It's a miracle! I drew something today *runs back into hiding*

Posting to say I'm alive! Been quiet lately only because I'm just trying to survive, chill, and work on my comic. It's been a bit blissful to be away from social media, but I also miss posting art and interacting with folks. Hermitmaxxing as the kids say, I guess lmao

I need to make it a habit of doodling my comic OCs more (that has nothing to do with the comic) For those who doodle their OCs everyday, I wish I had your level of hyperfixation 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Argh I really wanna be on the RE9 train but, I still have all the RE remakes sitting in my PS4 that have yet to be played... AND YES I SPOILED MYSELF OVER THAT VICTOR AND LEON SCENE. I'M RABID!!!!!

Was flipping through Netflix & saw District 9 pop up & man...still one of my favorite films. I know the use of "aliens from outerspace" is an overused trope for oppressed groups, but the movie does it well imo? Also with a very unlikeable protagonist (played very well). (Also the cgi is SO GOOD)

don’t ever lose sight of what’s important in life (the two fictional characters in your mind that keep you going)

Ugh Daylight Savings made me complete mush today. Me no likey!!! (Also yeah, did not snag Lady Gaga tickets for night 2. All that was left was $600+ tix. Get fucked! Not paying for that lol)

This is why I'm not in a hurry to go back into the industry. I cannot deal with the heavy depression and stress trying to look for work after every gig. It is hardest when you are single and live alone. There is no monetary safety net.

Lmao well when you're a pastor's kid, you grow to see all the hypocrisy in front of you (or you become more indoctrinated, which thankfully is not me).

Ticket scalpers deserve to go to hell aaaghhhh Why are they honestly the worst 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Dressed up just in case I could snag some last minute tickets to Lady Gaga tonight, but I'm not psychotic enough to get nosebleeds for over $400, so I'm sitting it out (may try again tomorrow, but I highly doubt I'll get one then either). I would have looked cute attending, oh well! lol

Oh btw I have started thumbnailing chapter 1 of my comic!! I got a bit impatient haha. Chapter zero is stl gonna appear first, but I figure I need to just move through loosely first before I get too into the weeds. Trying to figure out a good rhythm. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

I keep seeing job listings for the FBI, but it's led by a complete and total loser, so not even attempting (tbh I would not be fit to work there, or maybe because I complete and total loser is the director I AM competent enough LMAO) That and government jobs these days are so unstable, so eeughhh

In slightly less depressing news (but still kind of a bummer), I think I'm dealing with a persistent pinched nerve in my drawing ahoulder and it's been annoying me for two weeks. There has to be someway to unpinch it, no? Otherwise I guess I need to schedule an acupuncture appointment. 😔

Not to be like really dark on my timeline, but is it kind of fucked up that I just kinda feel numb after horrifying mass shooting happened in Austin last night less than 20 min away from me? Where do I begin? (Including all the horrific shit happening overseas)

Come on Texas, we can do it! 😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 Vote early! No lines!!

The funny thing is when I started the concept of this story I wanted it to be this big thing that would become a hit. Now I honestly don't care. I'm doing it mostly for me, and if like...2 people like it, I'm happy.

Finally started thumbnailing the first chapter of my comic tonight. It's becoming a reality now y'all. I'm proud of me!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

Just sketching stuff and things 👀👀👀👀👀👀

I think I have two? Colossal and Midsommar Not that I wouldn't watch them again, but I would need to be very mentally prepared to watch them a second time. They are phenomenal movies!

Heavily debating on getting myself some roller skates. The question is if I'll ever use them enough 😅😅😅 I used to own inline skates, but I wanna know how to use quad skates. 🤔

Go outside, go get a journal to write your stupid thoughts in (privately), and go get some fucking therapy. What the fuck is wrong with you people?

Been casually watching figure-skating (I think enjoy it b/c it crosses more into performance & art rather than sport imo) & omg I love all these young skaters energy & great sportsmanship. Heck I really envy Alysa Liu's joy and healthy attitude about her craft. Let's have more of this please!

The Predator (2018) I completely checked out mentally in the middle of it and after I left the theater I was so annoyed. This is not an opinion, it's a fact: this movie was AWFUL (Don't even give me the "it was so bad it was good." NO NAH NOPE). I'm so glad Prey completely made up for this.

