Hai frands! I am unsure if I'll be streaming tonight, as I'm going to a show! If I do, it'll be a later start time than usual. Otherwise, I'll for sure be back tomorrow (Wed) for NG+ Clair Obscur! Have a happy Taco Tuesday! 🖤

🖤 NieR Replicant~ oh how I've missed you! -- Casual Playthru!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 PYROMANIAC - Indie Horror One-Off [sorry in advance for screaming] No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 Birthday Bash w the Bad Bih Bunch @ChrustosKing @CLOUDYreign -- MH Rise First Play!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

Starting stream 2hrs late tonight! Gonna be bopping some monsters with the bad bitch bunch in monster Hunter rise!

🖤 Samus Prime Cosplay Crafting~ with DUCKS!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 NieR Replicant~ oh how I've missed you! -- Casual Playthru!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 Clair Obscura: Exp33 -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 I'm a fisherman now~ UMIGARI (One Off)-- No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 P3R: Aigis DLC -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz! (ya girl is about gonna scrap this game LMAO)🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 Clair Obscura: Exp33 -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 FFXIV Shenanigans!~ prob QZ after!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 P3R: Aigis DLC -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 Clair Obscura: Exp33 -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

Hai fraaaands! This is gonna be the LAST TUES I'll be taking off. I'm finishing stuff for work still, as I'm trying to just be DONE WITH IT and then can take work break ☠️ Next week Tues MAY be XIV, but I also have LOTS of cosplay crafting streams coming! See you tomorrow for Clair Obscur! 🖤

I'M FINALLY FREEEEE! ALL BLUE OCEAN FISH ACQUIRED BABYYYY. Logged in to keep my house from demo, boat was gonna take off, so I slogged thru all of them to get to z3 for THIS ASSHOLE NAMED PLACODUS. Dear god ☠️ #FFXIV #FFXIVfishing

🖤 P3R: Aigis DLC -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 Clair Obscura: Exp33 -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

ASFJEBDF been hella over loaded, stimmed, whelmed ALL THE BAD THINGS but still trying to strive vibe and survive! SO IN ACCORDANCE I AM… taking off FFXIV stream tonight. I’m super sorry 😭 I just had 6 “I’m going to bed moments” and then 6 “nope, I gotta do this”. E33 tmrw! 10pm cst! GNIGHT!

TLDR: Suggest any deep sea horror games to help me get past my fear. Two ranks below SOMA. Itch io included. Will tldr research so no bullshitting me

If any of you Chicagoans are like this, it’s ON. FUCKING. SIGHT. YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE BLESSED WITH. I’m thankful for the Asian markets that I’ve been able to check out within the city, even before the big PanAsia that just opened up. I fucking SLAP YOU

🖤 P3R: Aigis DLC -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 Clair Obscura: Exp33 -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

Friend and I were talking about TikTok transitions, and this is still my fav. I DONT POST TO TIKTOK ANYMORE BTW, just wanna share this archive post from 2019 that was taken down audio wise. Getting into my Banshee Moira cosplay

Prior to playing Silent Hill f, I saw the “Origami of Grievances” fox, and immediately looked up how to fold one (Been doing origami since age 10 so it’s not new). Started the ACTUAL writing on it, in hopes it can help me release my frustrations.Game says someone has to read it, but I’m ok with this

Hai frands! 🖤 Gonna take off tonight's FFXIV to recooperate a bit and try to fix sleep schedule (it's COMPLETELY flopped atm)! I'll be back Wed night for Clair Obscur, and then we start P3R: Aigis DLC on Thurs night, 10PM CST per usual! Have a great taco Tues everybody! 🥰

One selfie from this weekend with the gang, as a treat ~ annual Door County shenanigans!

Maybe I’m a forest princess 🥰 Peninsula State Park in single digits LOL. You can see me starting to shiver till after the video and swapping hands. Was so amazing!

🖤 [One-off play] 7 Days To End With You~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 Clair Obscura: Exp33 -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 FFXIV Frands Day!~ Weeklies and Shenanigans! [ Primal | Ultros ] 🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

Ok so, actually semi excited. I have a bit more extra income with work and streams, so im looking at a highly recommend massage therapist by my best friend. My shoulder blades have been rough on me since I worked on the fuckin llama mascot. My lower back is already bad, can’t risk the top!

Brother… what is this joke… who doesn’t know spices that LITERAL WARS WERE FOUGHT FOR. TBF I bought these because plain chips weren’t found until the ENTIRE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE STORE?!?! They are horrible with taste. TLDR; spicy ranch is sadly white person spicey

I got around to adding the ever lovely co-hosts for the #StarlitMemoriesAP #ffxiv in my uma-fied post! Thanks again for joining us for the event! It was so much fun! #shadoodles

Bruh, someone loves my REPO bot Live2D avatar they wanna commission for custom stuff on it ToT IT WAS A MEME AND PEOPLE MADE IT THEIR WHOLE THING. HOLY FUCK IM BLESSING (figuratively, I’m agnostic)

Sorry for delay! Forgot I never uploaded XD Thanks for everyone who joined us at the Starlit Memories Art Party! 🖤 #starlitmemoriesAP

🖤 SILENT HILL ƒ -- 5TH (joke) ENDING 🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 Clair Obscura: Exp33 -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 FFXIV Frands Day!~ Weeklies and Shenanigans! [Primal | Ultros]-- GL SAVAGE RAIDERS!!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

Dude, I'm so grateful for this stream team and for @xyrosvt.bsky.social taking me in never being in one before! This is SUCH AN AMAZING COMPILATION of all the AMAZING beans in Xybastu!! TY FOR HAVING MEEEE <3 <3

I see people. #StarlitMemoriesAP #PrimalArtParty

#StarlitMemoriesAP #martinart Ok the last lil doodles from the art party, thank you to everyone that came out!!

Year of the horse honsies so far!! I gotta draw my fabulous cohosts for the Starlit Roving Art Party 2025 too when I've had some rest! Thank you so much for joining us! It's always a blast!! #StarlitMemoriesAP #PrimalArtParty #ffxiv #shadoodles

Some quick sketch headshots (and soup) for the lovely #StarlitMemoriesAP ! #tweetsart / #ffxivart / #PrimalArtParty

First art party! So many lovelies, and I wish I could have gotten to draw some more! Thanks everyone 💙! #StarlitMemoriesAP #PrimalArtParty #ffxiv

We finished the early access portions of Monomyth! Thank you again Sabrith for getting it for me. Huge thanks to @daenealuxu.bsky.social @tayelle.bsky.social @emrys.gay & @asterisks.bsky.social for the raids tonight! We raided out to @xanvai.bsky.social after for some SHf. See y'all Monday!

🖤 SILENT HILL ƒ -- 4TH ENDING 🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 4th Annual Starlit Memories Roving Art Party w/ @veiledgrey @martineei @shadottie #ffxiv #PrimalArtParty #StarlitMemoriesAP🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

🖤 HAP MEW YEAR-- SILENT HILL ƒ -- First Playthru!~ No Spoilers or Backseating, plz!🖤 https://www.twitch.tv/xanvai

TOMORROW FRIENDS! Come join us in ringing in the new year! 🖤