Got call from doctor's about results, was going on about lifestyle changes, got to to tell nurse that I would be discussing those with my new doctor office in December.

Go tomorrow around 2pm to pick up Mom's ashes, death certificate and other things. Still surreal to be saying that, that she isn't here anymore and especially with the holidays coming up.

When my grandmother lost her mother, my uncle said that she said she felt like an orphan (she had lost her dad, a several years earlier) my uncle said he felt that way when my grandmother passed. Me being from a single parent, just losing my mom, besides the surreal and numbness, feel that way too.

Spend as much time as you can with your loved ones, and cherish each moment, because one day, you'll wake up and they won't be there anymore, and you'll be left with an empty spot in your heart.

Watching a wreck from the temporary apartment. cops finally showed up

Always protective of my mom but especially now when she can't defend herself

Good news weight is going down

Rough day today, friend got harassed at work and got sent home

Still waiting for death certificate to be signed off by hospital doctor, my uncle took my mom's bottom plate of her dentures so that they could be cremated with her and the guy there said they were still waiting

Flowers that the company my uncle works for sent

Damn bitch doctor blamed my mom for not following up. Fuck this place

At doctor appointment, for the first time in long time, mom isn't with me and it's at the place that failed her. So many emotions today

But this will be the last appointment there, found the new place where our former doctor is and I go December 2nd, there. Journey without my mom has begun (she's still with me in spirit and my heart). Tomorrow will be a rough one though.

tomorrow is going to be a hard day, I go back to our doctor, had canceled mom's appointment the other day. The hard part is that the place that we go missed the signs that pointed to the cancer. Going to be hard going tomorrow.

More pics of mom and a piece of jewelry she made. The first picture is of my mom, Grandmother(Cora Lee aka Nana) Grandfather (William Earl) and my Aunt (Katrina Lee) circa 1974 at the Memphis

While no services are planned at this time, January 20th, 2026, we do plan to have a Celebration of Life dinner on her birthday, those who would like to or would be able to attend are welcome to come.

Got everything taken care of with the cremation, can take 7-10 business days to get doctor to sign off on death certificate

For mom youtu.be/K0siYUjV9UM?...

Go today at 2pm to Smart Cremations to finalize things

So surreal this morning, feeling that oh need to go to the hospital and that there is such an empty spot here and in my heart. youtu.be/SyvgjREEk_E?...

@sydneyscreams4u.bsky.social mom passed away at 8:03 pm. My uncle, her brother called me and told me to get there. She waited till I could get there.

From time to time I will share stories about my mom and things. I've cried and everything, right now I'm numb and my heart is 💔, and piece of me is missing and it's so empty now.

My beloved mother passed away at 8:03 pm, she waited till I could make it here. 😭

Got me to hospital, she held till I could get here. She doesn't have much longer 😭

On my way to hospital, need to be there, mom don't have much longer

Talk about a rollercoaster morning, still have the rest of the day.

It probably won't be much longer but Dr. Wright has said one to two days

Oxygen isn't good, neither is heart rate either. Dr. Wright doesn't expect her to live more than 2 days. Dr. Wright is going to work with her.

Sounds like the lady needs to maybe find another place to work, definitely would have that employee evaluated to see if she competent to keep her job.

A terrible miscommunication by the person, Harold got there and the woman was talking crazy didn't even know my uncle's name, didn't know that my mom's doctor was Dr. Wright.

Get happy or relieved and something always snatches it

All this bullshit about discounts and things for the facility it would still break us. So she'll be coming home to die in a few days. Been nothing but mislead the whole damn time.

Get a call from hospice basically she can only stay up there for 3 days after that since can't afford an facility, she will be coming to the place that we're renting while we get started on house repaired and redid.

Having to change IV, it was messed up not getting pain medicine. Tomorrow will get medline

At hospital, in the hospice room on the fifth floor

I almost cried when they said they would admit her to the hospital hospice instead of sending her home. Please keep us and her in your thoughts, prayers and anything else.

Just exhausted and tired, don't sleep. I think the few times last night when I had a bad dream was probably when Mom had the episodes of pain. I know it's also hard my uncle Harold.

Mom's going to be admitted to inpatient hospice for now

After horrible night that Harold had to come back up at 6 am to get any sort of rest, back at hospital and for now mom is resting..

After horrible night that Harold had to come back up at 6 am to get any sort of rest, back at hospital and for now mom is resting..

Mom was running a fever again when Harold got there. They gave her Tylenol for that

At hospital, mom is resting

Back at hospital , she's resting

Told my mom I loved her. Told her I would be fine. And when it was time that she could move on. Just asked her when it was my time for her to come and get me. 😢😭💔

We are just going to make her comfortable. If she stabilizes, hospice care would be at home. If continue with meds it will be hospice in the hospital.

Don't think it will be much longer for Mom😭💔

Headed to hospital for meeting with palliative/hospice doctor 😢