you ever just finish a 7 year hospo career on a chilly autumnal Sunday evening

🏴🫡

dykes. what a concept.

genuinely love autistic people, what do you mean theres a map of all the postboxes in london, and the person that made it also made the best live bus and tube maps

rocking up to work with needle marks in my face yeahhh baybeeee

you ever get so excited about a fascist being assassinated that you end up with a girl doing lines off your chest tattoos in the middle of a chemsex session

transgender lesbian anarchist bartenders forever

woman who just got offered her dream job, ima be so fucking hot as a tradie

modafanil is a beautiful name for a trans girl

butch trans women on the bus with a harp

3x full pig vans going westwards down bethnal green road

domming a gender abolitionist by calling them both good girl and good boy

renaming cellarmanship to cellarf'gship

very briefly considered the thought of mourning G***** S***** while getting ready for work today and immediately started sobbing so I simply will not be doing that again

took such a high dose of mdma over the weekend that I kinda lost my sense of depth perception. kept trying to pick up cabinets and tables that were on the other side of the room because they looked small and right in front of me. wonderful time

bartending properly for the first time in about a month and god it feels so good. got a trial shift tomorrow at a cocktail small plates gig tomorrow where the first half is just a ticket printer shift and I cannot fucking wait

"is your name jack?" bitch you are staring at my tits

went on an impromptu night out afterwards that was fucking dreadful, slept through both my alarms and was woken up by a friend. fuckin yomped to the station and still made my train so I'll be on time for work

modafanil save me

plastyk into maiden voyage into a 13hr shift on sunday emilys silly goofy calender is so back baybeee

oh the only reason trans existence is how it is these days is because you fuckers fought for visibility and inclusion into the State and capital. the only thing we should have ever been fighting for and to fight for in the future is liberation from it. we do not want visibility we want revolution

hayden anhedonia, here we fucking go

love to go in for a job interview and the guy interviewing is like "oh yeah i know you, when works for a trial shift"

working out how drunk a friend of mine is by how often she sends me a video of her pissing at a urinal

number of women I know who transitioned instead of going to fight for a cause is now up to 2 (myself included)

brb booking a weekly long nyc trip for a tongue split and scarification work

just gone into a new bar thats opened round the corner from work, £5 pint, £10 paper plane, glammed up doll behind the bar that recognised my tclimbing top

cuntyyyy outfit for work today but forgot a hankie to flag with :(((

wtf it's august

being the most chronic outfit repeater and also getting butch means I now have so many fucking clothes that I simply don't wear

have spent the last 3 days both ill and deep deep in the depression mines, so I think ima boof some ket and watch queer for the first time

why am I doing emergency personal comms, I am on a fucked comedown

incredibly fucked on the way home from the work function pls can I get a godspeed in chat

what a fucking stupid era

forcing myself to have two weeks off work to recover from the horror so I'm committing myself to take a bunch of stimulants and write the thing I've been meaning to write for a while

two autistic dykes working the bar flinching from the screaming each time england score

sleepiness 1 : 0 modafanil

petrichor, on an evening such as this? I think I may cry

watching the guy that fucked you and some very close friends over for a long period of time receive your resignation letters in real time via an email client showing them going from unread to read is an incredible experience

she got very annoyed with me when she found out I said this, anyways she does software dev for amazon

I think I'm in the best possible mindset to replay night in the wood currently, this is an excellent idea that will definitely have no negative connotations

I am possibly the most burnt out women in existence far out

RSPCA - Royal Society For The Protection of Cigarette Addicts

forget theres girls who arnt communists and who dont make liberation core to their identity when they transition and thats when i realise why i find them annoying

kinda forgot how much I like making weird bad drony ambient stuff

getting railed until 4am after one of the more difficult days of my life was definitely the right idea, I am now however exhausted and am running the venue for a leatherdyke event before going to a sex party

oh this afternoon is going to fucking suck

weyes blood coming on shuffle as the ket kicks in oh yeahhh

‘What’s the matter contactless boy, afraid you might spend something?’

incredibly straight man in at work with a brown hankie on his right hip