In relation to my last post I talked to a customer who pronounced jpeg by just saying the letters and not "jay-peg". It kinda weirded me out??

Every time I hear a customer say they used Chatgpt and Canva:

Whoooaaa so cool aaahh

Watching figure skating really makes me wanna go ice skating, but no one in my local friend group wants to do it, so...😔 I would be fine going alone if it weren't for the fact that the humiliation of fucking up and falling on my ass is too much LOL I need someone to share the humiliation with 😂😂😂😂

A weird hot take, but am I the only person who reads both Bayonetta and Dante as aroace??? (This is a belief I've had for a while...) They are basically your fun single aunt and uncle and you cannot tell me differently.

Oooh speaking of Soul Reaver again--fun little factoid: So my design of Kylre from The Mighty Nein show was mostly based off of existing pre-pro concepts provided to me, but my unique little stamp is the pupil design. I based it off the Elder God's pupil 😌👉👉 #soulreaver #themightynein

Speaking of Capcom, omg I'm so excited to see Sherry teased in the latest RE9 trailer (and um does that mean maybe Jake can come back? 👀). But also missed opportunity to bring Sheva back UGHHH

*looks up DMC5's release date* WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT CAME OUT 7 YEARS AGO OH MY GOD

Also where are my Devil May Cry and Bayonetta fans as we probably will wait another DECADE for a new installment (or if it even is gonna happen at all *sobs*)

Aaaah any Soul Reaver news is good news!!!! That said I'm always wary about the HD remasters because I don't really feel one way or the other about them, but anything to get more new Soul Reaver lore, I'll slurp that up. (But omg please a new sequel in the style of the PS2 games would be nice 😭😭😭)

I swear I do art. I did mention it before, I've been kind of doing art quietly on my own terms. Not trying to get too wrapped up in the social media of it all. I have been sketching my OCs so I may post when I have a good collage of them 🥹

So I haven't been buying beef lately due to how expensive it's gotten, but my belly CRAVES some good korean short ribs argghhh That and I really wanna try and make crispy pork belly (I've never made it before) hrrrnngghhh

What I hate most is when corporations and the government always do the stupidest shit to "protect the children." STOP. FUCKING. LYING.

FUCK THAT SHIT "Teen safety features" my ass, this is just mass surveillance of EVERYONE. This shit is a trap. (This is upsetting because discord is the main way I keep up with my friends globablly)

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Felt like a bad parent today because I legit forgot one of my OCs names for several days. MORTIFYING. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (Maybe the alzheimer's is kicking in already *sobs*)

I might ACTUALLY have time to do more personal art today, but first I gotta take care of car stuff AGAIN 😭 (a neverending cycle oh my god).

A bit random for me to complain about my current dayjob, but what is with people having the biggest inability to fucking READ and SPELL my name correctly when I end every email correspondence WITH MY NAME. I don't even think it's a microaggression. It's just fucking racist. It pisses me off.

Holy crap, Gesaffelstein's music actually slaps youtu.be/g-3D9LQu8BQ?...

One random desire I have is to record a cool song with my voice singing...but I don't know anything about songwriting or producing 🤣🤣🤣🤣😭😭😭😭 (all I got is the voice itself). Maybe someday 🤣

I made a filterlist for uBlock Origin to remove Generative AI features on websites. Includes blocks for * Google AI Summaries * YouTube Ask button & chat summaries * GitHub Copilot * Facebook AI chat * X's Grok buttons * Deviantart DreamUp * Booru AI images * And more github.com/Stevoisiak/S...

I remember howling about subscription-based software when they first pulled this Creative Cloud shit and here we are. It needs to be made illegal. To be able to say, "Oh, you never really owned your access to things you built." is the peak of corporate greed. Enough is enough!

If Leon doesn't continue his "will they, won't they" relationship with Ada, I will THROW HANDS!!! (I will bite anyone who gets in between them 😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤😤)

Oooh what could Karde and Ixion be doing? 👀👀👀👀👀👀 #wip #oc #nsfw

I also keep finding myself in freelance hell because unexpected bills keep piling (fuck you car stuff)... I need to start comic stuff soon... Please, can I just make a living wage. Is it too much to ask?