I would like a big hug and a quiet snuggle.

@jmrosedale.bsky.social I would love some book recommendations. Anything. Maybe especially non-fiction, but anything. Or even arbitrary media.

I have displeased the Gods of Optionality

every time I go to the airport I have to pour out the airport water in my water bottle that I filled my water bottle with the last time I went to the airport as soon as I made it through security with an empty water bottle I poured out before going to the airport.

🛢️🔥👌 = gaslight

I am a parasite that makes itself necessary to the host

my main blockin figuring out how to make working out work was getting a sense of what it means for something to feel like it’s working “right” people often describe this as a lack of pain or discomfort, but those come only after relying on wrong movements/posture/etc. and are bad explanations

I have become Vitriol, destroyer of That Bitch-Ass Attitude

couples lovingly grooming each other: a snip of a beard, a spot of moisturizer. something so interior and erotic.

just realized that the reason people are drawn to be as a confidant is that I love people who show me who they are, but it's a bit painful to have that much quiet love tbh

It took a really long time for me to be able to connect the exercises I was doing with the way I was feeling and I wish there had been more narrative guidance as to how I should be expecting exercises to effect me when I was growing up.

I think I might be the main character of an isekai satire

for sale: baby shoes, completely useless

finished an intense glute workout today

stockholm syndrome from the future

holding a baby is a restorative practice

the bubble tea of human whimsy

tbh, I kind of hate the term “cosmic irony” because people only use it for things that would be funny to humans

being humiliated by the universe is therapeutic

bumping because comments don’t get reposted

oopsie! I wasted another day on God’s green earth filling my heart with regret

I am extremely blessed to have two parents who I can workshop my feelings with

they call it butter because it makes your butt even more butter

I've entered this loop of feeling like I've "lost so much time" by being too anxious that as I take care of my anxiety more comes to replace it because of the time I spent taking care of it. what do?

@gena.bsky.social check your twitter dms I still can’t fiiiiind you

taking benadryl is the prototypical example of a Faustian bargain

60 thoughts for all you bots

finally managed to meditate for ten minutes and remembered who I am

I have been taking psychic damage beyond my comprehension, I have been letting myself fail to let myself survive, I have been realizing unrealized losses, I have been a very tired little boi today.

51/ the most obvious thing I could do to make my life better is stop trying to “even the score” when I make a mistake by frantically looling for a windfall or corner to cut

type II posting

I have been letting myself fall into being myself, I have filling in the little parts of myself that were missing with the me I didn’t have time for

*people talking about their spirit animals*: I'm more of an abused racehorse trying to make sure we lose enough races that I don't break a leg.

I don't think threads get shown to followers as they are added to, which kinda makes sense, but disincentivizes long-term threads, which are my jam

50

if I could describe how furious I am right now I would be the poet of the century

bluesky special: 1 like = 2 crystalized thoughts

the trolley problem was designed to expose how deontologists are just apologetic consequentialists

in their own heads, anteaters think of themselves as “anteater-fuckers”

i am tired little boi