sorry for being cringe I'm trying to enjoy being alive

✨️🩵💜Moonlit Princess💜🩵✨️ Ych commission for @okamihylia.bsky.social ! #bg3 #tav #art #myart #dnd #tiefling #artsky

Watched the whole stream yesterday with automatically translated subs and I will never be the same

The fact that my higher power made me a Fantôme Iris liker, turned me into a MUCC fan, made Tatsurou compose the best Faniris song and then did a selfcover of that song must mean something.

i'm about to start seriously yapping about haru and how she's practically an oc for me now and all the thoughts i have about her and my actual vamp au and and and i need horse tranquillizer

I'm going to be sick none of you follow me on musktter but I would post about drawing HARU and listening to Night Queen by Thomas Bergersen all the time. Sometimes I did those two things seperately sometimes at the same time. Very often at the same time. youtu.be/8IjdkNaGI6k?...

I know csp has a built in 3d model and posing feature but I bought DesignDoll a long time ago and wanted to play with it. My old ass learned that I can import DD models to CSP and I am delighted. I'm gonna doodle my favorite small vampire queen 🥰 (i probably won't get far)

I think I want what Dame Aylin and Isobel have. Yeah.

I’ve been talking to walls about the things that are uniquely my interests and i’m sad

#KAMIJO x #HIZAKI

My oshis are really bad at super bunny man but they’re on first name basis and my heart feels warm It’s so funny whenever Arthur yells “TOUMA” tho kfnfnf he’s gonna pop a vein

New girl on the block! Her name is Xulica (Zulika) and she's a purebred Lolth sworn cleric. 🥰 #bg3

Actually a song came on and now I wanna close bg3 to draw HARU. The desire to draw is coming back gradually and I'm so happy but also so scared because I'm gonna need to relearn so much shitttt

It hurts too much to listen to him but I could never remove this playlist

I entered yap land about astarion x oppressed male drow a few days ago and got a little emotional

i absolutely am balls deep back into bg3 and i think i'm gonna design a drow right now idc probably won't immediately play on them but i want them in my little hands...not sure if i'll be making a female or male i'll see

love mark💗... #karlach #astarion #hellspawn #bg3

New otome and the most interesting guy is voiced by a cheating douchebag I HATE it I’m so interested in this game but they had to ruin it

This is beautiful i’m so sad silver and blood got so boring with it’s characters designs

Going through badflowers and this song is so epsilon phi frog boy Or at least the version of him that i know

I’ve been on egge a lot lately to yell into the void. I try not to be too negative there but it’s a good place to get things off my chest and get support. :,) A lot is going on in my silly life right now. Coping is difficult sometimes.

jacksepticeye started playing quarantine zone and now suddenly gab smolders is also posting the game and i just think thats so cute

I love Fantôme Iris so much and I will never forget them

That photo of gackt where he looks like ellen degeneres is haunting allmy social media

This for nuizakku…

You know what? I’m not deleting my cringy bg3 photo mode stuff. Life is too short let me live

Oh btw I got a second paper cut in the same spot just a few hours after the first one! Didn’t hurt more though

I respecd her into a shroom druid and got this nice vanilla gear set and she's sooo perfecttttt ugh

Man I'm deleting these later this is so embarassing but photo mode is my obsession and this sharess' caress room is so cute for my druid girl and her boyf censored for soft nudity (bathtub kisses) and cringe (bathtub kisses)

It’s stupid and wrong but I think one of the reasons I stopped drawing is because 1. The fandom for my biggest interest hated me and 2. Said biggest interest wasn’t doing well and had a small fandom to begin with. I got almost no views or interactions for my hours of hard work and I do need that.

Getting a not-bleeding papercut on one of my cuticles will be the worst physical pain I’m experiencing today. …hopefully

Act 3 has her looking sooo veiny. And I even modded some of it out on her face but she’s SOOO VEINY

I need to see people’s act 3 Tavs because I feel like everyone either resists the worms or mods out the consequences of ceremorphosis. I see too many smooth skin clear eye Tavs and it’s fine but mine is so ugly in comparison and it’s not even her fault. :C

he knows it uwu

more elvanyas. photo mode is so fun..... #bg3

I’m still having issues with my texture mods on bg3 and it’s driving me insane. I hoped the built in mod manager would make this shit simpler but nope. Only more complicated.

I was disgustingly pathetic yesterday but getting off effexor (brutal) and being on my period is such an aggressive double whammy i never wanna do this again dnndnd I’m deleting some posts byeee yikes

Fuck you

I’m going to check out upscrolled. If the userbase is big enough I might use it for posting about hobbies like bjds, gaming, book journalling all that jazz

Photo mode is a blessing and a curse btw

i've been doing heavily modded bg3 campaigns with friends and my own handful of mods are fucked up and elvanya isn't looking the way she used to and its making me wanna fuckingggggg mmmmmmmmmmm

I want to make drow ocsss i wanna make a female one and a male one but i’m sooo afraid of accidentally turning them into bad stereotypes because i’m not really well versed in drow lore yet I just know I want the male one to be an escapee

Home alone monday and I can't wait to make a cottage in Heartopia inspired by Elias' house in The Ancient Magus' Bride. 🥰 That cottage is my actual dream. I wish I could live in it irl it's so perfect.

I’ve never felt the need for a lobotomy as strongly as I feel it now

Galemancing time with this wood elf wild magic sorcerer

receiving backshots through portal

so don't get too comfortable. #art

People playing as Frieren in bg3 is so cute

I suddenly just want to cryyy