not to be invested in of all things BOOKTOK DRAMA but ppl who saw audra winters saying shes moving to finland to live with/near one of her artists in short notice in 2 weeks and are like 'omg, shes trying to tax evade her financial obligations in the usa'

🙂↕️

fanfest👎 making your soom aymerics kiss each other at nyc bjd con👍

extremely disappointed this hasn't happened but i just got to caelid so i remain hopeful

breaking a nail is whatever but it's low key humiliating when it's the gay fingers and you have to go into work the next day like that

don't even get me started on the gold detailing on his gloves

started drafting aymeric (bjd)'s clothes and like... Who does cosplay commissions who wanna make it for a little 75cm guy because ill pay up

thursday i was like ok this weekend i will draw aymeric and then friday i signed up for a second fall semester graduate course on top of working 50+ hrs a week so its been nice knowing you all

not to crap on anyone for having a trigger either and i dont want to say 'bc of your trigger YOU should be removed from a central fandom space' but like it is kind of limiting on what ppl can post. also, hypothetically, if someone wanted anal spoiler tagged in an m/m server, i don't know if

if i wanted ppl telling me what kind of porn i can draw/post i would hang out in the big estimeric server that makes u warn everyone/spoiler tag for trans aymeric like 😭☝️

i mean i love being on here to like my friends posts dont get me wrong but i would not say 'this is a good site full of good people' and it annoys me whenever someone sets up a socmed platform as The Ethical Socmed Choice bc inevitably the platform does this kind of puritanical censorship thing and

i been saying 'can't say that in a christian manga(bsky)' to myself whenever i have a hateful ffxiv comment i want to post but shouldnt and now bsky is actually beating me to the punch so i cant use my stupid ass joke

bubborn

#estimeric commision

i made an image forever ago thats the sad and happy guy sitting on the bus but the sad guy is lady maria and it's like fishing hamlet or whatever out the window... and the happy guy is micolash and theres like blood moon and all of yahargul being sacrificed out his window..anyway i can't find it but

Together for Starlight is an FFXIV NPC x NPC gift exchange for authors and artists, with gifting happening over the Starlight season in December! Sign ups open TODAY! More info and links below!

Estinien nedoroid hair came in today..... He is the janitor of nidhogg

i only cried twice today about work 👍

painting today is Just ok but that's fine

doing a horrible job reading item descriptions, wrapping up character storylines, doing things in order etc when streaming so remind me to write up a google doc explaining The Plot Of Bloodborne to my wife after we wrap up and i've made her watch 40hrs of ??

i could hear her getting mad in real time bsky.app/profile/ayme...

made my wife stop streaming after beating micolash bc i was retroactively angry about all the porn ive seen of him as a sniveling uke

me trying to convert my algorithm: ser aymeric de borel bleeding. ser aymeric de borel beaten bloodied on the ground. ser aymeric de borel wounded. ser aymeric de borel post-vault whump. ser aymeric de borel looking like the tallest saddest wettest rag of a man covered in blood and crying

wyrmblood 🩸| #ffxiv #estinienvarlineau

Wait till she sees the other guy bsky.app/profile/ayme...

wife, in the hunter's nightmare: soooooooooooo, this is the yaoi boss >w< me: ...the horse? the fucking horse??

got to mensis last weekend and wife was like the boss of this area? micolash? i've seen porn of him online

she is not watching but she wants to be included anyway

watching master & commander with my baby like true fujoshis

how it feels to not gaf about duskbloods and hope it flops

Haunted for 3 days over being corncobbed by logarius

wife is so nice for not minding me saying UGHHH literally every time any boss hits me

savescumming my way thru sens fortress

not streaming bb for wife bc im in the dick flattening machine at work/i forgot/so is she vs i need to stream it so i can RT fanart with spoilers

welcome to my feed where i bash anyone and everyone bc i'm unhappy at my job 💯

my supportive wife rting everything i wrote about blight town even though she dgaf dark souls 🫶

anyway i saw some clickbait on youtube that was like 'anor londo's HANNIBAL LECTOR?' omg dont do smough like that... like his coworkers dgaf.. ornstein dipped and left an illusion bc he refuses to fuck w smough...

Anyway i saved over my file accidentally after killing the darkroot black knight w/o a drop and used all my twinkling titanite on bks so that shit better carry me 🙆‍♀️

getting corncobbed whenever i remember i saw 'dark souls bad' in a server that consists entirely of ffxiv fans with self described debilitating adhd and autism who claim they can only read fanfiction 3 times a year max bc their adhd is so severe they cant read

semi related but whenever people are like dark souls is too hard bc i didnt realize i had to talk to this npc at a specific time and now im locked out of a questline bc i did things out of order and im crashing out. like... you can google this shit. Why do you think you need to play it blind

reading item descriptions reminding me of a ffxiv fan saying dark souls is bad writing bc youre forced to do the unbearable task of reading item description. U right we need to be asking 3 npcs what they think about what its like to live in blighttown

?

both solaire and lautrec are gonna kill gaping dragon for me idgaf

talking about a daddy dom and it's just this. just this little guy

constantly talking about aymeric bottoming is my equivalent of firing a gun to keep the rent low