bought $60 worth of new beads / bones / shells / quills last night. i’ve not posted much about it but im excited for my next round of beadwork heheh

the thrift store is calling my name but employment is keeping me hostage 😔 i want to crawl the 50¢ racks so bad rn!!!!!! i wanna find something cute!!!!

it’s too pretty outside to be going to work today

wanted to share a collaboration between me and my dad. this was our test run piece; he did the wood carving, and i did the painting ✨ it just needs to be sealed now!

you ever see someone hold a pencil a certain way and question how they managed all 12 years of grade school like that

casually almost died in the car today bc a wasp flew thru the window and landed on my chin, and then proceeded to fly around the windshield as if mocking me. needless to say i somehow lived.

Hatchet Woman ᏎᎵ (Sarah) Stewart • #Cherokee corn husk #doll with mixed media • ᎧᎿᏁᏍᎩ Spider Gallery, Tahlequah Oklahoma Traditionally Cherokee corn husk dolls do not have faces, we are taught this to encourage humbleness & humility. #Tsalagi #Indigenousart #ᏣᎳᎩ #Indigisky

had the weirdest dream that i built a spaceship and flew to mars just to get a sun burn and touch the rocky ground. it was sandy, and glittery. all i brought with me was a chicken salad sandwich, and a photo of my family- when it was time to go home, i woke up before hitting the launch button.

was waiting in mcdonald’s to grab my sisters mobile order, and i’m watching this lil dude no older than 10 waiting for his order too he walked up to these random teenage dudes that he clearly doesn’t know, and he just says “first one to blink is gay” and they proceed with an intense stare-off

happy women’s day being a woman rules i love women women rule

it’s disgustingly privileged to have the “america is untouchable and we will not see war” kind of take, as if we weren’t built by a collective 400+ years worth of war. destruction. genocide. have you forgotten our gov is raging war against us as citizens, right now??? look at how we are living.

took a 3 hour nap with my cats and now i’m out getting deep fried sushi. this is peak human experience

slowly becoming the village seamstress bc my bfs step-mom told multiple neighbors that i’m decent at sewing ripped clothing 😀 this is the third pair of pants i’ve hemmed and fixed by hand. i feel like im fulfilling a medieval prophecy atp

the hour change can’t come fast enough. i am so ready for the longer UV rays to heal me

we just finished a massive three week promotion at work, and bc we did great, we all got special goodie bags of our favorites things!! i got a dunkin gift card + nutella and pretzels. i feel loved ngl

also, i feel lied to. almond butter sounds delicious but it tastes like nothing and its the texture of grain. i’m gonna eat it cause i bought it… but wtf 😭

$50 at aldis got me two weeks of light-on-the-stomach food. i’m so determined to debloat and figure out if my stomach issues are food related or uterus related. im so tired of my pants hurting me at all times of the day

the rabbit isn’t gonna make it 😔 he had a terrible concussion and it’s like his spine was damaged and it would’ve required surgery. sweet thing got extra pain meds for the time being and he’ll be put to rest. big sad 😢

so today has been insane!!! my mom found a poor wild rabbit on the side of the road, and his back legs weren’t working. she called me sobbing i played super hero, and now we’re seeing if his leg damage is too far gone at a local vet’s. otherwise we’ll be bringing him to a rehabilitation center.

i yearn for nuanced online discussion but a 300 character post limit has me shackled by the thumbs

i genuinely think tiktok comment sections are why society is devolving. we are suffering bc of bean soup theory and ppl’s inability to listen for more than 7 seconds

went to the shop my sister gets her pens at to go grab her one. asked the dude if they got indica within the range of $40-50. tell me why this man starts treating me like the feds …. mind u there’s a literal crack pipe to the far right of the front case. what the fuck do you mean ‘that’s illegal’

I LOOOVE my fuckass bangs and you cannot take them away from me

my jordanian coworker made us all food and i absolutely destroyed the tin i got last night, and today my other coworker said i could have hers. two nights in a row now i am FEASTING. 10/10 i loooove my girls

makes me sad tho that there is very little research put towards the neurodivergence aspect of MT16. theres so many studies on phenotype and physical outcome … but i wanna know whats REALLY going on with the extra 16s in my brain. i know they’re in there!! they can’t do math- i’ve got dyscalculia.

