2025 has been an incredible year for using computers to make things worse

was at a bar last night talking with oomf and I was like ‘omg I love ribs by lorde’ and this queen behind us jumped in and we both queened out about ribs by lorde I hope I see him at the lorde set this spring I also hope she plays ribs

year is almost over who am I

Balloons on my page

what if I did hot yoga on my birthday for attention 🥸

taking a personal day from work

once you reach the age of 30 you realize none of this online shit matters and you start getting really into books with names like "patterns of psychosexual infantilism" published in 1952

I have not been to ballet in perhaps 10 months and the last time I went I was sad because I didn’t feel the same joy I used to feel from being there I hope things are different tonight

every day I grow more into becoming a youtube shorts person TikTok be damned but they got me girls

I want the subway takes guy so bad

the swim I just swumpt

so wild to ponder abt how much my work has grown like what the frick

speed running the spanish course on duolingo before I go to puerto vallarta

being stoned in public

fka twigs writing predictable girl:

I love being in supervision I deadass just keep getting smarter lol

adulthood is weird because there is simultaneously so much grief and so much joy

who else

very happy I learned transcendental meditation this past march bc I have no idea where I am for those 23 minutes but my mind and body feel immensely relaxed when I come out of it

my therapist sent me a long text abt increasing her fees next year

two girls in my tuesday eft peer group got certified in emotion focused couples therapy and we all started our externships last year — it made me sad but I processed it and realized that im very very close

I have so many parts, there’s a piano player part, a ballet part, a hot yoga part, a lap swimmer part, a tennis player part, and there’s this painter part that is like, so under developed — I can’t wait to develop it at some point in time I want to paint with oils.

im so mad I couldn’t do variations in the hot yoga class here like wtf why are u oppressing me

I stopped my hot yoga membership and I miss it so bad

took an extended release vyvanse at 3pm

gonna start going to ballet again

hit the most perfect serve during my tennis lesson and then I asked my coach if I’m ready to start playing in leagues and he said no

the general vibe of the past weekend.

shout out to the pickle diva

having unrestricted internet in hs:

been sight reading for a couple years now and it’s so cool how I can look at stuff and play it when a year or two ago I struggled

smiling friends is amazing world of gumball for adults

I was 10 minutes late for my tennis lesson but it was the best one because i hit so many tennis balls I had to physically lay down on the court

I have to think abt work tomorrow

don’t have to think abt work for 4 days

tennis lesson in half an hour

tennis lesson this wednesday night

Dam been writing a book about this and she just TikToked it in 90 seconds.

this is how I'll always remember tia. LA traffic and the nastiest of winds couldn't stop us from seeing you! her smile was infectious and somehow her humor bit even harder irl. rest up my dear! take all the space that the world selfishly didn't grant you, for you've earned that and then some.

making a conscious effort to get back on my zoom

my mother has returned

a fagcent can be so comforting to hear sometimes

They literally look like cartoon superhero villains how is this happening

I learned transcendental mediation and it made me not care for smoking weed anymore I lowkey can’t believe this

couldn’t be me

new pink pantheress mixtape in may