transfem named doug who changes her name to douglass

i keep seeing myself in the mirror and my brain is automatically processing what i see as "woman" just as my first base instinct and i think thats really good

its nice when you fall asleep and wake up at your destination

i finally understand why halimede is so fucking funny. god.

i fell in love with james gunns style at first sight on watching the guardians of the galaxy trilogy but now its like a cultural thing whether you like or hate him and just my luck i like the woke guy

im sorry but “its maam” will never be as cutting and annoying as “dont use gods name in vain”

dude idk why but i had like the most fucked up day of all time yesterday but today im just like giddy. im watching arcane season 2 and just doing my autistic little voidposting and i dont even feel guilty. life is so wonderful right now for an inexplicable reason

did everyone forget about the charlie kirk south park parody like weeks before his death? youd think after they made fun of trump theyd like. check his paramount+ account.

am i the only one that thinks that skate game looks dumb as hell? i dont see the appeal of being able to fly to assist tricks. i guess i was never into the skate or tony hawk games to begin with but it was at least cool to see the guys do technical moves, now its just like, gta sandbox lol

just got my phone case with matthew murdocks face on it and showed it to my mum like "look look at at my husband isnt he cute" and she just said "its about time you got one" she meant a phone case

saber

i just found out my existence has created a schism in my family between the people who demand others respect my identity and the ones who dont like politics (dont ask them their opinions on immigration)

its gonna be really awkward when they ban being trans and dudes have to go back to calling men that challenge their sexuality “women” as a pejorative

the feminine desire to receive a large sum of money from a stranger in exchange for coitus

i do my best work while going through radical life altering change, actually.

trans healthcare wouldnt exist if the same treatment didnt already exist for cis people. makes you wonder what other advancements in science we are missing due to it not benefitting heteronormative capitalist culture.

its okay i know im a horrible person you dont need to remind me

think im gonna slam my head into the wall until it bleeds! :D

keep reporting on the decadence and lavishness of the presidents lifestyle. sources show thats a very very good way to start an uprising

just woke up and im overwhelmed again. wide awake and i cant escape. ahh... torture. this life is torture.

it hurts so much i cant breathe properly. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. please. let it end. please. i dont deserve this. please. someone help me im begging please

why doesnt anyone care? why doesnt anyone see how pathetic i am and do everything in their power to save me? am i not beautiful enough? is my soul not radiant enough? what would it take? just tell me. do i have to cry louder? please just tell me what i have to do.

time moves so fucking slowly. every day feels like a drag. am i supposed to wait months at a time for developments in my life? its like an eternity of nothing. this is worse than death, surely

i feel so sick. i wish i could just knock myself out on a whim. but i cant even do that. i cant even sleep. i cant even accomplish the feat of sleeping. i cant do anything i want to do. ahh…

trying to find the strength to shower. please. i have to see people i want to like me tomorrow. please let me do this, god, please

i cant stop scrolling through my clearsky "blocking you" and "lists youre on" and being crushed by the weight of the consequences of my own actions. will i ever be human? will anyone ever pay attention? whats the point if i cant even try anymore? i really need to find a way to escape this world.

scrolling thru youtube cant watch anything cause i just know all of these videos are gonna piss me off

delusional

trans bird girl putting on one of those sticky out facemasks and getting a sense of gender euphoria

help

im so alone, i have no one i am not scared of in my life. no one cares. everyone has someone, but i don't. it's so normal to have someone, but i can't even manage that

i dont even have the energy to smoke, dude, my entire body feels heavy and i dont even wanna walk to bed. i just want to fall apart and die. why am i like this? why cant i get better? what am i supposed to fucking do, man

3 hours into today and i havent done anything and im already exhausted. oh well. i guess theres always the next day. and the next day. and the next day. please, god, give me the strength to end it all

getting real tired of this mfer

every time i come here. i am tired and angry. every time i talk to my friends. i am tired and angry. every time i talk to my parents. i am very tired and extremely angry. whats the point of trying

im going to this queer like social youth group for young adults aged 18-30 and i have like no idea what to expect. the last time i went to a forced social gathering was the damn social bus as a teenager and that was the most awkward experience of my life. but i have to do it. just power through.

うさぎちゃん

god i suck so much at games its just so tiresome

Night in the Woods

just got "thank you sir'd" and i hit them with the "no problem ma'aam" in the deepest voice i can manage

My Stupid and Gay Puzzle

what if i paid you in sexual favors to kill me would that be romantic

if you dont think humanity wants to view me as the root of all evil, just check the lists im on.

no one will force me to hide who i am. not my friends. not my foes. not the authorities. not God. i will live to the fullest extent this weak body is able to before being snuffed out in an instant, unceremoniously.

im getting so hogwild with my purchasing of nice things that i no longer have enough money to fully replace my pc if it suddenly explodes and that stresses me the FUCK out. i would not survive being anything below completely catered for. i am a pathetic fucking roach. btw look at this its 3 feet omg

i would never ever get srs because if i did i couldnt tell bigoted men that im a girl and my dick is bigger than theirs

i was doing this for straight up 20 minutes crying my eyes out unable to get the ball in the hole god i want to kill myself so bad

lrp same little dude