i’ve lived majority of my life fully aware that i have mosaic trisomy 16, n yet im still learning new things about myself bc of it. i found out a while ago that my ‘funny foot’ i grew up hating is actually just clinodactyly. i genuinely forgot it affects hands….. and it’s got my fucking pinky too

you target children when you wish to destroy the hope and the future of a country. not when you wish to set them free.

i’m gonna hold y’all’s hand when i say this. if you’re a chronic lip picker, and no chapstick or lip balm on all of planet earth has helped you stop……… you need nipple cream. lanolin nipple cream. i’ve not picked my lips for an entire week. i feel like ive broken free from this addiction.

i live not too far from a military base / bombing range, and it’s been non stop ground quaking booms since i woke up. we live in miserable times.

bananas are so good. i’ve gotten into eating one at least once a day, if not twice. i need to buy more. bout to snack on my strawberry stash next lmfao

been getting random blocks and unfollows lately for some reason??? and i just want it to be clear- decolonization is key to our future. land back should’ve happened yesterday. borders aren’t real. left vs right are two wings of the same ugly bird. and war is assured destruction of innocent lives.

the land aches for peace

🙃 i’ve got a 7am shift tomorrow and i’m still awake at 1am pls send help……… i don’t wanna go

it’s tha weekend

incorporated some double curve motifs this time around- i wanted to bring a little mi’kmaq touch alongside these florals i’ve been super into. this one is giving alien. lots of eyes, aura, and otherworldly signs of life. #digitalart #indigisky

had to make another doctors call and this time after i left a message, i checked my heart rate with my new watch cause i could FEEL my chest thumping. i jumped from 89 to 119 within a minute. that’s how dead ass i am with my phone call anxiety. i’m so broken lmfaooooo

I know it’s difficult right now, but I insist that you seek and enjoy beautiful things, even if it seems frivolous or irresponsible in the face of overwhelming horror. I want you to feed yourself artistically, spiritually, and literally, because you can’t Do The Work when you’re starving.

btw forgot to share the fact i felt an earthquake earlier today. it was a 2.5 and i only realized it was happening bc pieces of jewelry on my nightstand were clinking against each other. i truly thought it was just our washing machine until my cats were like ??? ayo?

silly questions but am i technically ambidextrous if im right hand dominant / left foot dominant? lol

another piece of symmetry today!! this one’s giving ‘cecilia’ vibes… but i’d like to hear other names if you’ve got any ideas. 🪷✨

hot take … but the ‘ugly’ side of crochet work is my favorite. it looks so much better than the right side. wrong side wins every time sorry not sorry

felt like playing with symmetry tonight; this one’s named amelia. been enjoying how beautifully these brushes recreate watercolor movement. 🤍✨

opposite of ‘locked in’: locked out. I have lost the key. I am sitting on the front porch of my mind, waiting for my mom to get home from work and let me in

started calling our fridge the trap fridge bc it’s literally being held shut by packing tape cause the inside seal is broken, and the door doesn’t stay shut anymore lol. every time i wanna eat i gotta re-tape the fridge. truly makes me conscious of when and if i wanna mindlessly snack now LMAO

this spicy pimento cheese spread better heal me. i want the burn to cleanse me from the inside out

crippling plantar fasciitis arch pain got me on the verge of tears rn. it’s been four days of hobbling around

went to aldis and got 6 bananas, a tub of strawberries, crackers and knock off goldfish, a sleeve of bagels, a tub of cream cheese AND pimento cheese …. all for $17. i feel like ive robbed someone… this is crazy

i got my first pair of tunnels in!!!! finally hit 8mm 🤭 can’t wait to freak my mom out with my ear holes

white ppl screaming at other white ppl for ethically growing their own white sage in their free time in their own backyard will always make me laugh. why are y’all fighting each other over this stuff. this is peak performative