor her. I hope she would be proud of me.