Had a weird urge to make a mean(ish) girl OC with some real "Kiki" energy (as I kinda see most of my OC's as being very "Bouba" if you catch my drift). A little practice if you will... Think Mene here (yes that's here nickname) is alright?

Never needed an item from a video game so badly before IRL... #brutalorchestra #bo

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Welp, tried to start something today and it looks like my old tablet's finally kicked the bucket... Don't expect anything from me (well, drawing-wise) until it's replacement arrives.

Last time I did a little on Mon'C I told myself that I'd tame and rein in her upper body fat... It appears I completely failed in doing that, and now she's somehow twice as blubby XD That a bad thing? #ssbbw #hyper #hyperbutt #hyperfat

Fuck you *Steals your polygons*

I was today-years-old when I learnt the "Orcane Bidet" is a thing (WTF they doing with Rivals I can't XD)

I might have ended up getting a little carried away... (Her butt is basically becoming a shelf for her back fat at this point XD!)

Finally trying to get myself back into the groove with Mon'C. Figured it'd maybe help me distract myself from... everything (the usual, but as usual to little avail). Looks like the fat/flab has finally spread up to her arms, neck and shoulders. Think she's plush enough now?

Saw this and nearly had a full-blown heart attack. (Cool bone-spike Mohawk though~)

All that one image has caused is problems (you can probably guess the one). Figured I'd delete it across all my accounts (but not the spat it caused on this one). I'd rather that mistake remain as a constant reminder for me (not that I really needed any more of those rn, but still).

Feel like now would be as good a time to say it, but recently had to delete my Discord account as it got "compromised", putting it lightly (if you're wondering why I hadn't been on for the last 15 days or so, that's why).

lets run this back, reply, repost, whatever

If you're wondering what these are, made some memes to help cheer myself up a bit (because who doesn't love a little self-inflicted schadenfreude?) bsky.app/profile/estr... bsky.app/profile/estr...

What commissioning fetish art in the 21st century be like:

Never...

Saw this and had to make my own version; applies for drawing and modeling (writing would be another graph entirely...) Note the constant horness. bsky.app/profile/nadi...

Went to my grandad's house again today like I would for any other Sunday. For the past two years, I'd been going up to him regularly to tend to him where his own two sons couldn't; shaving him, supplying food, having someone to actually have a meaningful conversation with...

Great, And what a better way to start the new year then being forced to see the corpse of your recently desisted grandad, all because your breathing-failure of an uncle couldn't look after him enough, just like with your nan. Just. Great.

Welp, there goes another, even worse than the last. Lets hope next year the world decides to mercifully end me in my sleep, cause if not, I honestly doubt I'll be able to make it through another year or two without "finalizing" things by myself... Happy new year everyone.

Gonna try blasting something out and see if it works, as I can't quite privately chat this... (If you come across this stream of posts, just treat it as a cry for help from a mentally ill person or something (not that that's too far from the truth mind you XD))

Welp, it's been settled. 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗼𝗽𝗹𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗽𝗼𝗸𝗲𝗻! (Gonna be interesting getting this to work ngl XD)

New Mon'C model-related poll up on DA (if anyone actually gives a rat's arse). Would've done it on Google docs but why should put effort into something all but 10 people will actually participate in? ... Also, have a Christmas! www.deviantart.com/estrangedlam...

Haven't exactly had time to do much over the holidays this year (you can blame my dying grandad, breathing-failure of an uncle, worsening-condition mom, indifferent dad and ignorant sister for that), but hope this is better than nothing at all.

Sorry for the lack of updates as of late (you can blame the festive season for that)... So, to make up for it, here's some nips (plus a little sneak-peak at something else I'm working on behind her)!

Did some experimenting with textures/modifiers today. Even though she's supposed to just be a reference model and wanna make her real blobby~

and the slipper are 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕖

ＷＨＡＴ ＡＲＥ ＴＨＯＳＥ？！？！ (Ignore the glimpse of gut above them please)

Ain't it amazing how many neurons just two spheres can activate?

𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘬'𝘴 𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘶𝘦: Turned on PC today to find the front fans have stopped working. ... God why is it ever since Windows 11 I can't go a month some issue happening?

OH NO they've fused! God help us!

Finally, After so much time has passed, Progress.

You know what? Fuck it! I'd rather go out doing something rather than nothing! No, I 𝗪𝗜𝗟𝗟 go out doing something!! bsky.app/profile/estr...

Great. And now my graphics card is potentially dying, after everything I've already been through this month.

.ƨɘɿɒɔ γbodoИ

Not exactly been the best the last two months. Hope this at least partially makes up for me being such a failure. A little spooky(?) lore dump of sorts. I’m sorry… bsky.app/profile/estr...

UOcc-14/UOrg-14 Documentation: docs.google.com/document/d/1...

Been eating out a little too much…

Heh. Might have gotten a little distracted over the weekend (again). Poo. (I'm Sorry! I swear I'm gonna finish Mon'C at some point!)

One complete drive nuking later... ...and I'm back.

Good news: Motherboard was installed correctly! Bad news: Operating system (I.E. Windows 11) decided to shit bricks and ended up in an infinite error loop...

UPDATE!: New motherboard has arrived! Now all I have to hope is that it's installed correctly and without issue...

Got a bit of a situation. Read more about it here: www.deviantart.com/estrangedlam...

Took a little break from the 3D stuff to do this for a friend of mine, @leader120.bsky.social. They wanted a lippy OC, and I feel like I delivered ; D

Creepypasta-looking ass

𝟵𝟬+ "𝗦𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗱𝘀" 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗮𝗶𝗿 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗿... Might have gotten a little carried away. ʰᵉʰ ʰᵉʰ

Progress Report: Nearly there with the hair! Just missing some dets to make it look messier and strands for the desired thickness; General shape and that though is pretty set~

Decided to start on her head/face first, Feel like I've made a decent-ish start to her (though I'm not 100% on what I'm doing with her cheeks and mouth just yet...)

𝗜𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗶𝗻𝘀...

Well this is gonna seem a bit random… Friend of mine recently paid me to draw a pic of their Cow OC Kiara, and here she is! Hope you lot (and especially the friend I did the pic for whom I’ve had to refrain from mentioning as they wished to remain anonymous) like her!