time to crawl into bed

people dont get it. children have always been sacred. they have always been the central point to our societies, cultures, and future- globally. they have always deserved unconditional protection and care, and that is exactly where we have failed. to fail on their behalf, is to fail all of us.

time to go to work and pretend that i feel normal about life while i play with my daycare kids, despite everything in life rn. every time i clock in, i just look at them, and i feel so much anger that this is what we’re leaving behind for them and their futures.

"I don't recognize America anymore, this is not the United States I know!" *blinks Indigenously*

Stop. Posting. AI GARBAGE.

what part of “all cops are bastards” is not clicking for people

that family who runs the necessary conversation podcast needs to get a grip and stop posting shit that has no value beyond their parents being dumbfucks. at this point it is a money grab for the obscenity that their parents spew as they sit there and go ohhh nooo dad mom don’t say that blocked

h e a r t b r o k e n . the monks came thru my town and i missed them by 27 minutes. so many people were lined in the streets when i first passed by !!! i hope they travel safely.

i have one episode left of the last of us. i sobbed four separate times last night while watching, to the point i gave myself a migraine LOL

went and got a yummy dinner earlier. watched the geese out on the lake while the sun was still up. waved at my neighbors on the way home. spent four hours beading. now i’m in bed, might watch a movie. it’s been a successful day of regulating and breathing and existing.

i think he can tell i’ve been stressed outta my mind lately. i will say, his method is working

genuinely not having a good time with the state of the world rn

a fat bowl + my beading desk is calling my name rn

just spent 40 minutes organizing all of the apps on my moms phone. she had EIGHT pages of just… rogue unorganized chaos and i said nah…. it’s a new year, let me fix this omg

Reminder because it bears repeating. It is against the Geneva Conventions for any law enforcement, civilian or military, to intentionally target clearly marked/identified medics. They are designated non combatants under international law.

Made it through the first week of 2026

goooood evening my friends. i hope today is kind to you. even if you do nothing today, may it be comforting and pleasant. 🫶🏼💕

i’m thinking possibly next weekend i’ll have another shop update 😚 exciting! just finished two pairs of earrings tonight, starting my third…. and once my leather order comes in the mail, i’ll probably be trying to make some bone beaded chokers next. we shall see hehehe

80% of my personal journal now has just become worldly political updates that i refuse to ever forget- and the outpour of my indescribable feelings towards it all. i feel i have nothing else to write about. i hate this.

also, stop fucking censoring yourself. stop saying unalived. stop saying pew pew. stop saying stupid ass corny shit. we live in a world where we are already censored as is- stop doing their job for them. start explaining shit with your full chest. it’s murder. it’s guns. it’s fucking violence.

i’m so sick of our individualistic ass culture. too many ppl are fucking pacified by being too focused on recording for the internet vs realizing our true power comes in the form of action. video record for proof is great, but we don’t need several pov’s of someone’s horrific death.

we need to start sh*****g back and i’m being serious

kind of want to start trading my beadwork for other work and services this year 🧐 entering the era of bartering fr…. so if ur also a creative, or an indigenous crafter of any kind, pls feel free to hit me up!!

J O E L ??????????????? ??? ? ,?

….. i turn 27 this year…. what do you mean………

i was 14. forgot soap after getting in the shower. stepped out, slipped, and cracked my head against the corner of a half wall that separated the sink from the tub. got back in shower. realized i was gushing blood. immediately ran to my mom. went to the ER, & cried my way out of getting staples.

it’s officially time to clean my desk, make a blank slate, and return to beading 🪡 🧵 i’m so excited

no chatgpt for me, thanks. i will be asking the angels and spirits

i could eat several cantina quesadillas from taco bell rn im so fricken hungry omfg

another pair of earrings are now ready to leave for home tomorrow 🥹🫶🏼🤍✨ wela’linnnn

sc wants to propose a “charlie kirk remembrance day” but not a “fix our fucking roads day”. i hope all of them pop their tires and ruin their axles

abundance at the trough ❤️

officially an angel kiss girl i’m so happy

i ordered a cute new purse for the new year. it’s supposed to arrive tomorrow. bout to be posted up like dis all day at my window waiting to hear the mailman pull up

my mom hates that i’m stretching my ears… so every time she complains i tell her im going up another size LMAO (she loves me it just freaks her out)

i haven’t shaved in so long that i’m now hairy as fuck in my dreams. i was wearing a cute outfit w shorts, and at one point i looked down and saw my legs. like… oh! i didn’t have a care in the world either. i was just a girl with the breeze of her dreams running thru her leg fuzz.

took a lil extra nyquil last night and slept so good, im so excited to sleep good again like that tonight LMAO

here’s a list of names i’ve come across during my time working with children. no, none of them are mispelled. yes, they’re lowkey all of my faves. starting strong sevyn cincere mck dasani iello kute a-lee lyndyn aquafina merry zeb shipman i’ve yelled all of these names at least once lol

anyways it’s now time to sit and wait for midnight to come. it’s an hour left and i’m just curled up in bed w the cats and my emotional support water bottle lol

I finally went to pick up my order from @omodei.co, I am IN LOVE with my beautiful earrings y’all just look at these beauties. She included some cute stickers, a beautiful necklace and a precious little handwritten note. So adorably packaged!!! THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH MY TALENTED FRIEND 🤩🤩🤩

last day of 2025 how we feeling y’all

hobonichis being $40 is a crime but i want one

maybe having severe anxiety is a good thing bc if i truly let my mouth run free id probably end up on a government list or two

my first pair of earrings that i shipped out were delivered today, im so excited and happy. once i feel less like sick trash… i wanna get back to my desk and bead even more.

i’m so strong and brave for going to work today. i deserve 2 millions dollars and lifetime free coffee

WE GOT OUR CUTE NEW HOODIES FOR WORK IM SO HYPE!!!!! it was my idea we get them too. i’m so big brain. i love them

no social media presence bf vs gf that likes to document everything like a digital diary

trying to conjure up some achievable goals for 2026. journaling was one of my 2025 goals, and i’m so proud to say that i did it for the entire year + i’m still continuing into the future. by far it’s been my favorite new year resolution, ever. i have so much to look back on 🥹

does anyone else get what i like to call double decker sneezes? it’s when ur so sick that you literally sneeze twice if not three times in a row uncontrollably bc ur body just HAS to get that shit out i’m at that stage of sick now lmfao

bill n frank bro n o o o