trying to be a big boy and not sabotage this really cool thing i have going. im trying so hard oh ogd

i need to be studied or something. someone tell me what tf is my problem please

disorganized attachment style thats like a hoarding situation. i collect so many relationships but then never tend to them because im scared of commitment so they just all pile up and i cant ever let any of them go and they just fester

ok now i need to imagine all the ways i can nicely take care of myself in my mind. cmon lil bro...

imagining all the ways i can violently murder myself in my mind but like. not in a suicidal way... im just coping. im using my imagination to cope. clarifying that im not suicidal

im you people cant do anything

fuck

love that im just using this account to scream into the void and occasionally reblog lmao

holyyyuyyyy fuck holyfuckholyfuckholyfuck i love creative people oh my god ohmygod haha. explodes

im gonna throw up

drawing Jax as racoon memes from pinterest #theamazingdigitalcircus #jax

everyone start normalizing kissing your friends more immediately

wow was around so many ppl today i feel so gay for including my spouse of course but genuinely i would let all them pass me around like a joint if they wished

okay i might be learning to love myself,

tummy feels like worms and bugs and rocks and sticks maybe some moss and lichen

Hitomi the cat girl (She/her) 🐈🏳️‍⚧️⛓️

i just want internet friends againnn but im so terrified bro genuinely i think i was traumatized from internet friendships in my formative years😭

IM SCAREDDDDDD IM SO SCARED

the fear of accidentally weirding people out on the internet by being overly ambitious in trying to make friends runs so deep...... feel like ppl are gonna see me like this

My favorite thing about creating and owning characters is that I can just be needlessly cruel to them for no reason and nobody's allowed to get mad at me.

Glitch and Gooseworx making money out of the maid dress Jax will never not be funny #tadc #TheAmazingDigitalCircus #animatic

FINALLY OFF WORK AND IM. LOCKING IN THJS WEEKEND OK. need to finish this zooble wip the people need me... the people need their zooble serving absolute they/them cunt,....

metal screeching noises

im so scared of people from twitter yall.

about to take a cheese grater to my brain right now

call your friends cute! call them hot! say i love you! fuck me dude ive spent twenty two years thinking i had to be polite about my friends when you should frankly be a little in love with everyone youre close with. they matter to you. let them know it

SHE/THEY RIBBIT IS REAL. YURI RIBBITRABBIT TIME FT DISASTER LESBIAN DAISY ‼️ #tadc

me: oh yeah im making this art for MYSELF and my own enjoyment idc if it gets notes or likes or whatever it is for ME!! ok post. my art: *doesnt immediately get attention 10 mins after posting* me: ok i guess im never posting anything again

first meeting pt 2 (he/him for the mouse) (she/her for the cat)

habby halloween

WAIT I ALMOST FORGOT TO POST THIS HERE!!! witch jax supremacy watch out tho he's abt to hit yall with the beam that evaporates freaks and perverts we've already lost gangle 🪦 #jax #tadc #witchjax

heavy feeling like the people in that tweet thats like "omg you people cant do anything"

finally answered all my unopened dms on instagram ive been avoiding for the past week

there is hope for a guy like me,,,, I'm gonna make it and continue to make art

WAIT I ALMOST FORGOT TO POST THIS HERE!!! witch jax supremacy watch out tho he's abt to hit yall with the beam that evaporates freaks and perverts we've already lost gangle 🪦 #jax #tadc #witchjax

pleaseee soup cure my seasonal depression pllease pleaspleas se.. 🧎🧎🙏🙏😭💔

makin bison stew im so fucking excited i fucking love soup

a never ennnnnding miiiIiIiiidnighht suuuuuuuuuUuUuUuUuUuUuUuUuUuUuUuUuUuUUuUn

oh mygODDDDFUCKKKKJHHGGSGGGGRGRRGH INDONT WANNA TALK TO ANYONNEEEEEUHHHBGGGGGGG

just smoked my first full cigarette to myself yup its that kind of day

never posting vent art again that was so embarrassing. like who tf hit post on that😭😭 i blacked out

The eternal ND artist struggle: All I want to do today is art, but I can't until I finish the thousand non-art tasks I've been putting off, which has put me in a mood, so I've been unproductive and the day's almost gone and the to-do list remains, which still means no art, so now I'm in a mood--

ok yeah im going full furry. cookin up another fursona as i speak. i literally have never had so much fun drawing in my LIFEEE im never going back

Okay, I think I’m calling it done

feeling so evil right now

its ok i will persist!

like i am so happy but feel so stuck all at the same time. i feel like i am finding myself but feel more lost than ever. my life feels so full and i have so many people who i know love me but i feel so alone so often.