i need an entire album of left at london remixes holy shit this compilation is so fucking good

nonbinary cousins are so goated when tolerating the family function is the vibe

swished my first ever shot of malort like mouthwash that's gotta be like, good luck at least

breaking out the mismatched teacups and $5 bottle of jinro w my mom like let me show you the customs of my people

why does christian slater sound like that in heathers. what's wrong with him

tumbleweeds are real and you can just snatch one if you're quick enough

coming to the disturbing realization that i accomplish more of my goals for the day the more caffeine i've had

got new glasses that are less big and less round just in case i start fitting in

saw Mickey 17 and rewatched Okja yesterday and i've come to the conclusion that Mickey 17 is unintentionally a vegan film while Okja is a vegetarian film on purpose. this is why one of them is good and the other could only ever be mid at best

i will never beat the catgirl allegations

My Obsessions with Challengers: a mini essay about the personal dimension of my love for the film letterboxd.com/auriblooms/f...

yearning for the day i can stop having to think about having teeth again

I think it's awesome that mandarin for "us" or "we" is 我们 (wo men) like damn us really is women

i'm actually a very prolific poster i just save the majority of my bangers for highly exclusive private message boards full of attractive women

chinese cultural victory is imminent

already huge year for getting your thesis officially published and it's only january www.proquest.com/docview/3150...

messaging my mother on snapchat about getting tickets to see sonic 3 with one of her partners

And most of this also comes down to what is “acceptable” for publication I.e. what are most gender studies scholars comfortable with reading. And the good theorists who call that shit out mostly self-publish bc their critical ideas don’t make cis ppl comfortable as they speak to reality

It also just treats trans people as a base for analysis rather than a group of people worthy of care, respect, and understanding bc there’s usually an implication that gender is being questioned so the mostly cis audience can expand their idea of gender

Probably the most frustrating part of trans studies within queer studies is how often material conditions are dodged. Not only is it obviously condescending but there is often a tone about “what gender means” that can put down the importance of medical transition for many trans people

i'm winning

maybe the most evil thing i've ever done with $4

getting intrusive thoughts about using he/him a little, but lesbianly

i keep thinking abt when someone at the academic conference i was at over the weekend unironically repeated that hrt could never get banned bc it's too profitable for big pharma. academica is fucked of course but they weren't even an academic!!

i love old military clothes so much

me and several people

I have many charming qualities: lesbianism, understanding hegel, stalinist, big boobs

to be human is to be changed. we are what we've become and constantly moving towards what we will be. this is the fascinating thing about relationships, as fundamentally they are our means of access to the lives and perceptions of others, to make our metaphysical conception of the world more whole.

think i did pretty well

Me after going to my third conference panel at ASA with arguments premised on the marginalization or destruction of transfeminine subjectivity

what if instead of doing literally anything i'm supposed to do today i obsessed over what clothes i'm going to pack to an academic conference

i use 's as a contraction for "is" a lot and i'm just now realizing that probably isn't normal or grammatically correct

men love to shout things in my general direction while driving by in pickup trucks but it's always unintelligible so i never know how to feel abt it

I hate being expected to conform to other people's ideas of transfemininity. I'm tired of being expected to fit a specific mold of gender subversion. I refuse to construct myself around the comfort of others. I don't "identify as a woman", and don't call me "they". I'm a woman. that's it.

found out today that one of my coworkers thought i was an afab transmasc butch(?) this entire time

i know serano isn't perfect or anything but reading Whipping Girl a couple months into transition was one of past me's better choices, really helped dodge getting taken in by a lot of transmisogynistic bullshit.

eating stale oreos and 15-20 olives for breakfast this morning

as far as i know my mother isn't even on here so i can finally become even Worse