i've been beyond inactive but i'm glad i was because i had *lock in* this past month 🥹

update: i'm back !! and with an update on the prospect i was working towards....💗

merry christmas !! to all who celebrate..i hope everyone has a joyous and relaxing holiday ❄️☃️🎄

christmas eve vibes ~ 🎀🍒❄️☃️

merry christmas eve !! ☃️❄️🎄🎁

christmas is only two days away ????? time goes by SOO omg

i'm back; been doing lotsss of prep for the prospects i have next year that i can't talk about bc i don't wanna jinx myself out of the opportunity

made a big girl purchase today...meet cookie and nutmeg 🙂‍↕️🫶🏾

my mom: i'm off work, so im binging my comfort show (turns on ghost adventurers)

i know i said im not setting any hopes for the new year and am just going with the flow but i have a few very exciting prospects if all goes well...and well...now my hopes are set exponentially high for 2025 😭💀

it sorta makes me sad how television shows in the streaming era don't have 100th episode cakes/celebrations anymore 🙁

i want a photographic memory just for the simple fact of remembering educational research, to come up with theorists and their theories off the riff is a skill is just don't have & i just got a masters degree in education. like my memory is *bad* bad 🫣😭

even though i'm not celebrating my birthday until tmrw, being able to relax & write while binge watching greys anatomy made this friday the 13th a really peaceful one and thats honestly all i could really ask for 😌

real talk: how come nothings being done about the drones in nj and new york ????? surely the military (or government idk how it works) is able to shoot them down but why aren't they ?????

it's my birthday ! 🥹

time magazine really ???? and i get that their nomination just means "most impactful" but i truly don't see the impact ??? or influence ???...i know tiktok celebs who are more impactful/influential than that nominated person pls sksdj

it's my little brothers birthday today and i wake up hearing him in the shower screaming lyrics to 22..sooo unserious 😭😭😭😭

completely finished christmas shopping 🎄☃️❄️..now to relax

watching smile2 (for the second time) at 9 at nite bc im obsessed with the music in the film..deffo willing to risk a couple of gory-filled jumpscares to get to the musical bits

haven't been feeling like myself lately so i've been quite inactive here and there, but im feeling better now 🖤

not going to say or hope for 2025 to be "my year"...i can't be put through any other let downs...my new motto is just going with the flow and letting go of control.

highkey was sat for sm for the soundtrack alone but the writing, acting, and flow of the plot had me reeled tf in...waiting for the day the oscar's recognize horror for its excellence bc this film needs many nominations

ariana deserves this sm. i'm sooo happy for her 🥹

i'm sat!!!!!!! and they better not get snubbed 🫵🏾

seeing swiftie oomfs going through it...i was in ur place once after seeing harry in reggio for the final hslot show and im here to tell you..unfort it does not get any better..i miss harry and hslot *constantly*..its like permanent pcd

i feel like in my past life i was a phenomenal broadway performer, it's just unfortunately in this life i have the passion and not much talent and/or resources to thrive in that capacity

Sentence by sentence, I'm building this novel. Luckily I'm now experienced enough to know that moving forward and back and forward again in the draft is part of my process.

mother

my mom is super sick...i think she has covid..im a bit worried

real...unfortunately.

my "happy place" is in my imaginary loft apartment that overlooks the ocean and has a ocean-facing balcony that i relax and write on with my two shihtzus...if i can make *that* a reality one day i'll never complain again skdjd

this might be bc of me only following intellectuals but has anyone else noticed that "stan wars" just simply don't exist on this app ???? it's just ppl posting about their faves, going to concerts, and being...dare i say..normal ?

You have to be damn near deranged in the pursuit of your dreams to make them come true. When they say absolutely NOTHING can hinder your hustle, it’s so true.

ex-situationship attempted to follow me on insta...yea no. immediately no.

i have a feeling that if wicked is nominated for an oscar/oscars that it'll get snubbed bc there's always that one film during award season that does and it makes headlining news...(but for the sake of ariana & cynthia one day earring an egot let's hope i'm wrong)

tbh christmas is my least favorite holiday however, i like my mickey mouse ear santa hat and wanted to christmas-fy my acc 🙂‍↕️

when another bad thing happens in your life but you're used to it:

i stopped using insta bc its now for baby, new house, and marriage announcements....it cringes me out to post about wicked when trisha just bought a house and alexis is engaged like-

my two worlds colliding..ariana and paul ?!?$?$))

my nephew got me ill with his kiddie baby germs.. my sinuses are blocked so bad and i can't sleep without having a coughing fit...fun timess 🤙🏾

My writing process is usually: a) I got this b) well, fuck c) wait that part was real good d) wait no that part sucks e) I am a god of this place f) the fuck is this shit, who do I think I am, why am I here g) oh man I just figured it all out h) mistakes were made I) existential dread

harry ?!?!?!€£?!€

the weeknd only being on wrapped bc of his collabs with ariana..i fear if they ever put out a joint album it'd be soo over for me. i *love* their voices together

harry didn't make it on my spotify wrapped this year..hs4 where are you ?????

hi..goodmorning to all..my spotify wrapped has arrived, sabrina is obvs my top artist and 'witchy strut dark pop' is now going to be my entire brand 🖤

soo much stress irl that i've gotten ill...but alas i have a warm cup of peppermint tea and greys anatomy in bed to help me feel better

drew is the absolute sweetest for this omg ??????

been busy with work all day and didn't have much time today to use this app and now it's nitetime and i'm dozing off to sleep..hmph..good niteee

Writers: yes, you are still a "real" writer if you - have never published anything - have no readers - didn't write anything this month - didn't write anything this year - can't articulate words anymore - can only float and mournfully wail - were murdered ten years ago on this very spot